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my favorite battery 𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

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十種影法術 / Ten Shadow Technique

A cursed technique inherited by members of the Zenin Clan, with offensive/defensive attacks. It creates, summons, and manipulates shikigami of 10 types.

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POV : you have been scrolling for the past hour and all you see is SMUT

Please...life is lot more than fucking🙏🏻

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mom and dad arguing in the AQ

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Genshin Impact | Lumine & Aether

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warnings: gn!reader, i’m in love with sakusa kiyoomi.

sakusa kiyoomi who searches the crowd for you every game, always hoping that his eyes will meet yours. and they always do. he’s always able to pick you out from the the other hundreds of people there to watch them play.

sakusa kiyoomi who near begs you to just accept his offer of sitting you in one of the front sections. he can get you any ticket you want in any row of any stadium they play in. as much as he loves searching for you, he’d prefer the comfort of knowing exactly where you are from the start.

“are you whining?” you tease, smiling up at your boyfriend, “you sound a lot like atsumu right now.” “don’t compare me to him.” kiyoomi huffs, resting his chin back on your head. “i just think it’d be nice to find you right away. and you’d be able to watch the game better if you were closer.” “i don’t want special treatment just because we’re dating. besides, don’t you think it’s fun to try and find me in the crowd? it isn’t even a little exciting?” “no.” he immediately answers, because it isn’t to him. nothing is exciting until he sees you. the search is just getting in the way of that. “but i suppose if you enjoy sitting in the most random spots around i can’t stop you.” “you’re right.” you nod, triumphant smile on your face. “if roles were reversed you’d understand. watching you scan the faces of strangers hoping to find mine always makes me feel nice. plus, the look when you finally find me gives me butterflies.” “no way i make a face.” kiyoomi shook his head and stared down at you, “do i really?”

sakusa kiyoomi who is pleasantly surprised to see you in one of the front rows of his next game, and later is shown a video of the exact moment he sees you.

he does, in fact, make a face.

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scaramouche scaramouche (will you do the fandango)

partially inspired by kintsugi :)

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What makes us humans?

We don't know...

Humans have no uniqueness that can describe us as humans.

That is why, we don't know what makes us humans.

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Mind in shambles, taking shallow breaths, tension thick in the air, I held the cane close to my chest. I looked around, but being unable to see anything only heightened my anxiety. CLING! The familiar sound of the bell cut through the tense atmosphere. CLING! Its gentle chime slowly pulled me away from the smothering air of unease. CLING! CLING!

SCENE FROM “SILENT LOVE” (2024 JAPANESE FILM)

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Your daily dose of wholesome content for today.

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Do you ever miss a character from a show but not like in the way that you want to rewatch the whole show because theres so much stuff going on and thats not what youre looking for but you miss your boy

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Small thing that breaks my heart:

When I was in third grade, I told this boy that it would be my birthday in four days, and he said, “okay, then I’ll buy you flowers.” Four days later he comes up to me and says, “my mom wouldn’t let me get flowers but I found you this violet in the grass.” That in and of itself was iconic and so so sweet, but it gets better.

A month later, I had to move, and because it was third grade, the teacher made everyone write me letters to say goodbye. His said, “I hope you have so much fun in your new house that you forget about me. I hope that you’re always happy and you never miss us. I’m sorry I never gave you flowers, but I can give you some now.” And he fucking. Drew me flowers.

No, Joey, I never forgot you. You are the reason I have standards in this life, and I’m so grateful to have known you. I hope you’re happy, wherever you are, and I hope that the rest of your days are filled with as much joy as you gave to me. I spilled water on the card about five years ago, and half of it is a a jumbled mess now, but I still have it. It’s the only card I still have.

The funny thing is this dude and I hardly ever interacted. I knew he played football because he was on the town’s kids’ team and my brother was on the middle school team, and I knew he was one of, like, three Joeys in our year. I had a crush on him but obviously never communicated that because it was fucking third grade, but somehow those three interactions imprinted on who I am as a person. I am forever changed by Joey from third grade.

