fallinginmysleep

[fallinginmysleep]

Your mom called, I told her you’re fucking up big time

[fallinginmysleep]

I think of you all of the time

Now that you're gone

I've been doin' all kinds of drugs

To get you out of my mind

'Cause I noticed you don't like me no more

And it breaks my heart

So I'll just drift away

And disappear for a while

[fallinginmysleep]

And who’s going to kiss the brown-haired girls

Who’s going to wipe away their tears?

[fallinginmysleep]

We used to pass hours on the phone

Now I dread the moments I’m left on my own

[fallinginmysleep]

New Years came and you didn’t call

[fallinginmysleep]

I sat with my anger long enough

Until it told me its real name was grief

[fallinginmysleep]

You taste like cigarettes and salty tears

And it’s absolutely intoxicating

[fallinginmysleep]

I secretly pray that my body will always bear the marks of our relationship

Because my only fear is that the scars you left will too fade

Just like you did

[fallinginmysleep]

Wait for the day you'll go away

Knowing that you warned me

Of the price I'd have to pay

And life's full of flaws

Who knows the cause?

Living in the memory of a love that never was

[fallinginmysleep]

Woke up, you caught me with a smile

Passed out on the bathroom tile

And I think that this is home

[fallinginmysleep]

And these days, I wish our paths had never crossed — because you don’t know how heartbreaking it is to know that someone like you exists in this world and I cannot have you

[fallinginmysleep]

He's so beautiful

Makes me wanna believe

He's got a heart of gold

That nobody can see

Bringing party favors

Dollar bills rolled nice and neat

Party boy, you took too much

It's time for you to leave

I want to want you, baby

But you're making it so hard

I try to bite the bullet

And just take you as you are

You get too close

Take the one I love the most

And I think it's time for you to go

Make it so hard

You know you've gone too far

And I think it's time for you to go

[fallinginmysleep]

He wouldn’t hold hands

He’d only hold one finger

Physical closeness with none of the intimacy

[fallinginmysleep]

I considered leaving for a guy that hates money

I get bored, what a bummer

Craving the intention of a blazed-out drummer

Time moves fast, it's the year of the election

The blush-inducing rush of another man's affection

I don't care, I don't even know

I suppose I just wanted the attention

[fallinginmysleep]

Despite my best efforts not to

Maybe I’ll always love you

[fallinginmysleep]

I wonder if summer on the island will always feel like you

[fallinginmysleep]

Trying to convince myself you’re more fun to miss that to be with