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i didnt know archive could automatically pick options??

like im just in the archive going through story. i was doing other stuff while ilstening to it so i didnt know there was an option

i glance, see that there are options it wants me to choose

then it suddenly picks an option for me like

OH

i think that was the option i chose when i went through it but like holyshit thats like

on the same level of scary of when you're typing and it lags but then it starts typing what you were typing before and even though you arent typing anymore which feels a little freaky

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finally doing natlan story. been procrastinating for SO long

feel so awkward cause im like taking control of the what are they called. and i was gonna stop controlling it but then we met kachina so like-

I DONT KNOW WHICH ONES [the one i named] and AYO

wait i just realized its ayo. flashbacks to yabruh in hsr 💀

anyway i should probably mention it. but i named the one i found Dodam! I've been getting really into LCF and they're like. kind of dragons i guess (im bad at naming so i name stuff after recent media i consume) but Raon didnt feel right so Dodam! meaning "a child playing well and growing without being sick" and therefore a name wishing them to be well. its cute right :D

i wonder if new ancient names come into existence. like where they come from really. like i know they're from the past but its like.

if you can lose ancient names but you cant make new ones, doesnt that mean eventually there will be no more ancient names in existence?

mIMIMImIMiMI 'fair and square' says the person waiting to face kachina as a 2v1

also didnt YOU catch her off guard this time wanting to fight her without any warning beforehand that she'd be fighting??? wouldnt that mean if you happened to win that would also just be 'luck'? and under that same logic then you shouldnt be qualified either?

realized why this felt weirdly familiar and realized that i also went through a tournament event in hsr like a week ago. huh. like i mean i know this is main story not an event but like. still. (i streamed going through that event and it took FIVE hours. i prefer completing stuff in one sitting or it might take me awhile before i pick it back up again. im not prepared to sit here for that long so i hope it isnt that long...)

im suspicious that atea isnt going to the abandoned hot spring because she can be in hot springs again

im. im worried because. its like we just came in out of nowhere and re-decorated like. say a room in your house. like, like i dont know about you but if someone just organized and rearranged everything, i dont care if it looks better because its like. i didnt ask..??? and like for all i know there couldve been snooping! what about privacy D:< or like.

yknow how it can be messy but its like. organized mess? cause you know where stuff is. or well its general location? but if someone organizes it for you then its like where the fuck is everything ?????

like idk i feel like we're doing something wrong. same vibes as tricking furina that led to *that* trial :(

i think im wrong. thats fair ive been wrong before, like in hsr i thought yanqing was an imposter during uhhhh. wardance. ...not the event trailblaze continuance.

WAIT WE'RE BRINGING THIS BACK???? i feel like im being that person whose like 'AYO ITS ALBEDOO' during the the the summer event

om i thought she was gonna die.

i was gonna say that nevermind because characters dont die in this game. but actually its that playable characters dont die in this game

npcs die in both this and hsr, but playable characters can die in hsr so

this is so awkward at the ode of ressurection because its just really quiet. idk if its sounds or music cause i have those set low while voice is set high so shrug

also i hate that even when you go to the log it doesnt pause the voiceline. so it just keeps going on but i have no idea what they're saying cause then im not reading captions

i cant even replay it :(

oh. oH DEATH??? i should not be this excited. like kachina i love you but OH MY GOD PERMANENT DEATH. i mean inevitably we'll probably find her and save her but AYOO DEATHHHH (if you're a honkai star rail-er yknow... 4 stars can perma die so HMMMM)

the people of natlan place a lot of importance in like their archon and like the wayob (who is. kind of a god-ish. that they. look up to??? im so sorry if i got anything wrong its just a lot of words)

but so imagining wayob is a god. who the fuck are you to doubt them? you think you know better? bitch you didnt even win the fuck you mean. and clearly wayob hasnt recognized you if you're so pissed off about it. clearly you arent worth a gods gaze so shut your mouth and leave it to the people who actually know what they're talking about

like. im. so fucking bitter. like listen i dont care if they get resurrected im still treating it as if they are perma dead

dont you fucking dare talk shit about a little girl who has lost her life fighting for natlan, she is so much more capable then you are, you who can do nothing but talk shit because you were too weak to fucking win the competition. who didnt have the honor to acknowledge a loss and instead wanted to take it into your own hands and beat her in an unfair 2v1 battle as if that would make you 'worthy'

