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what’s the bad news? What the fuck did you do?

silv.

No nicknames, no other words, punctuation.

What have you done.

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silv.

No nicknames, no other words, punctuation.

What have you done.

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im reblogging this to all of my accounts

The reason my response time is tanking currently is because my school is a piece of shit that does all of its finals on the last week of classes + test retakes in multiple classes + packing up an entire house because im moving in literally less than 4 weeks.

I am not ignoring anyone on purpose, if there’s a thread thats been unanswered for over a week please tag me in it because I may have forgotten

I should be responding to things slowly but surely bc im not interested in putting a hiatus on any blogs

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ignore gill.

His language could make an Irish sailor jealous.

who fuckin dares to make Hans insecure? I'll track them down and tear them apart myself.

-Gill.

Oh, dear! You are rather enthusiastic! Though to be honest, Hans prefers to not talk about those who make him upset. He’s very stuck in his role as the protector of our family.

I do wish he would open up more…

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i NEED to sit by the SEA and FORGET that i’m ALIVE

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gillial don’t you dare

ur telling me if I go through that funky little door over there that I get to lose my humanity/individuality AND I get some funky body horror shape shifting shit? Sign me the FUCK UP.

Yes! And you can hear the song ‘funky town’ on loop for enternity ten mins!

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love that the anon mentality about leitners is “if it can be used to fuck someone over, keep it”

it’s a wonderful mentality

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how does your muse react to being triggered? ( disassociates, becomes angry, etc. )

same across all aus: break down, disasociate, homicide. in that order. he doesn't have healthy outlets and large amounts of fear it anger causes him to get rid of anything he perceives as a threat in that moment before disappearing off somewhere

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This will never NOT be funny

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what triggers does your muse have from their childhood?

Arcane au: any loud noise or being grabbed without notice can cause him to freak out. He hates being in open places and feeling vulnerable on all sides because that’s how gill was caught off guard.

Bird brains au: not being around his brother, simple enough. If he can’t hear him or see him he’ll go into a panic and stop at nothing to find him again. Very loud, very noticeable.

Casual/canon: silv has two “childhoods” he got triggers from: with his father and the first few years with mortis. From his father he got noise sensitivity and a hatred for being touched without his permission, along with separation anxiety and overall paranoia. With mortis much of this was reinforced with extra tid-bits: hates being in shadows that he can’t see the walls in, hates being in dead forests, overall distrust, and his paranoia more then doubled.

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q’s for muses who had a…  r o u g h   childhood 

( tw’s for trauma, child abuse, child neglect, and violence toward children )

does your muse blame themselves for their trauma?

does your muse suffer with nightmares of their trauma?

what triggers does your muse have from their childhood?

who in their life was most responsible for your muse’s trauma?

has your muse ever been officially diagnosed with ptsd, c-ptsd?

what was the worst / most traumatic moment in their childhood? 

how old was your muse when they realized they had childhood trauma?

how does your muse react to being triggered? ( disassociates, becomes angry, etc. )

what coping methods  ( healthy or unhealthy )  did your muse learn during their childhood? 

does your muse want their abuser(s) to face consequences? Or would they rather forget any of it happened? 

was there anyone who was a shining light for your muse? Ie. was there any adult who they could genuinely rely on / trust? 

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Happy birthday Silver!!!

randoms on the internet are remembering my birthday better then I am…

Thank you I suppose

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hm.

do the fins under your eyes move.?

At least take me out on a date before getting so personal.

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oh, probably doesn’t help that I can’t really identify jokes… I would still like to know if the under-eye fins can move if it’s okay for you to tell me

do the fins under your eyes move.?

At least take me out on a date before getting so personal.

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I didn’t know it was personal, my apologies

do the fins under your eyes move.?

At least take me out on a date before getting so personal.

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Question time!! What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten? Bonus: Would you eat that thing again?

a piece of a metal pipe. And considering the situation that caused that, it’d most likely happen again.

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I just realized that if you want to get gender-affirming care/surgery in Zaun your probably only option is Doctor Medical Malpractice over here