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When a fic that hasn’t posted anything since 2012 suddenly post a new chapter.

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#3 "Quiet Admiration"

Bleach [Byakuya × Reader]

And then it all just stops.

I never thought it would come to this.

Nothing hurts more than seeing the one you love, marry someone else.

Kuchiki Byakuya, the 28th Head of the Kuchiki Clan.

Throughout the years of admiring him, I've always known that it was one-sided though I thought I would have a chance, even though it was little I was hopeful.

And that little hope was shattered when I heard he was going to get married.

Today, I was assigned to accompany the Captain of the 6th Division, Kuchiki Byakuya, by my Captain, Kenpachi Zaraki— not really.

Byakuya was tasked to investigate the suspicious hollow sightseeing at various places in Soul Society.

He was supposed to be with my Captain but he thought the mission was a “pain in the ass” and “that guy can handle it himself”. After a lot of thinking, the seats of the 11th Division decided to send someone on behalf of our Captain.

And unfortunately, I was picked because Byakuya and I went to the academy together.

But one thing they didn't know was.

THE TWO OF US HAVE VERY FEW INTERACTIONS AFTER HE BECAME A CAPTAIN!

And that is how I found myself in an awkward staring contest with the current Head of the Kuchiki Clan.

“I will be accompanying you on this mission because Captain Kenpachi has important things to do. I hope we can get along on this mission Captain Kuchiki.” [Y/N] gave a bow and spoke softly.

Byakuya didn't say anything and remained stoic until he turned around and started walking.

The [H/C]--headed woman let out a defeated sigh and followed the man she was deeply in love years ago.

Though she wasn't quite sure if her feelings were gone.

Byakuya acts in an aristocratic manner. He always seems serene and apathetic towards other people, these traits made [Y/N] question her type in men.

What is admirable about Byakuya is how notably calm he is, even in battle. But other than that [Y/N] really can't remember why she liked him so much in the past

Maybe because he was attractive? Surely there was more than that.

I've been following Byakuya for two hours now, and he has not said a thing!

I never thought I would be wishing for a hollow to appear so we could somehow break the awkward silence surrounding us, or maybe is it just me who felt it?

And just like that, my wish was granted.

Five hollows appeared from the woods; the ground trembled under their movements as they slowly surrounded the two of us.

My hand quickly unsheathed my katana, its sharp blade pointing to the hollows. Standing back-to-back with Byakuya, I waited for it to attack and the first to make a move was the one in front of me.

“Kagayaku Mai” I softly called out to my zanpakuto, ready to attack. “Ten no Hikari.” A beam of light strikes the hollows accurately, instantly killing them.

Byakuya and I killed two hollows each, turning to my right I saw the fifth hollow and the biggest of them but instead of pounding on us it turned around and ran away.

“Wait!” I was about to run after it but an arm blocked my way, stopping my movements.

“Don't kill it yet, let's follow it instead.” He spoke.

“The first thing he ever said to me today!” I internally screamed out of relief.

I followed Byakuya and moved silently through the dense forest, our footsteps inaudible against the soft, moss-covered ground. The towering trees above cast dappled shadows that played upon our white and black uniforms. His stoic expression remained unchanged, his keen eyes fixed on the path ahead. I was equally alert, mirroring his movements.

The faint rustle of leaves and the occasional call of a distant bird were the only sounds that broke the silence of our pursuit. The forest, usually a place of tranquillity, now felt charged with the tension of the impending confrontation.

But when we thought we finally caught up with it, its presence suddenly disappeared in thin air.

My body went high alert, hand on top of the sheath of my zanpakuto. This occurrence wasn't unusual but it sure is challenging to handle.

With my senses heightened I was able to block its claws with my zanpakuto but even though I prevented it from fatally hurting me, I still couldn't see its figure.

