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Leonardo's Heartsong

It wasn't hard to hear whispers of some of the crazy shit that has gone around at the camp. Especially for Leonardo. It was a skill the man had to develop if he wanted to pursue the things he wanted in life. Always having his ear to the ground if he wanted to find the next potential opportunity. That's why he was so excited to come to camp. Perhaps he would have found the missing piece that would make everything make sense.

Instead, only new doubts and insecurities would begin to fester deep within his soul. Always contradicting at wire with the fire that has illuminated him thus far. It was becoming even more exhausting with each passing day. Leonardo didn't feel like a person anymore. There were days that he was ready to accept that he was just meant to tolerate the things that happened to him. However, he still had some sense to know that should never be the case.

He's lived a life filled with uncertainty and he will get the answer he desperately needs.

There could have been a lot of ways that he could get the resolution that he sought after. But Leonardo was the type of person to go big or go home. And what a more absolute action than the Heartsong? The Starry son has heard what it can do at the best of the times and at the worst. None of it scared him. As someone who was plagued with visions and unpredictability, for once, he'll allow the fates to do as they wish this one time.

By his lonesome, Leonardo spent the day moving equipment to the auditorium Stage lights, amps, speakers, a mic his old guitar. If he wanted to do this, he wanted to do it to the best of his ability. With whatever he had at his disposal.

Once the celestial bodies shone their ethereal light onto him, Leonardo decided to start. Usually, he would himself and his talents from everyone but not this time. He was proud of what he was capable of. And now he will share this song with anyone who would listen all while performing the show of his dreams.

Whether this was just an opener to a new life, or the disappointing finale to a series of unfortunate events at least Leonardo knew that he would have an answer. And whatever response he will receive, he's going to take it on the chin while he does the one thing that he loved.

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SOFTER  SHIPPY  PROMPTS !

soft & simple quotes for all your shippy needs! a lot of these can work as platonic prompts if that’s preferred. feel free to change pronouns, descriptors, and context when needed. combine prompts too if desired ♡

WORDS.

❝ you’re so cute when you blush. ❞ ❝ your hair is so soft … ❞ ❝ you smell really good … ❞ ❝ how is your skin so soft? ❞ ❝ your laugh makes me melt.  it’s super cute. ❞ ❝ god, you are so CUTE, it’s not fair!!! ❞ ❝ i bet you’d look really cute/pretty/handsome in a dress/gown/suit and tie/tuxedo/(article of clothing). ❞ ❝ you’re all i’ll ever need. ❞ ❝ you have such pretty eyes. ❞ ❝ you always know exactly how to make me laugh … ❞ ❝ your dimples are absolutely adorable. ❞ ❝ are those freckles on your cheeks that i see? ❞ ❝ i guess all the love songs i’ve ever sang were about you. ❞ ❝ is it weird that i’ve daydreamed about our wedding? ❞ ❝ the word ‘love’ can’t even scratch the surface of what i feel for you. ❞ ❝ you’re my person.  you’re beyond special to me. ❞ ❝ there are seven billion people on this planet, yet you’re the only one for me. ❞ ❝ there’s no touch that feels like yours. ❞ ❝ every morning i want to wake up hearing your voice, seeing your smile. ❞ ❝ you taught me what love is … and what it means. ❞ ❝ being wrapped in your arms is a truly special feeling. ❞ ❝ the sound of your voice is like heaven to me. ❞ ❝ i truly can’t control my heart when i’m around you. ❞ ❝ just stay here with me … by my side. ❞ ❝ promise you’ll always be here for me … ? ❞ ❝ i love you.  more than anything. ❞

ACTIONS. send +↻ for the reverse!

[ sing ] — sender sings a love song to receiver [ bath ] — sender draws a bath for receiver [ cry ] — sender lets receiver cry on their shoulder [ tear ] — sender wipes receiver’s tears [ cuddle ] — sender cuddles up to receiver as they’re just waking up [ art ] — sender sketches a picture of receiver [ snap ] — sender snaps a picture of receiver when they’re not looking [ kiss ] — sender kisses along a stretch of receiver’s skin [ clothe ] — sender helps receiver remove an article of their clothing [ embrace ] — sender jumps into receiver’s arms [ carry ] — sender carries receiver to bed [ lift ] — sender playfully picks up receiver from around their waist [ pin ] — sender pins receiver underneath them [ massage ] — sender gently massages receiver [ sit ] — sender sits on receiver’s lap [ lean ] — sender leans against receiver’s shoulder [ scar ] — sender shows receiver one of their scars [ wrap ] — sender wraps their arm around receiver’s waist to pull them close [ pillow ] — sender uses receiver’s lap as a pillow [ goodnight ] — sender kisses receiver goodnight [ hold ] — our muses lace their fingers together [ dance ] — our muses slow dance together [ candle ] — our muses cuddle in a dimly candlelit room [ tub ] — our muses share a hot tub together [ nuzzle ] — our muses touch noses [ laugh ] — our muses laugh together [ bed ] — our muses share a bed

