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nung isang araw ko pa gusto mag blog pero sobrang dami ng nangyari, hindi ko na alam saan ko isisingit yung oras para magbukas man lang ng app.

grabe sobrang hindi ko inexpect na aabot ako sa point na mabibigyan din ako ng chance to literally start over. kinakain lang ako ng anxiety nitong mga nakaraan tapos on a random day, nasagot yung prayer ko.

alam ko naman na magiging challenging din ‘to at the same time but right now, i am just so grateful—grateful that my cats and i are healthy, that i have a very supportive partner, and that i have a chance at life again: creating the life i’ve always dreamed of and finding that little spark one day at a time. ✨💕

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not being where you want to be now doesn’t mean you won’t get there later

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i thought i no longer had access to this, but good thing i still do. i guess this is a sign to start blogging again.

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a lot of adulthood is making peace with things

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life update: buhay pa ko, just tired in all aspects

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As soon as you choose you, everything else chooses you too.

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the past few months is all about working hard and surviving. madaming answered prayers and madami ring pagod. things are working out perfectly until they didn't.

ang dami kong realization talaga lately but i'm just grateful to be here.

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sketchbook, fall 2016

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from patiently waiting kung anong number ba sila today sa MYX Daily Top 10 bago pumasok sa school to hearing these songs live.... 18 years later. 💕🥰

dramachine is my favorite sugarfree album but i didn't know i'm such a big fan of the band until i attended this gig.

sobrang nostalgic but damn, i’m old. 😂

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people who are so in tune with themselves that they radiate love and healing energy instead of misery >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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after all the hanash about cheating, “scamming”, and knowing their true colors, feeling ko malaking parte ng pagkatao ko yung nag heal hahahahaha

tawang tawa ako sa scammer issue talaga and at the same time sobrang badtrip ako. ako yung tipo ng tao na ayoko na ma feel ng mga tao na may utang na loob sila sakin pero sizzzzz hahahahaha my ex and her family? charity work talaga beh.

umexit ako sa relationship na bidang bida yung pangalan ko up to the last minute dahil sa mga ginawa ko for their family tapos hindi mo lang nareplyan, scammer ka na.

sabi ko nga sa kapatid nyang nagparinig sakin sa socmed nung nag chat na pwede na ipalalamove gamit ko, hindi ko naman need na kunin pa. i just had to tell that to prove a point na walang scammer ang magpapahiram ng brand new & branded things sa ex nyang walang gamit :)

hindi ako fan ng karma and i’m so sorry but i hope when karma hits them, it’ll be times 10 of the pain and trauma i’ve experienced. yung mauulol ka nalang din sa sakit katulad ng panloloko at pagpapaikot sakin.

sobrang saya ko lang dahil umexit ako na wala silang masasabi sakin kundi false accusations.

i will just let karma do its work.

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gagawa gawa ka ng kakaguhan at narrative sa ulo mo tapos kapag siningil ka, hindi mo naman kaya harapin. girl, u really need help.