finding-exie
finding-exie
Finding Exie
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My name is Exie and I want to share my journey as an adoptee with you all. In return I want to hear your stories as well. This is a safe place to share your thoughts and feelings. Please do not hesitate to ask any questions. Adoptee voices need to be heard!!!
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finding-exie · 5 years ago
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finding-exie · 5 years ago
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finding-exie · 5 years ago
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When I sit & focus & think about my life & all the emotions I have encountered there is one thing that will always remain the same. My heart. I am humble, loving, caring, thoughtful, blessed. That will never change. #blessedbeyondmeasure
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finding-exie · 5 years ago
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This week I spoke with my biological cousin. I told him I finally heard my birth story from my adoptive mother. FINALLY after 44 years! He asked me how I felt and I told him I honestly felt like someone died, like something inside me died. I told him I cried for a bit and kept it moving. But I really didn't process it. I explained to him even though I was angry I needed to get over it because I knew why my biological mother did what she did. He said I had every right to be angry. He told me it was ok to be mad at her. But I couldn't. I know about her past and all she went through. 
Right now I am so angry and hurt. I am so fucken pissed off at her. Mami...how could you do that to me? How could you not fight for me to make me better? I've heard so many stories & I don't know what to believe. I wish you were here. I have so many questions that I need answers to. My entire life I have been so confused. I was left to deal with all of this alone. Trying to figure out my life. I struggle with the issue of wondering if I truly hate you or love you. Wondering if anyone ever truly loved me or if I was capable to love. I trusted no one. WHY COULDN'T YOU GET BETTER FOR ME???  I'm sorry, I don't hate you. I love you. I needed you. I need you now. I just need my mother. Not the one adoption gave me, but the one drugs took away from me.
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finding-exie · 5 years ago
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finding-exie · 5 years ago
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It took me fifteen years to find my biological family. Fifteen years of prayers, fifteen years of tears and fifteen years of frustration. This blog is about my fifteen year journey on finding myself...Exie.
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