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What if... We’re made for this?

It’s uncommon how things work, i mean, generally speaking, i don’t know much about life i just know what i know; living in a third world country with a dying mom and a sister which mental healt is a cuestionable as mine, but, nobody cares, so move let’s move on to the topic. Basically everything in this place called Earth, our home, are somehow... Manageable, how? We will never understand it, not because we don’t try to find for ourselves, like winning a million dollars or kissing the love you’ve been waiting for, we look back and think ‘’oh, it happened ‘cuz i did this’’ or tipically ‘’the butterfly effect did it’’; guys, i love those theorys (adding up theory of chaos) but i can tell, they’re not the answer to the ‘’how’s’’. I declared my love to a girl i think of every day and night, to someone i know it’s not interested in me, why i did that even when i knew a reject was inminent? And the answers lies behind this words, i already knew it and it supposed to happen, ‘cuz it was already written by someone else. We’re made for this, for the life we’ve been given, the situations that brokes us to the point we don’t want to see daylight so we can stay numb on our beds thinking how wonderful would it be to be someone better, to have someone elses life, to have a chance to live, truth is, you got one, you’re here and you are you thanks to what you’ve lived and all the times life fucked you up; i can tell you, that’s nothing, life moves on, the world moves on, if you don’t want to put your things together and be someone in this lfe someone else will do it, they’ll what it’s yours by right, but why if it’s yours? Simple, you’re not fighting enough, hard to swallow my bad. Thing is, life is a journey, where we are always experiencing new things, new music, new loves, new surroundings, well, for us they’re new, to life, cycles that will reapeat ‘till the end of times; we’re learning, life is just watching. I declared my love to a girl i know who doesn’t love me back and i’m smiling, because that’s life itself.

FH.