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Leonardo couldn't recall when he's had a night quite like this. A night where he absolutely enjoyed himself. Perhaps a tad too much because Leo was finally feeling all the wine he has been "tasting." While he was enjoying himself on the dance floor, Leo decided to retreat from the crowd and find a seat. Just until the world stops spinning around him.

It did take a few deep breaths to finally realize he was sitting right beside someone. Damn, he truly was drunk out of his mind, because he did not notice before. Which is why he flinched just a bit seeing the glowing man. Maybe he should drink some more seeing how much the other was enjoying. "Care for a drinking partner," Leo asked even though he was already pouring himself a glass.

location: the harvest festival for: open to anyone who attended

was he tipsy?

the more important question was: could you blame him for being tipsy? when handsome satyrs and godlings kept refilling his cup, he wasn't gonna say no. and it tasted so damn good that his cup was ready to be refilled before axel knew what happened.

so he sat at a table, watching those far more social than him have a good time. while there was still much to understand about what happened this evening, there was no doubt that today was a good day.

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Leonardo took the liberty to reach for the items that Evander had chosen for himself, feeling the fabric and looking at the quality of the stitching. "Can't say I'm too surprised to see the things you've chosen," he hummed happily. "It fits your whole vibe perfectly." On the other hand, Leo was indeed more indulgent on this shopping spree. Under his arms he was holding onto an assortment of items, ranging from eccentric pieces, to some more surprisingly clean cut looks, and to some dresses that he planned to rip apart and repurpose for their fabrics. A year ago, Leonardo would have been more mindful with his money, but now, with all the drachma that they earned, it felt possible to enjoy himself. Though, what loomed over his head was the constant doom that something might happen to him that pushes him to appreciate the finer things in life before something happens.

"Wait, forreal? Even with my alternative sense of style you'd be down to let me play dress up with you?" He said, excited at the thought. Already the man had undressed the other in his mind, imagining a combination of articles to put on Ev. "Yeah of course. We can go to a mall or something. Actually, I wouldn't mind going to a thrift store. They probably got some hidden treasures." The last words were trailing off, a clear sign that he was now thinking out loud, as he lost himself in his own world. But he was quick to be brought to Earth with his inquisitive personality. "Oh yeah? Who you planning on taking on a date," Leo teased as he elbowed the other. "But sure, we can get you some questing attires. And I know what to get you for lounging. That'll be a surprise though."

All of the Godlings, others than those of this timeline, very much had to start over in their new homes and with that, the only clothes that Evan had was the week's worth of clothing he had packed into his bag of holding when they left for their London trip. In the short time that they had been here, Evan acquired a few more pieces of clothing, but with most of his wardrobe being gone, he thought it was time to reinvent his aesthetic. When Leonard proposed an outing to New York to do some clothes shopping, Evan was keen to come on board, not only needing the clothing, but missing the United States and figured he should take full advantage of them being able to go where ever they want. He let Leonardo take charge, not really being one to care about labels or brands and usually keeping it pretty simple in his clothing choices. Wearing a sweater and baggy pants to battle the starting of the cold weather in New York. As they walked through the very fancy store, he tried to remember just how rich the Godlings' were now and that Evan could very much afford the four thousand dollar sweater, but still, it was a bit insane, " I got some stuff," He admitted, holding his arm up, a dark blue varsity sweater, a maroon velvet suit set, " But you can pick me out some stuff to if you want." Evan put his clothes onto the hooks of the dressing room, " Maybe we could go to some place more...bang for our buck too? This stuff is nice and I have some nice date clothes now, but I for sure need some stuff for missions and lounging, stuff I don't care gets a little messed up."