..sorry. this feels like the chiori story quest all over again cause that made me so angry

YOU ARE BLAMING A FUCKING CHILD

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON ABOUT? ?!??!?!?

sorry let me just pull up our beloved archon NAHIDA who totally wont know a million ways to beat your ass in a fight. or well if thats unfair then how about collei when she was younger with like the fucking archon (or it mightve just been god or something) remains in her (idk i forgot what it was) but also it can attack shit and didnt it kill someone or am i remembering the manga wrong

paimon im begging you. DONT JINX IT. ITS SO SIMPLE SO PLSSSS DONT MAKE IT HARDER

LMFAO the shield disappeared as soon as we made it to land and so i got hit immediately after. if it was a second later then the abyssal thingy whatever its called wouldve hit the barrier and i wouldve been fine

adwadhausihdu not the friendship is magic 😭(not to say that its bad ive just seen it way too many times tbh, which ig is fair considering it is also a lot in like anime stuff right? and this is. well. anime girls.)

IT CLOSED?

i never got the hype over the pyro archon tbh. but you know what? that was fucking hype

is it okay though?? for like the ceiling to break and it to be exposed to the living world?????

??? no issues thats gonna cause or anything????? like

that wont mean the abyss can just keep coming back easier and faster or something like that right??

r

right?????

im

so

confused.

or wait was that more like a 'dream' in that when we left the opening we 'woke up' intact but that its still. like. hidden and not actually having a broken ceiling

oh god i dont have a screenshot but it showed paimon and the sun was just beaming its light down on her and it was so fucking bright holy shit 😭

yknow what this is fine. we literally went to fontaine while the prophecy was going ham and flooding the place so like

destruction of natlan? pleasee we've already faced something like this before this is fine

okay so the 'boundary' was prob temporarily opened up to save them but its fine we dont have an exposed ceiling. maybe. i think.

ITS BEEN. ..when did i start the archon quest?? uh. its been. SOMETHING. hours and i FINALLY got my answer

and

thats

it

ahdwuaishdah

im tired.

okay its been 5 hours

cause like i was doing the kinich test run thing and was so confused on how to play him that i googled lol

WOOOahjdwus

my laptop is not happy with genshin 💀

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oh hey

(was using all my single keys on diasomnia showcase cause im saving the rest for the terror is trending showcase later)

guess what i can do

double duo magic

okay. well. eventually (i wish i could exchange books for books. like listen i have so many extras of the first two but im always missing enough of like the grimoire(???) like bruv please i have so much extra let me exchange them for the other)

but genuinely always been one of the coolest things that i wanted to do was having two characters that duo'd off each other so using them both could trigger two duo magics. its so satisfying.

riddle was my first ssr (i did get an azul for it, was either my second or third ssr but that was birthday bloom which duos with jack so no double)

and it feels fitting that the first two cards i get that can duo magic off of each other is riddle and azul. cause i really like them both. riddles my favorite, and im really a fan of the interactions between riddle and azul so hfisuhfish

happy noises.

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Wow. The patience, kindness and calm communication skills. Outstanding.

From raindovemodel

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If a girl is to do the same superman thing where he takes off his disguise, we just look pervy. Not the same effect

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Book 7 spoilers

i remember malleus' attack the most because i was at 1 hp and then he just pulled that out and im just like OKAY OKAY CHILL 💀 (from this post where i was going through that part)

anyway if its hard to tell i think the brighter beams from maleanor's ver, can be seen about to appear in the malleus' one so its genuinely kind of the same thing

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😭

UGH the way she loves Raverne... ❤️ Maleanor being Raverne's biggest simp. 🤧❤️❤️❤️

Couple goals: 1) be extremely violent to everyone and reserve all your love and affection for one dumb little birdman 2) be so silly that a dragon woman finds you entertaining and inexplicably simps for you

The Draconias are exclusively attracted to dumb looking people 🤣

Twst has surprisingly grim/realistic takes on romance what with Riddle's toxic parents, Azul's divorced parents, etc... I'm just glad Malleus' parents are in the sappy lovestruck category. 😭

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nice

(gen lilia is 69 hp if you're confused)

right after is a healing part tho thank fuck

(anyway this is the new book 7 en update)

i know the team is kind of a mess but these are genuinely my only built cards [silver and sebek take 2 slots automatically. i have gen lilia, birthday azul, and dorm riddle spells at max. this means birthday riddle is the only actually partially built card i have access to as a fourth since i dont have any silver or sebek cards built.)

