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Last night mikling got so drunk off spanish wine he couldnt say his abcs or walk properly. was talking about being in love with life, caressing biggle's arm while lying in my lap and kissing me every couple seconds

he um also kept trying to kiss me with TONGUE THE HORNY TUn OF IT ALL

and he would be giggling and pulling me down to squeeze me so tight i cant breathe

started telling angie about our first date unprompted

and he said "now look at us, we've gone on so many adventureees...!!!" and then he looked at me and smiled so bright like i was the sun or something

i swear he was so freaking cute. he made me scratch his head and ruffle his hair and he was like ahhh thats so niiiiiceeee." then i had to haul him to the bathroom. i love mikling. when hes drunk its like every wall comes down. altho drunk is not good once in a while its so nice to see him loosen up. hes

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terry: its taken everything from me and now it wants me to stew in it??? well FUCK HIM. HER. IT.

terry: fuck you. im gonna fucking do it.

sg: no youre not. and you know why? because SUICIDE is for MUSLIMS AND YOURE BETTER THAN THAT. YOURE A GODDAMN US MARINE

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terry: fuck you. im gonna fucking do it.

sg: no youre not. and you know why? because SUICIDE is for MUSLIMS AND YOURE BETTER THAN THAT. YOURE A GODDAMN US MARINE

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"you gonna glamour me? hypnotize me into doing anything that you've ever wanted to do with another human being no matter how depraved? i don't GIVE a fuck. but will you please just do it with me."

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obsolete

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add s5e7 when the vampires are high as fuck off liliths blood, and they assault a taxi driver, bill climbs onto the hood to threaten him and then eric gives bill a PIGGYBACK RIDE

top 3 of my favourite true blood moments

when hoyt unzips his jacket to let jess drink his blood (s3e12)

when sookie comes back from the fairy realm after 12.5 months and tells jason "time works differently there" and he lowkey has to hold back a laugh for 2 seconds (s4e1)

when hoyt and jess are arguing really badly and he forces himself to eat raw eggs and halfway through they both just start laughing (s4e1)

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smiling wistfully at my screen during s5e7 arlene and terry's wedding montage as if i was born and raised in bon temps myself

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yes and on that note i really like them as a couple now theyre cute as fuck .. im eating my words rn

micah and kiyomi the tiktok van couple, they pop up on my fyp sometimes and i actually like kiyomi a lot but holy shit micah fully irritates me ik how parasocial this sounds but i genuinely hate the guy

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conversation between my mum and siya

siya: how was abi's results

mum: A for econs, B for history, C for maths

siya: Lol like that one la our family

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at some point in your life you will be boiling fruit, water, sugar, and lemon juice in a pot to make a syrup or jam. the instructions will tell you to simmer for a certain amt of time. your timer will go off and you will look at the pot and go, "hm, this doesn't look thick enough. maybe i'll let it go for another 10 minutes." this is the devil speaking. it's only so liquid right now because it is at boiling point. it will thicken when it cools down. learn from the follies of my youth and do not let this happen to you

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also how tf they put their whole badussy into the dream sequences and the high-on-V sequences . ITS INSANE im watching a 60s brigitte bardot sookie stackhouse in soft warm focus and she's in a lacy red nightgown and they even made it an effort to put the beam of light across her eyes like what they do in old hollywood noir romance movies

the level of true blood's production quality is as if they had the budget of a pilot episode for every single episode and also im 4 seasons in. it's insane. i love this show

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the level of true blood's production quality is as if they had the budget of a pilot episode for every single episode and also im 4 seasons in. it's insane. i love this show

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never mind put s4e8 14:25 on the top of that list i just had to close the tab

top 3 most fucked up true blood moments

sookie pouring talbot's guts down the sink, hitting the garbage disposal switch and maniacally laughing

tommy turning into a crocodile and eating his parents dead bodies so that sheriff andy wouldnt catch them

jason getting violated repeatedly whilst being on the brink of death

honourable mention: bill finding out lady he's been having sex with is his great great granddaughter