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Leonardo had just finished an errand and now was taking a slow stroll back home. How could he not? It was a warm and sunny day with no signs of rain. Leo assumed that it would have been fine to packing his umbrella but the light showers that suddenly fell on his skin reminded him that he could never be too prepared.

Still, even with the cool droplets that would eventually begin to drench him ever so slowly, Leo didn't allow it to ruin his mood. In fact, it was a pleasant turn of events. The man had full intentions to enjoy his day, so all Leo could do was continue to enjoy his stroll, now admiring the colors that appeared as the sunbeams reflected on the gentle mist.

Even then, the day still had different plans.

What was a gentle shower cleansing Leonardo of this heat quickly became a heavy rain that was practically pummeling him. By this point the man was running back home relieve that he was already pretty close. Leo was already dashing up the steps to his home when he heard Romeo calling out to him. However, as he was just about to step in, he suddenly couldn't hear him anymore. His head shot to where the other standing previously only to find him on the ground. Leo didn't even think twice. He shoved the door wide open to toss his stuff inside before running back out to the rain.

"Fuck, man," Leonardo grumbled as he tried to get to Romeo as quick as possible. "Don't worry, dude, I got you," he finally said as he crouched down beside the other. Reaching for the man's arm as he tried to get him to have him hold onto Leo's shoulder. His actions were quick, unbothered by the mud or rain, especially when someone needed his help. "Can you get up, or shall I..." The words trailed off as his hand was ready to scoop him off the ground just as soon he gave him the go ahead.

fatedstarfall asked: 28 and 49 [ weather based & awkward. ]

one would think that, after more than six months doing this, becoming an avatar of power for his father, curing his own corruption, and corruption from and on other things, that romeo valiente, son of the skies, would be able to control the weather.

one would think that and they would be wrong.

romeo is standing outside of the cabins, his head tilted back toward the sky with his eyes closed and a downpour of rain cascades around him, soaking the entire camp as if some sort of natural disaster was ripping through their camp. it is, somewhat. hurricane romeo, after all.

"get inside!" he yells out to someone as he opens his eyes and tries to focus, tries to call on his power to stop the rain. "i can do this." he takes a step forward, as if trying to stand his ground...

...and he slips and falls flat on his back, directly in the rain soaked earth, now turned to mud. romeo lays there, eyes staring up at the sky, and a boom of thunder ripples through the air like it does his mood. maybe, just for today, he can't do it.

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Leonardo smiled, happy to know that Robbie was interested with his little whim. "I actually don't even know who's on tour right now," Leo mumbled as he pulled out his phone and begun to search for shows. Which was a harder task than he initially believed, since they are able to go to any they wish. "Chappel Roan is a big thing right now," he said as he kept scrolling. "Wouldn't mind seeing Slipknot. What about you? Any people that you like?"

Robbie loved talking about the entertainment scene. It was always a rather unique experience. Whether it was a good or bad experience, it was entertaining regardless. "I would love too. It's been a hot minute since I've been to a concert." Robbie says with a chuckle. "Any artists you would be interested in seeing?" Robbie asked curiously, leaning back and enjoying the sound of the music in his ears. The music rushing through him.

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PROMPT 012 - A Shift in Reality

Coming back from the trial of Chronos, Leonardo couldn’t help but feel happy that they did amazing. Believing everything will change for the better. Which was a thought that he indulged in when they first arrived back at camp. But it didn’t take long for that feeling to sour when he realized how different his life was now. During his brief moment of blissful ignorance, the son of Stars noticed how strange that the denizens were behaving around him. At first, he just chalked it up as them being courteous enough to give him space after an exhausting experience. However, once he stepped foot in his cabin, he noticed a journal similar to his own sitting on the counter of his kitchen. It was the same make as the one he had on him, but that’s all the similarities between the two. The book in front of him was worn, beaten, ripped apart, clear that whoever wrote in it was facing some serious things that even words couldn’t begin to describe. 

Finally, Leonardo felt courageous enough to read the journal of a stranger. Though, in the back of his mind, what he was doing was preparing to face what came of his new life. And everything that he managed to read was like a stab in the heart. The life that he previously had was not perfect by any means, but he was happy to have it, since he made something out of himself. This one, it felt like life was trying to bury him alive, finding creative ways just to fuck him over. Leo couldn’t bear to read another page and just slammed the book shut, feeling the same anger that his previous self probably has felt. Yet, he wasn’t going to act in a fit of rage. After almost thirty years, he’s learned the hard way how this indignation ate at him. But at this very moment, he didn’t have anything else to rely on except to retreat his face into his hands. And as if he was hidden from the world, he felt safe enough to let out a sob that he’s been holding onto for years. 

