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2003

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I love the photos from that day

(It makes me want to be there, it looks like a good memory)

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I feel disgusted with myself. I feel like I'm horrible. I don't have any nice clothes and the ones I do have don't fit me well. I see myself as fat even though I weigh 50 kilos or so. I feel like my nose is horrible, I have no waist, my arms are fat, and my profile is horrible. Why can't I be at peace with myself for once in my life? I barely have any friends and when I do meet up with them I hardly have any fun, and all the things that usually cheer me up (like bands, series, hobbies) only depress me more... I can only wait for it to go away on its own, because I don't see a solution.

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Gerard Way is so Sponge Bob

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I'm going through a shitty time, in which I see no meaning to my life, I don't leave the house, much less get out of bed, I don't see a future to fight for, my friends don't care about me, I have no passions, or anything that brightens my days, only emptiness and sadness, an emptiness that is worse than crying, because I don't know where it comes from or how to eradicate it, I just suffer it, and it gets worse and worse. I'm wasting my life in bed, everything I like depresses me more than I am and there isn't a day that I don't cry, I'm going to die alone and not for long, it's all really distressing as well as insensitive…

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It's not really the best day of my life. My best friend, whom I love like a sister, is increasingly distancing herself from me and changing her ways due to the influence of her friends at her new school. I feel like I fit in less and less with her and the group. Another thing that makes me sad is that I'm very nostalgic, and it's killing me. Plus, the fact that Ferard ended is destroying me inside. The MCR members are now older, and I feel empty with the passage of time…

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My Ferard fanart ♥️

(it's drawn in my diary yes)

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My amorphous drawing of Jeff the Killer <3

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Help he’s so sassy 😭