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Coming after two days and asking me "how r you"

uk im not okay knowing that we may never talk again and knowing that this relationship is at her downest

im not okay that im waiting for yr msg and not doing shit

And m not okay knowing that maybe u like it that way and the burden of the relationship is off ur shoulders

And im not okay that from planning to future we may making a grave to our past

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If u see my tumblr honey

U ll know how much u mean to me

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My insecurities won and damaged everything good

Like a wine stain on my favourite dress it ll never be the same

Im looking back saying i should've cherished that

I guess i'll go back to my darkness like the first time you found me

I'll stop waiting for you to save me

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And you're asking me if im okay

But how can i tell that i was only thinking about you

That my mind is trying to get used to the idea of not being with you

That im blaming myself for screwing it up

That im just looking for a second chance

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The sky full of stars

My heart is full you

Time is tearing us a part

Or is it what i did to you

You know i didn't mean it

But maybe it s to much for you anyway

You were the only thing that happened to me

But would you say the same ?

I'm begging for a new chance

I guess you're not believing i may change

So many memories

Shame to let it fade that way

But are you thinking of me like im doing every single day...

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Do something baby ... you're losing me

Say something babe... you're losing me

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We must accept who we became and stop trying too hard ...

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Sometimes it s good to give up on trying and kissing asses

People change

We must let go .

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My anxiety is bigger than my boobs

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Did you really love me?

It been 6 days already

U r going

Is it really the end for us ?

How do u feel ?

How do i feel,?

Im whoring around ...

While seeking for ur fuxkin attention .

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I still love you

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I miss calling you "babe"...

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“Maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you tight when you’re at your worst.”

— Yara Bashraheel

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But I guess maybe I'm still in love with you ...

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“When I say, I love you, it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.”

— Joss Whedon

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And I thought I was okay . But u r fuckin me up again

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And I can't forget all the kisses and happy moments but I should let you go