It was something that Leo needed for himself. The man always went along with the current. Always rolling punches. Not anymore. He was going to put his foot down and fight for what he deserves. He’s the child of space. A star incarnate. Leonardo was going to mold his own destiny.

Despite being the same person there are major differences in their timelines:

2013

Leonardo’s past remained relatively the same even the bad parts. The only difference was his send off. What was an emotional one became more turbulent. Altering some of the friendships that he had.

The man still makes it to Los Angeles to go after his dreams of becoming a star. Even the band, Echoes in Space, that Leonardo creates with Michael Davis and other struggling artists still come to be. However, in this new timeline, the band actually gets some traction.

The rising popularity, even if it is a local thing, never pushes Leo to pursue DJing since they were able to survive on their music. They managed to perform small shows and competitions.

Because they actually had found success with this group, when the other members were presented with opportunities somewhere else, they didn’t take it since they saw the potential in the group.

Leonardo and the group remained in LA for more time, which gave the opportunity for a relationship to spark up between him and Michael.

Eventually, it would get the attention of a record label. They will try to change their identity, and trying to preserve their art, he attempted to offer suggestions so at least they could be in control.

The group would rebrand themselves into Starwave, which would turn his rockband into a boygroup by adding more members. The corporate suits would then push him to remove many of the tattoos he had to fit an image. Which is a stark difference from his original timeline, where he did so for a man who proposed to him and he tried to fit into his pristine life.

Although it was different from their original sound, he was still excited to show a new side by implemented rave and electronic sounds similar to the London scene. And alongside Michael, Leonardo had put a lot of time and effort as the visionary for the band.

A little after they were set to debut, he was removed from the group by the higher ups. All while keeping the music he had made for them. This also marked the end of his relationship with Michael

After his removal, Leo fell into a deep depression. No one was able to reach him, even his father. In the old timeline, they would have mended their broken relationship. Instead, this opportunity slips past his fingers.

In this timeline, Leonardo get in a serious relationship with another man. It lasted for a long time, but the hurt that he experienced was set too deep. When he was proposed to, Leo called it off, admitting that something in him felt empty.

This Leonardo would move to Berlin as well, but it would be years after unlike in the original timeline. And eventually he finds DJing again, using his experience as a producer to help him. However, the music both Leonardo's made was wildly different. Leonardo A had brighter and dancier music while Leonardo B's was darker and bass heavy.

This Leonardo never gets a chance to move to Ibiza since he was called to camp far earlier than in his original timeline.

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Name: Victoria Liu Age: 56 Relationship: Step Mother Last Contact: 2 Months Ago

In the past, Leonardo has gotten into numerous fights for a variety of reasons. And the one thing that used to drive him to rage almost immediately was when some other kid in his school would taunt him for not having a mother. He was painfully aware that he didn’t have his biological mother around, it’s not like he was stupid. But that wasn’t what bothered him. To him, being told he didn’t have his mom felt like they were going out of their way to disrespect his step-mother, Victoria, who has always been part of his life and supported him no matter what. 

Victoria and Leonardo’s father, Stephen Campbell, have known each other for some time, even before Leo was born. She was already married with kids of her own, and Stephen had his own relationships that he sought after. However, days after young Leo was born, by some fated coincidence, Victoria was finalizing her divorced, which allowed her and Stephen to finally connect. And in two years, the two of them were married. She has always been part of Leo’s life, and in his eyes, was his mother.

Despite having two kids of her own, and another one with Stephen, Leonardo was never forgotten. She constantly showed him the same love she did as her own blood, which would always make the young boy cry, with how grateful he was. Even if he didn’t understand it completely at the time. Victoria was aware how much Leo needed the love and attention especially with the amount of pressure Stephen would put on his son even at such a young age. 

She would watch the young boy learn to play the violin at age three, before his father would also have him learn how to play piano at age 6, all while hearing the man remind his son he is meant for greatness. The woman understood that the boy was indeed special in ways she wasn’t aware of, but she also knew was still a child with his own dreams. There wasn’t much Victoria could do to dissuade Leonardo’s father from imposing the regimen he had for him, but the least she could do was listen. And that’s exactly what she did his whole life. 

