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There have been a lot of discussions as to why Buck and Eddie’s argument was coded as a married couple’s argument, and I think one of the biggest reasons is that they argued in the way particularly unique to married couples - i.e they were arguing about one thing, but really they were arguing about several things. Married couple arguments always go this way because they speak each other’s language so well that they communicate on a level several layers deep, even when they’re at odds.

So I thought I’d go through each line and try to tease out the layers to further demonstrate the couple-coded nature of this entire scene:

“I thought I said I was gonna get groceries” = “We have an established domestic pattern and you’re breaking it. The fact that you’re breaking it means I can tell something is off.”

“I was out. It’s fine.” = “You’ve hurt me so I’m isolating you from our domestic pattern. Since you’re leaving me anyway I may as well act as if I’m already single. I’m trying to de-center you in my life so that it hurts less.”

“It doesn’t feel like it’s fine.” = “You’re being passive aggressive with me, and you’re insulting me by pretending there isn’t something else going on when I know you so well that I can tell that there is.”

“I heard you finally got the call from El Paso Fire” = “You’re leaving me, and I had to hear it from somebody else. I’ve been hurt two-fold by you.”

“Who told you?” = “This isn’t how I wanted you to find out. I’ve lost control of this situation and now I’m on the back foot.”

“Hen told Chimney who told Ravi who called me” = “Everybody knew except me. This hurts. I’m supposed to be your confidante and you’ve been keeping secrets from me.”

“I was going to tell you” = “I know I messed up by not telling you, and I’ve been feeling guilty about it. But don’t you see that I didn’t tell you because telling you was too scary, telling you would make it real?”

“But you didn’t. Instead everyone has been tiptoeing around behind my back because apparently I’m too fragile” = “Everyone is treating me like a child, including you. You have emotionally isolated me from our partnership.”

“Look how you’re acting now” = “You haven’t approached this discussion like an adult. How can this be a partnership when you’ve ambushed me like this?”

“You really think I wouldn’t have been happy for you?” = “It hurts me that you think I would put my pain before your happiness. Is that really what you think of me?”

“I know you wouldn’t. You make everything about you” = “Can you blame me for assuming that when we’ve been in this situation before?” - but also a bit of: “I have a ready-made arsenal of things you do that upset me (because we are a couple, and that’s what happens when you’re a couple, consequences of sharing a life) and I’m willing to whip them out during an argument (because that is how married couples win fights)”

“You’ve been spiralling since the funeral” = “I can see your pain despite that fact you think I can’t, and I hate that you’ve hid it from me. You really think I can’t see you so well? It makes me feel like I can’t tell you things because I’m too busy worrying about you.”

“I’m sorry I’m sad that Bobby’s dead” = “I feel like you’re using my grief against me to win an argument, so I’m going to be petty about it and throw it in your face.”

“You aren’t the only one that lost him.” = “I’m in pain too. Why can’t you see that? You’re supposed to be able to see that.”

“You never asked what it was like.” = “I’ve not been receiving what I need from you emotionally. I’ve been cut off from you and unable to share my pain. This hurts because you are the person I rely on the most.”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t know that’s what it was like” = “I’ve been too blinded by my own pain to factor yours in too. I recognise that I’ve hurt you by doing this.”

“I couldn’t save him” = “I’m finally able to share my pain with you, which is what I really needed all along.”

“You think I didn’t do all I could to save him?” = “It’s not just on you. I don’t want you to shoulder this guilt alone.”

“I wouldn’t know. I wasn’t there.” = “We’ve had an emotional breakthrough, but I’m still hurting, and I’m not ready to fix things between us because I feel like I don’t deserve it.”

This shows for me how this argument escalated so quickly: both Buck and Eddie can intuitively understand the layers behind what each person is saying, and that’s how they’re able to make these dramatic leaps from one grievance to the next. They understand the undercurrents of each other’s pain. And that’s why couple arguments get so messy so quickly.

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whatever, dude. not my falcon, not my gyre

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Buck is in his "I'm starting to respect the silver star a bit less" era

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New Girl 5x21-5x22 vs. 9-1-1 8x11

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Owen Strand survives a nuclear meltdown... and Bobby Nash dies in the line of duty???

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I’m just gonna leave this here - it was my immediate thought

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New Girl 5x21-5x22 vs. 9-1-1 8x11

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8.06 -> 8.11

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mom says “9-1-1 is a problem because I can’t stop watching” it on Wednesday and dad sends this on a Friday

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All my love to the severance girlies, but we know who the real actor as director winner was after tonight

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AND THE FACT AISHA DIRECTED THIS AHSJDJDODFJDHSODJFIRLFLTP

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i wish i could be normal about fake gay people but i started jumping up and down and running around ny room for realsies the second tommy said the word competition

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I hope you know... You Matter to Me

(buddie + Waitress the Musical)

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alright who's drawing it

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I hate how that was like. Both an incredible episode yet also terrible because can we stop villainizing mental illness? Anyway. The tension and stuff was A+ tho

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Eddie telling Buck he matters to him.