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“I wanted to paint this feeling of: When I get home and no one’s around, who am I? Who am I without this façade?"

-Danielle Joy Mckinney

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Wish I wasn’t so weird and embarrassing

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*tears streaming down my face as i desperately grab at the fabric of your shirt* am i at least cringe and annoying in a fuckable way

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Monica Bellucci by Fabrizio Ferri, 1989

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the idea that dressed boring/plain means a person is boring is well... uh. ok. i'm going to be nice. some of us don't live in outfit world.

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no bare minimum, i want the moon and the stars. maybe even a planet at this point.

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can you hold this for me? *gives you my heavy heart*

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you’re not alone in the universe. at the very least, you have libraries, flowers, strawberries, poetry, stars, and the moon.

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to be loved is to be changed but i also think to love is to change 😩

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google search how to stop being sad and feeling like you're running out of time when your birthday is approaching

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healing involves a lot more grieving than you’d expect. progress hurts. you’re moving on from things that happened but also things you wished would happen and never did. mourning does not mean you are not getting better.

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someone refusing to grow up and be mature and hold themself accountable for you hurts enough as it is. but them going and doing it for someone else??? that is literally a whole other level of pain

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in the bar passing the phone around saying “have you read this poem? have you read this poem?”

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the thing that sucks is that people love saying sleep early is good etc etc and yeah it is. I've seen some benefits before. but I think it sucks to ignore that late night is the only time with any freedom. I think it sucks to not acknowledge the dread in waking up and it's a work day again

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fuck spotify forreal for taking away the little heart icon... i dont want to add songs to my creepy ass collection i want to like them i want to love them