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IT HAPPENED AGAIN???

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Whoagh me using the rant blog again-

Wild anyways, local gay ass motherfucker being gay (fork found in kitchen)

For more detail for you nosey asses and so I can get this out, this is yet another dream I had about a man who will quiet frankly never look at me the same as I look at him.

So dream was just a cute little date, well, more the drive back from the date, and enjoying a sunset with him, cute moments that my sappy ass will always enjoy. Problem ITS BEEN BUGGING ME FOR DAYS SINCE!! I haven’t seen peace since this dream, he’s taking up the god damned space in my mind like the initial dream the kickstarted this stupid fucking crush!!

Now I would just… try to either ask him out or get more involved but I don’t exactly use any social media to get back in contact with him since school ended + I don’t know how to talk to people much less ask anyone out since it’s been YEARS since my last relationship!

… I genuinely kinda wish I could at least just get rejected to I can give up once and for all but I’m to anxious to try :/

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Realized my hair works 10x better if I just DONT put anything in it, which seems wild to me, but hey less money I have to spend on hair product!

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Eating 40 piece with a fry basket cause I’m fucking BALLING

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Hi hell is real, been there done that, busted my fucking finger open and urgent care keeps making mE COME BACK. I get it the gash is deep! But I’m not an idiot and it’s been fine!!!

I know it doesn’t really matter how many times they make me come back cause like… work is paying for it, but I should only really have to come back if I notice something’s off at this point!! Also I didn’t even know they could schedule you to come BACK to the urgent care till now???