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I can get better

I ran from your house in the rain. Wasn't funny when you called me a narcisist for asking if you like me. I would die for you but you would'nt spend a single dollar in me.

Maybe you're right and i am an egocentric, but it's so terrible asking for you to be kind with me just once. You're actually so right that makes me wanna cry, i fell stupid but i still feel a lot for you. Such a coward. You can't even clearly what you feel but i am wrong you never noticed anything bout' me, why now? You should but you won't.

I hope in another life we find each other and make us a real thing and not just a dream that i tell you when i wake up.

-stop darling. 2

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Who are you?

Sometimes he makes me feel like i'm living on a teenage dream, just like katy perry sang once. But that's not right, I mean, he will never love me back but i still would die for him no matter what anyone says. My bestfriend, who i don't think like me anymore, would probably kill me if i said all these words out loud but i really don't care at all.

He makes me spin like a ballerina and that dance never stops, i just keep spining and spining like i'm in a galaxy and jumping through planets. Just going nowhere. I should stop punishing myself for this but i just cant. I think i love him. Will he love me back? Hell no. I think he likes me. Just when he doesn't have anyone maybe but i still love him and that's kinda toxic for me.

-stop darling.

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