At the age of ten, Leonardo wanted to learn how to dance. So she did everything in her power to sign him up in classes, albeit being ballet classes. At the age of thirteen, Leonardo got into another fight that almost got him suspended. When she arrived at the principal's office, he was the first person she asked as to what happened. At the age of sixteen, Leonardo decided to get a secret tattoo. She found out, she laughed, amused by his spirit and made sure that he was taking good care of it.

At the age of eighteen, Leonardo came out to his father. All she could do was hold him tightly as he cried over his father's rejection. Listening to him how he was going to move far away as soon as possible. And even though it broke her heart, she gave him her blessings.

However, before he left, Leonardo came to Victoria with the new passport that he just received. Of course, being the loving mother that she was, the woman was quick to tell him how handsome he looked in his photos. With tears welling in the corner of his eyes, Leo laughed at the compliments before he pointed at his name. At first, all she did was return the warm laughter, confused as to why she needed to check. But, following his whims, she read the name, and suddenly, their shared moment turned into silence and immediately into tears. Her arms swung open and wrapped themselves around her son after finding out that Leonardo took her last name.

"This way, I know you'll always be with me."

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The Eye of God —The Helix (1/2)

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"ORDINARY THINGS THAT FEEL INTIMATE" STARTERS

@misterluck asked for:

[ listen ] sender listens to receiver explain something they're passionate about location: Asteria's Cabin

Leonardo was sitting on his couch, legs propped on top of his coffee table, while music was blasting from his speakers at him. It was like any other day for him, but today, he actually had company. He didn't really know how the conversation even begun, but it's not like someone needed much to get Leo to go on several tangents about music and its production. By this point, the man has showed Robbie different songs that he enjoyed, and even some rock music that he made when he was younger, now he put a song that the other man enjoyed. With his hands resting behind his head, he leaned back on the sofa. "Maybe we should go to a concert one day. If that's something that you might be interested in."

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"Hmm," Leonardo hummed as he looked intently at the photo the other managed to capture. "I don't look half bad. You must really know how to handle that thing." Still, he couldn't stop looking at the image of himself, proud of what he was capable of. "If me practicing helps with your practice, I'm down to help each other out."

"Would it be stupid to light a blunt with it?" A small chuckled roll off his lips before he pulled his gaze away from the impressive blue flame and towards the softer visage of the one who conjured it. "Oh shit, spirt talking too? That's clean, not gonna lie," he said impressed. "Alongside the star making, I also got visions of the future." Leonardo then pointed at the bridge of his nose, right between his eyes, where one promptly turned a nebulous eye and the other a dark pool of stars. Though, after Leo flashed a wink at Winter, his gaze returned to it's normal state. "It's there a reason for the color? Like magically? I'm trying my hand at this witchery shit, so maybe I could be of help."

"In the mean time..." Leo reached for the man's wrist and brought it closer to him so he could hold his palms over the heat. He focused intently at the space between his palms, trying to get a feel for something, evident by his shaking hands. However, once he felt a force pushing against him, he pressed back in kind. It took a while for anything, at least in comparison to how quickly he performed in actual fights. But after some strained moments, a star appeared before them. It was about the size of a bouncing ball and had the same shade of blue as Winter's flame. "I don't even have to touch it to feel that's the hottest one I've created but you can hold it if you'd like. It shouldn't hurt you."

               winter nodded as he picked up his camera and checked the photos. " yea, i think i got some good shots. i mean, for someone who isn't really a professional. " he laughed. but it was strange, he somehow seemed to be good at this. perhaps it was instinct? who knew. " you know what, i think i got the perfect shot. " he walked towards him. he showed the viewfinder and let the other check out the shot. " i don't mind getting more shots, though, if you are willing. i can practice a little more. "

he smiled at the mention of his hellfire. a flick of his wrist, the fire ignited and a flame hovered over his palm. the bright blue fire dancing around. " yes, that's me. the hellfire and the spirit talking. it's pretty cool. " he stated. " i do like that my fire is blue. i'm curious if it ever changes color, maybe something i can play around with later on. " he chuckled.

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PROMPT 004 - A New Connection

When Leonardo finally decided it was time to perform the offering, he chose to spend his day at the lake. This interaction with Asteria was supposed to be a big deal, and it was to him, but at the same time, he wanted today to be one he would be fond of when he looked back at it. There was no doubt that he was nervous, and would very likely stumble on some of his words, but he didn’t want to have any regrets. Not anymore.  

