fataletroubled

[fataletroubled]

The stars bowed down to light your way, a rose in bloom, born on this day. The moon leans low to kiss your face, the winds hum soft in love’s embrace. So let the world in chorus sing, for you, my love, my everything. My dawn and dusk, happiest birthday; my sweet princess. ♥︎

[fataletroubled]

RomanceOnTold BINGO

Perasaan jadi ELVIAN 5 Minggu

Jujur seru banget, ROT is one of the most comfortable home i've had? Awalnya kayak tertekan gitu pas tau bakal MILITER tapi ternyata asik. Bisa kenal dekat sama membernya juga. Pls, extend..?

Memorable Moment & Reason

Waktu verifan jujur karena nggak nyangka bisa keterima? Walaupun udah pdkt lewat akun lama tapi kayak masih pesimis banget, untungnya beraniin balik biar bisa ikut GO ROT...

Berbicara kepada diri sendiri yang sudah hebat

#intinyadeh, keren banget. Thank you for staying sane and alive amongst all the chaos. Hang in there a bit, buddy! There's a better future for us.

Favorite Romance Untold Song

Dearest Aruna, Shun, Evanthe, dan Ardanu.

Abang abang dan Kak Runa, thank you for being such a great caretakers for us. Selain keren, kalian berasa seperti teman sendiri, which is a good thing because that makes us felt closer! Mohon maaf kalau seu_nghan ada salah, disengaja maupun tidak ya. Hopefully we could still keep in touch afte. See you guys on top!

Say anything to 5 Elvians

Ini buat semuanya aja ya, thank you for being friends with seu_nghan! Jangan lupain Hong Seunghan dan doain doi debut pls.. atau comeback RIIZE juga boleh. Semoga setelah ini kita masih bisa berteman baik ya, semuanya!

Fase Jatuh Cinta

Jujur semua fase jatuh cinta itu pasti buat butterfly era, tapi kayaknya Your Eyes Only sama XO itu sendiri. Kayaknya kalau mau (Ekhem) bakal pake lagi itu. Doain aja? (Garuk garuk)

All BINGO!

[fataletroubled]

RecOfHeart BINGO

A letter for myself

I just want to take a moment to remind you of something important—you deserve all the love in the world. Every single bit of it. Love from others, love from the universe, and most importantly, love from yourself.

You’ve done such a great job. Truly. Even when you doubted yourself, even when things felt heavy, you kept going. That strength, that resilience—it’s something to be proud of. So take a breath, and give yourself credit for everything you’ve accomplished, no matter how big or small.

Remember, everyone moves at their own pace. There’s no rush, no competition. You are exactly where you need to be. Don’t overthink it, don’t let doubt cloud your journey. Just focus on yourself, on what makes you happy, on what makes you feel alive. You are worthy. You are enough. You are loved.

Songs in Lovance

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/56xlOvugw5xw6NW5oUtJ4E?si=y2D66FwdQGWTyVBgFSt9rg&pi=o4S-p_ltQq2H4

What do I want to fix?

I want to fix a habit where I don't want put myself first, and not to feel guilty for it. I’ve spent so much time prioritizing others, worrying about their needs, their feelings, and their expectations, but now I realize that I can’t keep neglecting myself. I deserve the same love, care, and attention that I give to everyone else. Taking care of myself isn’t selfish—it’s necessary. If I don’t set boundaries and listen to my own needs, I’ll only end up exhausted and lost. So from now on, I am making myself a priority. My happiness, my peace, and my well-being come first, and that’s not something I’ll apologize for anymore.

[fataletroubled]

Lust of Jealousy's,

A whisper creeps beneath my skin,

A quiet flame where doubts begin,

My eyes grow sharp, they hunt for flaws,

In every glance, in every cause.

You laugh, but not with me that night,

Your world feels full, I’m out of sight,

This ache slips in, a silent thorn,

A fragile wound, both sharp and worn.

Jealousy, a shadow clinging near,

Dancing soft with unspoken fear,

I long to trust, yet questions rise,

Am I enough within your eyes?

Oh, heart, be still, release this spite,

Let breezes sweep away the fight,

Jealousy’s a fleeting test, no more,

True love endures beyond its roar.

[fataletroubled]

Mr. Tall and Saxy,

Previously was x.com/seunlghan

Hong Seunghan, the magnetic force of RIIZE, with a voice that echoes like a star’s whisper, he’s a captivating blend of cool confidence and raw artistry.