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Finn could see Archie wasn’t right, no not that he wasn’t right, but it was obvious something was going on. Finn knew what it was like, not saying anything, not letting on, when in reality he was struggling to keep it together. That only happened a few times, one being when he and Rae first split. That was fucking hard. But like everyone else, he dealt with it. Wasn’t easy, but he kept going. That’s just what everyone had to do.

“It’s ‘lright, bud.” He offered Archie a cigarette, even though he knew Archie didn’t smoke, not seriously anyway. As expected, his friend waved it away and started to fiddle with his specs. One of the many things he knew Archie did when he was nervous. For the first time, Finn felt an awkwardness between them. After 12 years of friendship, 12 years of playing football, mucking about down the rec, going down the pub. This feeling, it wasn’t nice. He didn’t know what to do. He wanted Archie to be happy, he was his best mate and only wanted the best for him. He got that things were going to be tough for a while, it wasn’t going to be all smiles and roses. Life wasn’t like that all the time. Everyone had stuff they had to fight to deal with. But Finn didn’t like seeing any of the gang like this, especially Archie. 

“You seen Chopper? He’s being a right melt at the minute, honestly don’t know how to handle ‘im. Kept going on ‘bout how we all need to see each other. Works both ways though, donit.” He offered the boy beside him a reassuring smile and lit his second cigarette of the day. He knew he had to swerve the conversation to the real reason they were meeting. “Arch, I know something’s up, I can always tell ‘ya know.”

Two Old Friends ▪ Finn and Archie, Part 1

Finn and Archie had been friends a very long time. Yeah, Finn considered him his best mate. He loved the lad and would do anything for him. The two saw each other down the chippy and Archie wasn’t looking himself. Finn thought it odd, considering everything was sorted now. He suggested going for a chat. Him and Archie weren’t the best at letting people know how they feel but that was something Archie said he wanted to change. Finn wasn’t so sure. He liked being a little closed off, a little secretive, even though this meant he seemed like a right grumpy sod to outsiders. This didn’t matter though, as long as the gang and Rae understood him. They were the only real ones that did and he was thankful for that. Everything that had happened recently, it taught him that everyone had stuff and sometimes they didn’t wanna talk about it. But sometimes that’s actually what you need the most. The chats Finn has had with Rae since everything, they’ve been open and they’ve become closer because of it. It was weird, Finn and Rae seemed to work just as well when they weren’t together. That’s what was so good about their relationship. They were best mates. Like him and Arch. With a slight difference of course.

Finn finished football practice - one of the only things he enjoyed now that he left college and moved out. During that period, it became harder to see everyone and he missed it. Last summer, the summer of ‘96… that was the best time of his life and he wanted to get that back. He didn’t have enough time to head back to his flat to change, Archie was probably already on his way. Archie had a tendency to be stupidly early. Finn packed his kit away and took a quick shower.

Walking past the pitch, he noticed the weather changing. It wasn’t cold anymore, the sun seemed to want to come out and be enjoyed by everyone but there was something holding it back. Finn walked past a young family on the seesaw and headed for the swings. This was his most used spot in the park. It’s where him and Archie had spent so many hours talking over the years. It’s where he and Rae has that chat. It’s where he’d taken himself to be alone and just think.

He plonked down on the left swing, pulling out a cigarette and lighter from his denim jacket. He felt like he hadn’t had a proper smoke in ages, something he desperately needed. He pulled a drag and watch the smoke float away. Once it disappeared, there came walking Archie.

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I might have something in mind, but ya know if it isn't good enough for ya then maybe not...

Where are all my girls at? Need to let it all out!

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Two Old Friends ▪ Finn and Archie, Part 1

Finn and Archie had been friends a very long time. Yeah, Finn considered him his best mate. He loved the lad and would do anything for him. The two saw each other down the chippy and Archie wasn't looking himself. Finn thought it odd, considering everything was sorted now. He suggested going for a chat. Him and Archie weren’t the best at letting people know how they feel but that was something Archie said he wanted to change. Finn wasn’t so sure. He liked being a little closed off, a little secretive, even though this meant he seemed like a right grumpy sod to outsiders. This didn't matter though, as long as the gang and Rae understood him. They were the only real ones that did and he was thankful for that. Everything that had happened recently, it taught him that everyone had stuff and sometimes they didn't wanna talk about it. But sometimes that's actually what you need the most. The chats Finn has had with Rae since everything, they've been open and they've become closer because of it. It was weird, Finn and Rae seemed to work just as well when they weren't together. That's what was so good about their relationship. They were best mates. Like him and Arch. With a slight difference of course.

Finn finished football practice - one of the only things he enjoyed now that he left college and moved out. During that period, it became harder to see everyone and he missed it. Last summer, the summer of '96... that was the best time of his life and he wanted to get that back. He didn't have enough time to head back to his flat to change, Archie was probably already on his way. Archie had a tendency to be stupidly early. Finn packed his kit away and took a quick shower.

Walking past the pitch, he noticed the weather changing. It wasn't cold anymore, the sun seemed to want to come out and be enjoyed by everyone but there was something holding it back. Finn walked past a young family on the seesaw and headed for the swings. This was his most used spot in the park. It's where him and Archie had spent so many hours talking over the years. It's where he and Rae has that chat. It's where he'd taken himself to be alone and just think.

He plonked down on the left swing, pulling out a cigarette and lighter from his denim jacket. He felt like he hadn't had a proper smoke in ages, something he desperately needed. He pulled a drag and watch the smoke float away. Once it disappeared, there came walking Archie.

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Well, ta very much miss. Whatcha up to?

Where are all my girls at? Need to let it all out!

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Felt like it was to me, only missed ya! Can't scold meh for that, ya know.

Where are all my girls at? Need to let it all out!

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You wanna be in our gang?

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Shit, bud. When was the last time 'ya saw her?

Where are all my girls at? Need to let it all out!

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'ya alright Chopper. Just wondering. It's dead 'round 'ere.

Where the fuck is everyone? Is there a party or summat I don’t know about?

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Course. I've got footie today but tomorrow, yeah? Park?

Why can’t I do anything right?

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Yeah, I haven’t see Rae for ages... actually don’t think Chopper’s seen Izzy eitha. Where’d ya think they’re hiding?

Where are all my girls at? Need to let it all out!

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Is something wrong bud? You can talk to me 'ya know.

Why can’t I do anything right?

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Where the fuck is everyone? Is there a party or summat I don't know about?

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