The morning of, Leonardo diligently packed a basket to the brim with an assortment of things that he enjoyed. When the sun was sitting high in the sky, the demigod picked up the prepared basket in one hand and his guitar case in the other, and made his way to the lakeshore. He would then find the perfect spot under a shady tree and set down a blanket for himself, and spread out all the things that he brought for today. Freshly baked goods, ripe fruit, a book he’s been meaning to finish, a variety of other items, before finally pulling out three journals. One worn, one cared for, and the other yet to be opened. 

From then on, the Starry son indulged himself all afternoon. In one moment, Leo was laying on his back as he lifted his book in the air, and the other, he fidgeting uncontrollably attempting to conjure up the perfect string of words for the chord progression he had heard in a dream. However, he wasn’t retreating himself into a solitary world. Instead, with anyone who passed, satyr, nymph, or demigod, he would share his food and time with them and even offer a song for anyone who would care to listen.  

Soon, the sun began to set and that was when Leo began to put everything away. Though, with all the company he fortunately has had, it wasn’t like he had a lot to put back into his basket. All that was left was the three journals and his old guitar. Leonardo brought them to the edge of the docks, where he sat down and his bare feet lingered over the water. For now, the man took the time for himself, singing his favorite songs, some that he has written over the years, all while he watched the ever changing colors of the sunset. It was getting dark, but thanks to his gifts, his eyes were still able to see through the veil and enjoy the night. Not like anyone needed his sight to appreciate the stars that illuminated the perfectly reflective waters and had blessed him by giving him twice as many.

It was time. Leonardo allowed the last chord to ring out across the lake as he caught his breath, somewhat anxious for this conversation. “You know, I have been thinking about this and practicing the things I would say to you. But now that I am in front of you, my mind is empty and simply saying the words that were born for this moment.” Despite his age, and the solitary life that he has maintained for some years, he felt like a child. However, it wasn’t because he felt small or powerless, but that he felt like was becoming anew once more.

“I know that I should have sought after you since I first arrived. But… it just never felt like the right time. And with every passing day, and now a new reality, I feel like the idea of this conversation was just out of my reach as I am with my family currently.” Leo’s life before this wasn’t perfect by any means as he allowed so many things to slip past him. And his relationship with his father was severed when he left home after he didn’t accept his son for who he was. A relationship that he thought would never be mended. That is until he got a call from his father. From there, he took the time and effort to make it up for Leo. Only for it to be all lost once they completed the trial of Chronos. 

“And now I am pushed to bear the demons of someone who once was.” There were a lot of things he didn’t understand. Whether the other Leonardo ceased to exist, if he was pushed somewhere else, or if he returned to the other timeline, but one thing he did know was that Leo had to deal with the life of the over version of himself. And despite being the same person as him, things had transpired differently for him. He didn’t have his family in his life, his dreams were taken away from him, and his trust was absolutely crushed.

“Life was not kind to him. It made him angry, hard to handle, and afraid of what the world would do to him,” he said as he reached to grab the two used journals, flipping through the one that was barely held together. “He was alone. Somehow lonelier than I am. And he had so much to get off his chest, but felt like he had no one to go to." There was a pause. Finally realizing that this was still him, and all truly needed was the acknowledgement of someone. "It's frustrating to say the least that so many things have been ripped away from me. But at least this gave me the opportunity to answer his call. My call. I will be the one who makes me feel worthy.” Right as he was about to close it, he noticed a page that was eerily similar. He was instantly able to recognize that it was the same song that he began writing but always had trouble finishing.

Leonardo quickly opened his journal next, quickly turning through it to find the same page. The title was identical but they were nothing alike. One had lyrics and even chord changes that the other didn’t. Two halves of a whole that were meant to complete one another. 

“I came here with the intention of offering you our old journals, since what I have written is my life no longer, and the other was never mine to begin with. But…” Leonardo mumbled as he wrote hurriedly on the new journal. “I will be giving you this instead.” The demigod kept the journal open, propping it up nearby before he pulled his guitar to his lap, giving it a quick strum before he began.

