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It is you. It is fucking you. I cannot describe it anymore, it is you. You are the only one that I will ever want. I belong with you. You are my home. I look at you, and somehow I can see 50 years from now on the front porch of some old house in the middle of nowhere and we’re together. I need you. You are the only thing that matters. You are my good.

this.

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IF I'D KNOWN SHE WAS RELIGIOUS THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE CAME STONED TO THE HOUSE OF SUCH AN ANGEL TOO FUCKED UP TO GET BACK HOME

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I saw this video and immediately recognized the etsy seller and thought "good for her". Then I wondered about the logistics of it-- how would he just order something with his name and address exposed? Did an assistant do it? Was it under a pseudonym? Turns out the answer was yes, he just fucking ordered one, and no, the seller assumed nothing.

Here is the video btw, the furby is towards the end-- at about 11:35.

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Bibury Cottage

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Oh bby 💕

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unfortunately for everybody i will keep doing whatever i want

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Shiksa (Girlfriend) — Say Anything

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Covid-19

I don't really post here much but I'm really freaking out. I dont know how we are going to pay our bills. Our landlord wont give an extension for rent. Josh's job closed last wednesday "for the foreseeable future." I only make 800 dollars a month. Our rent is 650. Our utilities are 300. Our car insurance is 150. My out of pocket medical expenses run around 20-30 dollars a month. Fortunately I get food stamps but that won't help pay the bills. I desperately need to get my car checked out too. It's been having problems accelerating and I have to drive over an hour for my doctor's appointments. What do I do?

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ten truths you will learn growing up

i. when someone leaves this earth forever, the world will come to a halt for you but two years later the waves will break at the shore just the same and you will wonder how the moon can care so little that he’s gone.

ii. the only way home will never leave you is if you find it inside of you. you will learn eventually not to build it out of bricks, you will learn eventually not to build it out of people, either.

iii. you will outgrow the dreams you thought were all you ever wanted. you must understand that this is different from giving up.

iv. i know you always think you are the exception but when your friends move across the country, your hearts will grow apart. that does not mean they have any less of a place in it, but it will hurt.

v. no one is invincible and everyone you put on a pedestal is just skin and heart and bleeds as red as you.

vi. you will not always remember that you were born good enough.

vii. there will come a time - when you are twenty, when you’re thirty, when you are forty-three - where it will hit you at 2 am that the years you have lived are gone. that sixteen-year-old you lives inside of you but her skin is made from paper and photographs. you will scream and rage against time but 2014 will not come back. you will learn to live with that ache like you always do.

viii. you will keep on marking down dreams and wishes and plans as “i want to do that someday”, and one day you’re twenty-five and you realize that “someday” has passed a hundred times in the form of yesterday. you will promise to do better next time, but you will not always keep it.

ix. people will keep telling you that it gets better but they will never say when.

x. you are so filled with kindness, and others will not be kind to you. if you do not let that harden you, it will be a blessing, not a curse.

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頭が痛い

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One of my favorite episodes

Van Gogh’s famous painting: The Starry Night. History has it that Van Gogh painted Starry Night while in the mental hospital, and that the landscape in the painting is the view Van Gogh had from his window. He depicted the view at different times of day and under various weather conditions, including sunrise, moonrise, sunshine-filled days, overcast days, windy days, and one day with rain. 

Art critics at the time were convinced that Van Gogh’s signature style, characterized by bright and heavy brushstrokes, was sloppy, crude and childish. Van Gogh used his exaggerated and expressive brushstrokes to visualize the way he felt inside and reveal his personal impressions of whatever subject he happened to paint. The art of Van Gogh was largely unappreciated during his own life and in his own society. He himself considered the piece as a failure, even though it’s hung in museums and is worth millions today.

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