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All I want is a place to live on my own and a job good enoguh I can still afford to eat and internet.

Or for the whole world to burn down and take me with it.

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I'm fucking stuck here cuze I cant afford to move. I have no talents or ability or anything usefu for my resumes so jobs reject me guess im stuck here till I die or get kicked out.

On the bright side at least in that scenario I'll probly die, either by starvation, car crash, or murder.

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Its honeslty sad nothing I do is ever good enoguh for my mom so I dont even bother trying. I dont want to be where I am in life but hey I figured I'd be dead by now so I never bother planning so all I do is sit and wait and fight the urge to kill myself.

I wish I was never born, i wish I was dead, i wish something would kill me all the time its a normal eveyday thoguht.

And as much as I try i cant do it myself and it fucking sucks.

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Am i a motherfucking novelty to you people? You really only talk to me when your board then ghost me for days and expect me to care about you or your shit? Fuck no. Go jump in lava.

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You say your my best friend and i say your my best friend and yet it dosnt feel like your really my friend anymore.

It feels more like you only help me when it benefits you.

Iv asked you for years to help me with this project that iv been struggling to finish and could use a second set of eyes to help me figure out where to improve it and you only decide to help me when a fucking coworker says "hey you should do something like that" and your like no im not creative enoguh but I do have a friend I could "help" witch only lasted a week or two and now your back to being to busy to even look at it???

I get life happens but you made time for it for that whole week and now you cant even manage that anymore cuze your soooo busy all of a sudden? Sure.

I know im an after thoguh to you since you only reply when the message is something to do with you after that you ghost me. Why do I keep trying when it feels like im more a pet you didn't want but have to keep because of sentimental reasons? I'm not a friend im an obligation that you only pay attion to when it's convenient for you and im sick of it, you don't even notice when I don't message you for long periods of time and when I finally think you've really forgotten I exist you txt me some random thing and im sucked back in and the cycle repeats.

It fucking sucks.

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All I want is some actual validation from people who's opinions i care and ask for their input on areas i could improve?

what's so difficult about giving your opinion on something more then it's cool, it's fine, it's nice, awsome? That's not helpful

Or they just don't reply at all and ingore it instead.

Well fuck you too I guess thanks for nothing.

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Manager to me: Make sure to leave some work for them to do!

Me: Leaves some work for them to do.

Them to manager: i cant keep doing all this work

Manager to me: oh and make sure you do all that work youve been leaving for them to do becasue they said it was to much work on their own.

Me: k

Internal: fucking what? You told me to leave stuff for them to do so theyre not just sitting on their ass. Aw is putting stuff away to much for the lil baby? Fine. I was being nice because they only work 2 days of the week and was leaving them the easy part of putting stuff away but if thats to much work for someone to do, on a weekend when their only here for 2 hrs then ill be nice and do my job and leave them with little to nothing to do so they can sit on their ass. Like you want.

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My fucking manager changed my time on my fucking time sheet. Its less then how long i actully there. Whatever Its my last day and im 100% done to the point i dont fucking care. Its annoying that she did that but whatever i dont feel like fighting with her esp since ill never have to see her or anyone from here again.

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Tell someone you where bascilly bullyed by your teachers in your younger years and have a crippling fear of public speaking becuase of it and they give a full on speech about how they where bullied by students cuze they where ugly but didnt let that stop them when they realized their bully was just a stupid rich kid.

Yep totally see the similarities. Geting bullied by a school yard kid is TOTALLY the same as getting bullied by a figure of autority that will and can abuse their power to make your life miserable just becasue your scared to talk to people.

I feel SO much better now thanks. fuck off

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Cant follow sinple instructions huh? I cleary said the trash can is next to the (very clearly marked) exit door and you still dumped your trash into the clean utensils.

Fan-fucking-tastic.

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Watch your stupid fucking grubby kids! Im so sick of parents just letting their kids do whatever the fuck and being gross and obnoxious!

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Can none of you fuckers read? "Whats this" you ask with the fucking label right in front of your fuck ass face.

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What the fuck people? Its sample, SAMPLE not taste, you ask for a sample.

Why do you not know that? The hells wrong with you.

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Bitch chill we dont get paid more for opening early.

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When you thoguht you were friends but it turns they dont even pay attion to you when you talk.

Yeah fuck you then im out.

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I really want to leave the extra $300 really isnt worth the stress and idiots and just gneral stupiness of how bad this place runs.