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No one’s ever actually see this so like. Why not share it?

Basically, I felt really motivated into doing art and painting stuff so I painted on my walls. (I moved though so I can't get closer pictures. I took them to remember them by but so now I just kind of have them.) (I want it to be known that it might look really messy in some places so uh please ignore that. I don't consider myself an artist and I don't do art often, it's just like on and off periods if I get inspired or motivated and then I drop it completely later.)

This was me in like my Dream SMP fixation era. So like. I wanna explain this stuff and remember it in the future.

The L'manberg flag with the pog2020. I made a TNT which I felt stupidly proud of because if you look really closely I did like a little shading thing to give it depth. Spreading from where it meets the white spot and either up or down to its respective red areas. There's also some fire around it which can kind of look like it's a part of the TNT because both red but I tried. I think I added it cause it by itself looked weird. Also Quackity coin. I put 2936 above it because that's the number I finished the Las Nevadas Quest ARG. (still not over the fact we got stuck on like the last one which was a green # AND THE ANSWER WAS LIKE HEX CODE OF THE COLOR?? And like that one account was playing tic tac toe with it and we were looking way too into it im) (below is the image) By the lightswitch I put a keychain of the FairyTail guild symbol (from the anime) And underneath it is the Voyance rune from Shadowhunters (I'm referring to the book series), which is the first rune generally given to Shadowhunters. It basically helps them see more then they do.

Hello pansexual & nonbinary flag. Okay so that's just there cause it started looking bare and I was thinking of what I could put in squares. Beneath that is meant to be 'memento mori' in Japanese (but I might be wrong) and also I can't write Japanese that well so it looks very weird. I think it was because of Unus Annus. In the middle on like the label sticker thing is the kanji for 'No Longer Human' based on Dazai from BSD's ability, with the side reading it in English. (I think I did one for Ranpo as well (either that or I was thinking of doing it) but those stickers don't like sticking to the door >:( ) On the rectangle panels is a crown for Technoblade, the hardcore heart for Philza, then there's like the outline of a crown which is Ranboo, and then the flowers for Niki Nihachu. Don't look too into what flower that is I didn't use a reference I just did whatever and purple looked better. (I think it might've been pink first but it looked bad so I ended up coloring over it.)

anyway uh.

thats it

yayyy

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dwaesdgrfdrtgrdf its so prettyyyy

Allow me to show you the little Applepom outfit I made. I tried to use materials I already had at home and recycled some broken clothes. I tried to do some mini embroidery as well, but it was quite difficult.

The Harveston event was a lot of fun and I can't wait to see what the next one will be.

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oh my god.

i think all the trash has different names im.

om

i think im way too late in realizing this but is it trash because we the mc like trash ???

???? i was so confused on why it was just that 😭

what reference is this to

this is from the. uh. foxian tale of the haunted(?) event? im bad at names but the ghosthunting squad thing

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Moze: Have you ever tried to assassinate your superior on the Astral Express before? Trailblazer: Who is my superior? Moze: I don't know. Trailblazer: We are a flat organization We have a conductor, but no leader Moze: Oh. It seems that you have a very simple relationship between you. That is unlike my work. Here, we have grudges, debts of gratitude, superiors and juniors, and lunch friends. Trailblazer: That's too complicated The less I know, the better Moze: Regarding vengeance, General Feixiao allows me to challenge her at any time I please. I have attempted sneak attacks, traps, and public duels, but they have all failed. If you have no experience, I can report that back. Trailblazer: Report it back? Moze: Report back to General Feixiao that you have no experience with assassinating your superiors. I failed to assassinate the general again today. The general suggested that I speak to others and try to come up with new ideas. Trailblazer: That's a bold suggestion! I have to respect her Moze: I think that studying is always a good idea. However, assassination techniques are all about expertise, not quantity. Even if I received your advice, I would need to perfect it myself. Thank you for your response. I shall ask someone else.