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top 3 most fucked up true blood moments

sookie pouring talbot's guts down the sink, hitting the garbage disposal switch and maniacally laughing

tommy turning into a crocodile and eating his parents dead bodies so that sheriff andy wouldnt catch them

jason getting violated repeatedly whilst being on the brink of death

honourable mention: bill finding out lady he's been having sex with is his great great granddaughter

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another top 3 of my favourite true blood moments

eric "it tickles" (s4e3)

pam being sent flying across the room onto a carpet 2 seconds later (s4e3)

jess glamouring hoyt and his innate response is to smile at her like she's the only thing in the world

top 3 of my favourite true blood moments

when hoyt unzips his jacket to let jess drink his blood (s3e12)

when sookie comes back from the fairy realm after 12.5 months and tells jason "time works differently there" and he lowkey has to hold back a laugh for 2 seconds (s4e1)

when hoyt and jess are arguing really badly and he forces himself to eat raw eggs and halfway through they both just start laughing (s4e1)

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top 3 of my favourite true blood moments

when hoyt unzips his jacket to let jess drink his blood (s3e12)

when sookie comes back from the fairy realm after 12.5 months and tells jason "time works differently there" and he lowkey has to hold back a laugh for 2 seconds (s4e1)

when hoyt and jess are arguing really badly and he forces himself to eat raw eggs and halfway through they both just start laughing (s4e1)

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just cried again when this song came on bc today brindo came over again, my skin feels a bit better but stillnot good. but he drove over anyway to hang out bc we hadnt in a long while. we ate red bean potong on the trampoline, and played mobile legends with my sisters, i tried to bite him 10 times and he was grinning so much. i was so happy. then finally we drove down to bila bila mart and bought food and he got me a soda and kaya buns for my sisters. before he left we kissed in the car and i gave him a hug and told him softly thank you for coming and he said in the same tone "thank you for letting me come" i was so happy. id almost told him not to come btw bc worried what he would think of my skin

true enough, after he left i psyched myself up enoug to check the mirror and holy lord i was chopped. my skin was peeling off on my forehead and eyebrows and bleeding in places. to think that he rubbed my back when i was sitting next to him and even kissed and somehow managed to not only look into my eyes 2cm away from all that hell going on on my face, but also smile at me, holy shit, i can scarcely let myself believe it. and in this moment that is 100% worth shedding lucky tears over

discovered song "lullaby" by dixie chicks from the show true blood and was listening to the full length version on spotify

drifted off into thinking about how in the aftermath of brindo crashing out, the friend who was the recipient of the crashout was debriefing at the social, with this third friend in his friendgroup (who literally isnt even in the country normally)

and in that convo the third friend said something along the lines of "this is why i have never been close to (brindo), because i always felt there was somehting off about him"

which when i first heard it, even tho i was neutral at the time i felt slighted. and then in the moment of now i found myself having a full "oh my shayla" moment about it because how could you say that about your friend how could one event make you other your friend that hard it just sounds like youre looking for a reason to do that.

and the anger turned into protectiveness and then i found myself crying thinking about my boyfriend in general in little flashes ,

like yesterday my skin was horrible but they came to visit me, and i felt inside me the horror when the car that pulled up had michael in the front. i felt myself inching away from the car only for the window to roll down and he was smiling at me like i was perfect and he wanted to take it all in. i suppose i wasnt close enough for him to see the imperfections maybe. but the image of him craning his neck and smilingalmost despite himself was a flash in my mind

and it made me CRY

and then another flash of him nestling his head in my chest and i cant even see his face except for his curls and his bigass ears and the warmth of his body and then i got even sadder and cried harder

im a lost cause ill be okay ill regret this when we break up or when he dies either way love ends god i hate it but i love him so its okay for now