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Your sibling, after all, is the only other person in the world who understands how fucked up your parents made you.

Deb Caletti, The Nature of Jade (via bookhag)

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one word moodboards » @ladyflorence1215 asked » P O S I T I V I T Y 

raindrops on roses. and whiskers on kittens. bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens. brown paper packages tied up with strings

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*puts a normal sized carrot in a bag of baby carrots so they have adult supervision*

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cocaxlola:

guilt ran through the woman’s system as she looked at the man opposite her, sleep obvious on his features. “did i wake you up?” lola’s voice was laced with softness as she spoke, her smile dropping a little until fabian’s quick words ran through the hall around them. “thanks, love.” she stepped into his home without a worry, holding the cookies out towards him. “chocolate chip and peanut butter. i’ve been sat at home eating them for half and hour and i thought it was well and truly time for me to share. milk is always good.” she offered the taller man a small smile. “lazy goes well with cookies, don’t you think?”

“Well someone was bound to at some point, and I doubt they would’ve brought me cookies so I wouldn’t worry too much about waking me,” he answered waving off the guilty expression. “Can’t say no to cookies now can I? And I’m glad you, like any other sane human being eat your cookies with milk. I’m a tea drinker, but how am I going to dip chocolate chip cookies in peppermint tea? It’s simply unappetizing.” he shakes his head in mock sadness for the tea drinkers who had turned to the dark side. “Lazy goes well with everything to be honest, but yeah especially peanut butter chocolate chip cookies.”

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Fabian glances over at his friend unimpressed, “We’ve known each other almost exactly a decade, and in that time I think you have convinced me to participate in every irresponsible shenanigan you could dream up.” he starts off in a disapproving tone, that quickly melts into an elfish grin. “Besides we’ve already done all of those things, we need some new ideas, fresh blood. Have we already played hide and seek in the supermarket? I feel like we did, and you gave up halfway through and just started actually shopping and left me in the store to explain why I was hiding under a banana cart. Or did I dream that up?”

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“i’m losing count on how long we’ve known each other but i do know you need to do something impulsive sometime. sure you tried being all good influence over me back in school, can’t say it worked but you need to do something insane. get your blood rushing.“ kinsley brushed her hair back, sitting there and looked at him when squishing her cheeks in between the palms of her hands- her lame attempt to get the other one to laugh. “what’s something you’ve wanted to do but never dared? ask randomly for someones number? have pillow talk at the supermarket.. basically build a forte and see if you get kicked out- or no?“

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‘‘three fs?’‘ danny questioned. surprised at how coherent fabian was being considering how drunk he seemed. ‘’that’s true, but seriously, who would give me a kid? like really, who would be that irresponsible.’’ danny smirked.  ‘’yeah well, always wear a condom bro. i think you getting a girl pregnant would probably throw mum and dad off the edge a bit…’’

“If they are not feeding you, fucking you, or financing you they are irrrrelevant,” he exclaims, rolling his r for emphasis, and making a point to gesture with every ‘you’. “People get desperate man, I just don’t know,” Fabian shrugs. “I know I know, ‘wrap it before you tap it.’”

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Neels Visser 😍

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‘‘at least you’re making money, bro. that’s all that matters.’’ danny explained. keeping his eyes focused on fabian’s as he spoke, fairly slowly to ensure that his brother understood. ‘’me? adopt a kid? yeah i don’t think that would happen anytime soon, firstly i would probably need someone to babysit when im at work, and secondly- i think a lot of guys would be put off if i was a dad.’’

“And there’s the whole three f’s thing,” he agrees, rationalizing his behavior. Fabian laughs at Danny’s expression. “I suppose you’re right, but I think a kid could totally be a magnet for the guys who want a serious relationship?” he shrugs knowing it’s impractical. “Never mind, I think I’m the one more likely to end up with a kid,” and probably the result of a one night stand or friends with benefit arrangement too.

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‘‘shit really? that’s disappointing.’’ he smirked. making sure to keep his brother up right in his drunken state. holding the water bottle close to fabian’s lips. ‘’ and i probably won’t hear the end of mum asking why i’m twenty two and still single.’’ he let out a soft chuckle. taking back the water and resting it by his side.

“It’s almost done, one more session at the studio and it should be ready for its new home,” Fabian’s expression changed, like it always did when he was talking about his art. He gulped down the water, “Thanks,” he mumbled, embarrassed that here he was at twenty, going to his older brother when he got plastered. “I say you just adopt a kid, that’s the only reason she really wants you to have a partner anyway.”

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‘‘Yeah whatever bro.’‘ danny rolled his eyes. he hadn’t really ever been a fan of any of his brother’s friends. so hearing that he had been ditched by them wasn’t surprising. ‘’yeah she texted me earlier asking if i was coming, but never really gave me much of a chance to answer.’’ danny shrugged. ‘’i’m down for it if you are though. it always helps to have your art shit there to take the heat of of me.’’

“I took a religious commission this week, I think I’ll be safe with the pictures of the Stella Maris statue I’m working on,” he answers, nonchalant. It was really the only reason he’d taken the job, he was at a point now that he got to be  bit pickier about who he did jobs for. “But I’ll gladly hear his opinions on the practicality of me pursuing an art major, when I announce I’m going back to school,” he continues impishly.

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‘‘got it.’‘ danny nodded. knowing that there was no way his dad would want to come and pick fab up, at least without shouting at them both and totally embarrassing them in front of a bunch of club goers. ‘’don’t apologise.’’ he sighed. ‘’-i’ll book you a taxi, and you just promise me you’ll go home and drink plenty of water, and get some better friends. that’s important.’’

“Okay,” he shrugged in answer. Fabian can promise the first, but as far as the second goes he’s never been the best judge of character. “It was a harmless mistake maybe he had a family emergency to take care of or something? And speaking of family, Mum said something about family dinner later this week? At least that’s what I think she said, hard to hear her over Dad’s opinion on art,” he says grinning.

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danny nodded to the other doorman to take over as he stepped away and lifted his brother up, to move him to a safe location. he walked back and grabbed the water bottle from his bag and passed it to fab. ‘’do you need me to call you a taxi? or even get dad to pick you up?’’ he asked. sitting down next to his brother.

He allows himself to be moved, realizing he was probably in the way or something, “Not dad,” he answers shaking his head vigorously. “Sorry for bothering you at work, I can probably get home on my own.” despite his words, he makes no move to stand up or leave.

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Having a sibling is either “we ride together we die together” or “no officer I’ve never seen that person before in my life” there is no in between.