I’ve always felt so awkward With the love my mother showed And maybe that’s the reason That hardship’s all I’ve known Even the greed inside me can’t just let it go.  With the fear of losing love, I think I have more to show And right now I feel happy But that’s why I feel so scared The sea is calm before the storm The need to be prepared Of a fire that I fear would take me and burn to dust And so for love we’re cheering on

For the first time in a long time, Leonardo wasn’t worried about anything but the song he was singing. Even the scars that he has, old and new, or his destroyed tattoo sleeve was not a festering doubt that he had in the back of his mind. The man was genuinely happy. Ironic, considering the song was about the end of youth. Still, this is what he wanted to do. To sing, to perform, to be who he was. Who knew if Asteria would approve, but he didn't care, he was just glad he showed this side to her.

The sadness of adulthood We’re walking in reverse You’ve overgrown your twenties It’s dull you’ve feared the worst Can’t let that fire cause you fear and burn to dust And so for love we’re cheering on Can’t you see, I didn’t know that much back then And our differences they start to fade Then you matured, and you fell into it first And I guess I followed you again We are the young Can’t see the tree rings slowly as they grow But soon we’ll be blind By the brightest light that will fade away

After the last note was played, Leonardo allowed it to linger for just a little while longer so he could indulge in the resonance of his music. Once it was just him and the silence of the night, Leo looked across to the whirlwind of stars the speckled the land and skies. He couldn't help but gaze up towards the stars and think about how much he wanted to reach them. To become one. But from where he was, they looked so far away. However, if his life proved anything, is that he will always manage to find a way. Especially if he does it in a way people haven't thought about.

So, Leo set everything to the side, and confidently jumped into the cold waters. It may have just been the reflection of the celestial bodies out in the heavens, but at least he can say was still swimming among them. Leo had no doubt he was going to reach incredible heights. Walk the cosmos. Explore the unknown. But for now, all he wanted was to hear his blood sing like he just did.

[fatedstarfall]

"ORDINARY THINGS THAT FEEL INTIMATE" STARTERS

@sweatforged asked for:

[ teach ] sender, an expert at something, takes time to teach receiver how it works and how they can get better at it, too location: Kratos' Cabin

Leonardo can admit that he has been in quite a few fist fights when he was younger, especially when he was in secondary school. But, as he got older, that anger and the need to constantly defend himself had slowly disappeared as he discovered who he was meant to be. Still, now that he was in the fray after discovering he was a demigod, a similar feeling of survival had resurfaced.

It was not something that he actively thought about, but it did linger in the back of his mind. Usually, he would have not done anything about it, but what's the point of going through life if he wasn't going to attempt to change for the better. So, he knocked on the door of Kratos' Cabin and asked for some personal training from the man who answered. Fortunately, Silas had agreed because Leo was already wearing a training outfit as if the other had already said yes in his mind.

After being led to his training room, the two of them began and worked up a sweat. One more than the other. But despite the exhaustion, he was grinning, happy for the experience and having the opportunity to get to know other a little more. "I hope I didn't get in the way of whatever plans you may have had," he said as he copied the motions the son of Kratos had showed him to perform.

[fatedstarfall]

SOFTER  SHIPPY  PROMPTS !

soft & simple quotes for all your shippy needs! a lot of these can work as platonic prompts if that’s preferred. feel free to change pronouns, descriptors, and context when needed. combine prompts too if desired ♡

WORDS.

❝ you’re so cute when you blush. ❞ ❝ your hair is so soft … ❞ ❝ you smell really good … ❞ ❝ how is your skin so soft? ❞ ❝ your laugh makes me melt.  it’s super cute. ❞ ❝ god, you are so CUTE, it’s not fair!!! ❞ ❝ i bet you’d look really cute/pretty/handsome in a dress/gown/suit and tie/tuxedo/(article of clothing). ❞ ❝ you’re all i’ll ever need. ❞ ❝ you have such pretty eyes. ❞ ❝ you always know exactly how to make me laugh … ❞ ❝ your dimples are absolutely adorable. ❞ ❝ are those freckles on your cheeks that i see? ❞ ❝ i guess all the love songs i’ve ever sang were about you. ❞ ❝ is it weird that i’ve daydreamed about our wedding? ❞ ❝ the word ‘love’ can’t even scratch the surface of what i feel for you. ❞ ❝ you’re my person.  you’re beyond special to me. ❞ ❝ there are seven billion people on this planet, yet you’re the only one for me. ❞ ❝ there’s no touch that feels like yours. ❞ ❝ every morning i want to wake up hearing your voice, seeing your smile. ❞ ❝ you taught me what love is … and what it means. ❞ ❝ being wrapped in your arms is a truly special feeling. ❞ ❝ the sound of your voice is like heaven to me. ❞ ❝ i truly can’t control my heart when i’m around you. ❞ ❝ just stay here with me … by my side. ❞ ❝ promise you’ll always be here for me … ? ❞ ❝ i love you.  more than anything. ❞

ACTIONS. send +↻ for the reverse!

