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I'd really love to rp with this blog or my Sean blog [ @/fragmented-suffering ] if anyone would be interested!!!!

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"...." -> He's standing there, staring at an empty bedroom beyond the screen he's trapped within. "I'm not me anymore, am I?"

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"I wish you could know how I feel, Jake." "I wish I could change places with you, so you could understand EXACTLY how I feel. EXACTLY how all of this is fucking me up more." "This is your fault, Jake. You selfish, no-good bastard."

Jake's room was cold, and his bed sheets felt the chill. He lay there, staring blankly at the wall as if something was there, but it wasn't. How long had he been there?

@directory-warden

-> The man's computer was on, the screen almost blindly bright as it pierced through the darkness of the room, digital light ripping through darkened flesh. -> He's there, Jake. Why are you ignoring him? :)

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"Not really. Just show me whatever you'd like to, sis. Whatever you'd be comfortable with, you know?" -> He shifted his position, sitting a little more comfortably and folding his arms on the "edge" of the other's phone screen, his wings folding downwards. "I'm just excited to be able to be in your life a little more now."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"Careful, sis."

-> He frowns a little before chuckling, watching the younger as she got up.

"Maybe you can show me around your place? It'll be easier now that I'm on your phone."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"I care?"

-> He mocked.

"You fucking care? Oh that's rich, Jake! That's rich! If you fucking cared then you would've given me what I wanted."

"If you cared then you would've let me died instead of torturing me like this! You wouldn't have lied about me being your fucking uncle if you cared, Jake!"

"Stop lying to me."

Jake's room was cold, and his bed sheets felt the chill. He lay there, staring blankly at the wall as if something was there, but it wasn't. How long had he been there?

@directory-warden

-> The man's computer was on, the screen almost blindly bright as it pierced through the darkness of the room, digital light ripping through darkened flesh. -> He's there, Jake. Why are you ignoring him? :)

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"It is." "I get... More freedom, to an extent, and you get to be protected more. Even if this method might be a little slow, it'll be worth it for both of us." "And hey, I'll be around you more often now. Portable big brother like I said. Pocket brother, hehe."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"AND I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU!" "YOU'VE TAKEN FROM EVERYTHING, EVERYONE FROM ME, JAKE COULLAHAN!" -> Oh no. He's getting angrier. "All I fucking have left is Aubree. The only person who actually cares about me."

Jake's room was cold, and his bed sheets felt the chill. He lay there, staring blankly at the wall as if something was there, but it wasn't. How long had he been there?

@directory-warden

-> The man's computer was on, the screen almost blindly bright as it pierced through the darkness of the room, digital light ripping through darkened flesh. -> He's there, Jake. Why are you ignoring him? :)

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"I'm closer to you now, Aubree. And if I can be transferred between the devices, that means I could kick this guy's ass anywhere I want really." "Your laptop, your phone if he somehow gets into there. The closer I am to you, the easier it'll be for me to protect you." "He wouldn't expect this, 'Bree."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"Now you're smartening up, aren't you?" -> He chuckles and leans forward, placing his hands on his knees as he grins. "Jake Coullahan! Once good friend to me, Sean Ilanosh, now nothing more than selfish monster." "Weak." "An abuser." "Preventing me from being happy!"

Jake's room was cold, and his bed sheets felt the chill. He lay there, staring blankly at the wall as if something was there, but it wasn't. How long had he been there?

@directory-warden

-> The man's computer was on, the screen almost blindly bright as it pierced through the darkness of the room, digital light ripping through darkened flesh. -> He's there, Jake. Why are you ignoring him? :)

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"Then why do you keep me trapped here like I am one, Jake?" "Fucking explain that to me." -> Oh. That blood puddle that poured from under his hair, where his one eye used to be, started to drip harder, faster. -> He was getting angry.

Jake's room was cold, and his bed sheets felt the chill. He lay there, staring blankly at the wall as if something was there, but it wasn't. How long had he been there?

@directory-warden

-> The man's computer was on, the screen almost blindly bright as it pierced through the darkness of the room, digital light ripping through darkened flesh. -> He's there, Jake. Why are you ignoring him? :)

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"Then let's stop thinking about those times. I told you I'd protect you from that blood clot parasite. And I plan on keeping that promise for as long as I can." -> He reaches his hand out, pressing it against the screen of the younger's phone. "Forever together, sis."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"This is all your fault, Jake. Why can't you grasp that?" "Or do you really believe you're a saint? Some fucking-" -> He stepped back from within the computer, stretching his arms outwardly for some sort of emphasis. "Some fucking holy spirit, a guardian angel. Because you aren't. You're a monster, the same thing people call me."

Jake's room was cold, and his bed sheets felt the chill. He lay there, staring blankly at the wall as if something was there, but it wasn't. How long had he been there?

@directory-warden

-> The man's computer was on, the screen almost blindly bright as it pierced through the darkness of the room, digital light ripping through darkened flesh. -> He's there, Jake. Why are you ignoring him? :)

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"He's trying to preserve my memory or whatever. That's what he said, but then he decided to play some idiot. Tried to lie that this was "for his uncle" or whatever he said." -> He laughs a little, tilting his head back. "He used to make me feel safe, comfortable, like he was someone I could trust without a second thought. Did I ever tell you how he accidentally called me "princess" after I came out to him? The look on his face was priceless." "I punched him in the shoulder and we both laughed about it. I wasn't mad, it was a slip up. But it's one of the few good fleeting memories I have of him." "Now I just see a monster. And I wouldn't be shocked if he saw one too while looking at me."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"He used to be a good friend of mine as you know. And... One of the two people I told about me being trans." -> He sighs and bounces one of his legs a little. "I remember being in our dorm together. That night, I had already told Rebecca and was so happy when she accepted me. Of course my best friend would. She's loved me longer than anyone else." "Then I told Jake. I could he was a little shocked, but he accepted me too nevertheless. It felt nice. Really nice." "But now he's treating me like this. And I don't think he even realizes it."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"You don't talk to Jake anymore, do you?" -> He tilts his head up, staring at the other from within her very phone. "You shouldn't trust him, Aubree."

"Aubree." "Aubree, please, can you hear me?" - @fragmented-suffering [SEAN]

"Wh.. Yeah- yeah, I can hear you, Sean!" || Aubree, now caught off guard, was looking around frantically to find the source of the sudden voice. She felt hopeful for once in her life again, yet she also felt a pit in her stomach grow. || Suddenly hearing the voice of a dead friend isn't exactly going to simply bring joy. Especially not to a paranoid person like Aubree.

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"And I used to think you were someone I could trust, Jake."

-> He scoffed a little.

"But now look at you. All you're doing is hurting me, keeping me here for some sick enjoyment."

"I don't want this, Jake. I want to fucking die already."

Jake's room was cold, and his bed sheets felt the chill. He lay there, staring blankly at the wall as if something was there, but it wasn't. How long had he been there?

@directory-warden

-> The man's computer was on, the screen almost blindly bright as it pierced through the darkness of the room, digital light ripping through darkened flesh. -> He's there, Jake. Why are you ignoring him? :)