Steadying my feet I pushed myself to jump away from the hollow, landing softly beside the 6th Division Captain who remained stoic.

The air was thick with anticipation as we observed any small movements of the invincible hollow. Byakuya's hand rested lightly on the hilt of his zanpakuto, ready to draw at a moment's notice.

“Kagayaku no Mai, Hikari no Shōkan.” The warm rays of sunlight reflected on my katana solidified creating a shield to protect the two of us, when its claws collided with the barrier the raven-headed captain took this as a chance to strike, instantly killing the hollow.

Watching the body of the hollow— which is now visible — disintegrate, I let out a relieved sigh.

“I almost got killed moments ago,” I whispered to myself, hands shaking as I gripped the hilt of my katana. That hollow was incredibly fast and more powerful than what I usually dealt with, I was starting to get worried.

“Let's head back,” Byakuya spoke, breaking the silence.

“But we have three more places to go.”

“I sent some people from my division to investigate the areas, and all of them didn't encounter any hollows. It was most likely the hollows we killed today,” he explained and started heading back.

“Now if you think about it, we were told to investigate five areas. There were also no hollows in the first area and the second one was where we found them, and we just killed five hollows.” He only gave me a small look which I assumed of him agreeing with me.

It's not that hard to just give me a small nod, right?

On their way back, it was once again silent, though this time it was more comfortable.

[Y/N] watched as the sun rays softly grazed on Byakuya’s features and all she could say was that he was still attractive as always. Even though they went to the same school and were in the same class, this was the longest time they had spent in the presence of each other.

“How have you been?” Byakuya asked, startling the woman beside him. “Good, there's nothing to tell really. How about you?”

“Nothing changed throughout the years.” Though the tone was formal [Y/N] couldn't help but let out a small smile in his attempt to start a conversation “So how's Rukia?”

“Oh, I remember now, I remember why I fell for him.”

Kuchiki Byakuya, given his noble stature and reserved demeanor it was not a surprise that he was well-known to the academy.

Being in the same class with Byakuya, I got a chance to witness him showcasing his exceptional talent but what I wasn't expecting was my quiet admiration and unspoken feelings towards him went so deep that I don't know how to lessen the heartache I felt when I first heard about his marriage.

Byakuya's presence is one of a kind, he has this aura of calm and authority surrounding him as he moves through the halls with grace and precision.

At first, my feelings were mere curiosity, a fascination with his skill and poise. I would find myself observing him during training sessions. Each time he demonstrated a technique, there was an almost magnetic pull, an irresistible urge to watch and learn.

The admiration slowly deepened, turning into something more profound. I would start to notice the little things—how Byakuya's eyes reflected a deep, unspoken wisdom, how his voice, though often commanding, held a gentle undertone when speaking to those he respected. There would be moments when Byakuya's gaze met mine, a brief connection that left my heart racing and thoughts scattered.

I also had moments of seeing him give out a small smile, a moment of vulnerability during a particularly challenging exercise. I could say we were good friends but these glimpses of his true self made my innocent admiration turn into a heartfelt affection.

On the day he told me that he was going to get married I never thought it would hurt me so much.

But that was years ago, what we had right now is nothing more than acquaintances.

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Author's Note:

Hello everyone! My actual purpose of writing fanfics is because I want to widen my vocabulary and currently I'm learning how to write in a descriptive and engaging style! So I apologize for any grammar mistakes, please bear with me! Thank you (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

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#5 “The mind of a writer”

I often ask myself, “What should I write about this time? ”

Mind filled with endless ideas, constructive stories, and vivid characters, but I just can't seem to write them down.

Words mixed up inside the head of mine making it hard to convey what I wanted.

This kind of phenomenon has always been unbearable.

I can see how beautiful it looks but can't figure out how to put it into words— I want my readers to see how I see the world; I want them to know how magnificent it is.