[ sing ] — sender sings a love song to receiver [ bath ] — sender draws a bath for receiver [ cry ] — sender lets receiver cry on their shoulder [ tear ] — sender wipes receiver’s tears [ cuddle ] — sender cuddles up to receiver as they’re just waking up [ art ] — sender sketches a picture of receiver [ snap ] — sender snaps a picture of receiver when they’re not looking [ kiss ] — sender kisses along a stretch of receiver’s skin [ clothe ] — sender helps receiver remove an article of their clothing [ embrace ] — sender jumps into receiver’s arms [ carry ] — sender carries receiver to bed [ lift ] — sender playfully picks up receiver from around their waist [ pin ] — sender pins receiver underneath them [ massage ] — sender gently massages receiver [ sit ] — sender sits on receiver’s lap [ lean ] — sender leans against receiver’s shoulder [ scar ] — sender shows receiver one of their scars [ wrap ] — sender wraps their arm around receiver’s waist to pull them close [ pillow ] — sender uses receiver’s lap as a pillow [ goodnight ] — sender kisses receiver goodnight [ hold ] — our muses lace their fingers together [ dance ] — our muses slow dance together [ candle ] — our muses cuddle in a dimly candlelit room [ tub ] — our muses share a hot tub together [ nuzzle ] — our muses touch noses [ laugh ] — our muses laugh together [ bed ] — our muses share a bed

[fatedstarfall]

"Well shit. Got me feeling like I'm common sinner talking to Mother Teressa" Leonardo grumbled as he slammed the empty glass on the counter. It was the not the answer that he expected, but one that he was grateful to hear. It was like ice water was poured onto him, reminding him to have different perspectives other than the acute tunnel vision that he had as he attempted to achieve his dreams. Still, he felt like he had to hold onto them, it felt like a disservice to just let go of them. "I was thinking that I would try get back into music, and make it on my own. Forreal this time. But... something is telling me not to wait 'til then. I mean, I'm young for so long, and crazy shit happens all the time."

Awkward silence filled their surroundings for moment, making the squeaks from the barstools produced by Leonardo fidgeting that more obvious. "You don't have to do it on your own," the man said in a low voice, turning to face the other demigod. Leon was about to speak once more, but his lips only parted as the words escaped him. For someone who enjoyed songwriting, he was not great with communicating. But eventually, he found words decent enough to share with Luca. "I know we ain't had too many opportunities to talk, but we've been through enough out there that I would be glad to continue even after this is all done. I would help you in your search," he said as confidently as he could, before he suddenly added an addendum. "That's if you would have me of course."

Still, a smile crept on his lips at the thought of benevolence that was yet to happen. Almost giving Leo more purpose than what he's felt in a while. "Let’s save 'em from our fate, and show 'em lead them to something better. Honestly, I wouldn’t mind giving a hand to anyone who’s in a rough spot." Regardless of where their parents come from.

at the question, luca paused for a few seconds, his glass mere inches from his lips. he hadn't even considered that there would come an end point for this whole godling-camp situation. he was a nobody before he came to camp and he would probably go back to being one after this was all over, after hecate was done with him. he had no family, or anywhere he could call home. so he had no idea where he would go, or what he would do after, he didn’t even have a high school diploma, so he didn’t really have much going for him, other than the whole being the son of hecate thing.

“in all honesty, i don’t know,” he admitted, bringing the glass up to his lips and taking a chug of it, before setting it down in front of himself on the bar, his eyes moving to meet where leonardo was. "maybe i'll go out there and try and find the kids like me who are out there alone, feeling like they're nothing special, who have nowhere to call home. maybe i'll find a way to look for my siblings who don't know about their calling yet." he'd heard hecate had quite a few kids out there, which meant he had half siblings out there in the world, who most likely had no idea who he was or that he even existed, but he wanted to meet them, maybe help them in ways the camp had helped him. "what about you? what will you do?"

[fatedstarfall]