..i dont really know why he tries to 'assassinate' her. maybe its a lore thing i dont know about. maybe its like to test strength or to make sure they're not rusty ig

like. but. im reading this trying to think of what kind of thing he deals with on the yaoqing when all i can really think about who he works with is feixiao and jiaoqiu

also just 'lunch friends' having to be said as its own thing om

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a few years ago, i made a flowchart for my partner in order to convince them to leave a pathfinder group that was actively making their life worse. today i revised my original chart to convince a friend to leave her d&d group that is actively making her life worse.

here is the chart. i promise its utility is not only with tabletop RPGs but it does have a high hit rate for those

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crying why does this look so meme worthy

clara: it dont bite

svarog: *the guard dog*

enemy: YES IT DO????

i never really thought about it before but huisfdhusif

(i just realized geppie has like the thing that makes him more likely to be attacked so the team comp isnt actually that great considering clara doesnt get to counter as much 💀)

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Hanya: Could it be that the signal from the Shackling Prison is still blocked? Hmm... they proposed maintenance last year, but it's been delayed in the approval process...

i sure hope thats changed now (2.4-2.5 go brr)

OH MY GOD thats a huge wall of text. i was just clicking to speed up the texts and i just get hit with walls upon walls of texts and then it kept going and im like OKAY HOLD ON I CANT READ THAT FAST and trying to speed it up so i can scroll back and read it and theN BRRRR like holy fuck 😭

anyway context: hanya wrote this for her sister (who likes thriller novels). apparently its her first attempt. its called Seawater

Hanya: Judges have forever grappled with the burden of excruciating decisions. Among them, few weigh on their conscience as heavily as the relentless pursuit of the betrayer. Motivated by greed, disdain, or the intoxication of danger, comrades can swiftly transform into enemies. And when the moment arrives to dispense justice upon a former ally in the name of the revered Ten Lords, the torment becomes unbearable. The place I now journey towards bears witness to a heart-rending spectacle. Long ago, I meticulously constructed a trap to ensnare the perpetrator who conspired with the Denizens of Abundance. This elusive criminal, known only as "Seawater," peddled invaluable secrets, unraveling the intricate tapestry of the Alliance within the Ryansnaut Sector. Engaged in an unyielding battle with "Seawater" for an extended duration, I now find myself poised to tighten the noose. As I hasten towards the scene, a vivid tableau unfolds within my mind. A greenhorn Cloud Knight, a spirited street performer, a guileless foxian girl, and one enigmatic Nameless... Which among them could be "Seawater"? And when the truth is ultimately unveiled, how shall I confront the inevitable, merciless denouement...? Without warning, an arrow, launched from the shadows, pierces my heart. I collapse to the ground, I find my gaze locked onto the countenance of the assailant... Trailblazer: Wait, hold on a sec! Are you seriously planning to send me the entire novel through text messages!? Hanya: Sorry. I'm not done yet. "Seawater... It is you!" It ends here. That's all I've managed to write so far. I'm a bit stuck and need some advice.

im so sorry if there are any typos or if i typed the wrong word but thats a lot of text 😭 i usually write the texts together but separating it for each text sent. i dont know if that makes sense, but since she was sending a novel i thought itd be a better idea to actually put space in between the paragraphs so its not just all clumped together in a difficult to read block of text (also its a personal thing because i for the life of me i struggle so bad keeping track of where i am reading SUPER long blocks of text cause i keep accidentally losing my place or reading the wrong sentence in combination with another)

anyways

the reason we are suspects is because xueyi told her its easier to write characters based on familiar faces

Hanya: My sister mentioned that it's easier to write a novel when the characters are based on familiar faces. I've been thinking about it. Maybe it's because you guys are always too kind for me to imagine you doing anything evil. No wonder I'm stuck now. Perhaps I should draw inspiration from the criminals I usually deal with.

also she hasnt decided on who seawater (the criminal) should be