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"I never asked for much. I think the only things I asked for was money for school so I could go on excursions ad such. I was always just given stuff that I didn't need so I don't know. I feel like that looked as though I was a spoilt brat."

I’m sure you aren’t. Why exactly? Do you ask for a lot of stuff?

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"I'm sorry but I don't know."

Damn.

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"This definitely isn't going to work."

Oh, um… What?

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"Neither can I. This just proves how small the world is, aye?"

"Yes! Yes. Wow, Aisha. I can’t believe this."

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"You just never know when you meet people and then when you find out that it's not going to work, you're already in too deep."

I feel that way a lot.

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"You're too nice to say that you think i'm a brat."

I’m sure you weren’t a brat! Not at all.

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"What?  No way, you're joking. As in Ace, the Ace that I grew up with?"

"Ace. Ace Montgomery."

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"I've lost count with how many times i've been called a spoilt brat."

I’m sure you were never a brat!

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"Like it or not, we were doomed from the start."

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"It's amazing how much i've changed these couple of weeks living here. I never notice how much of a brat I used to be."

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"U-uh, no. T'is is my 'ouse."

I— what…? How— why are you in my house?

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"Uh, what? You enjoy looking into a human heart?"

I love days in the lab. It’s amazing seeing inside the heart - bodies are incredible things.

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"Well, what did you do? I can't help you if I don't know."

But.. I did something horrible. I can’t not regret what I did.. I deserve to get punished for what I’ve done. 

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"Things happen, Car. It's not like you woke up and thought of hurting someone. It just happened. I get that you don't like disappointing people but it's impossible not to. You're going to come across people that deserve the world but you can't give them the world. You won't be able to give them exactly what they wish for and as much as you want to, you can't beat yourself up because of it. You don't have time for regrets and you don't have time wishing you would have done something differently. We only live for a number of years, we don't have all the time in the world."

But.. but he’s so nice, Aisha. He’s everything that’s right in the world and I broke him. He didn’t deserve it.

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"Breaking somebody's heart doesn't make you a bad person. It happens to everybody."

Not even if I broke someone’s heart?

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"Nothing you do will ever change the way I think of you, Carter. Nothing."

Aish, trust me, I don’t.. I’m not as good as you think I am.

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"Of course you deserve the best. You deserve nothing but the best."

I don’t deserve the b-best.. I’m a horrible person.