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pie pngs ♡

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stop being silly in front of me

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sometimes i feel ive got to

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"omg put Ronan and Andrew in a room-"

let me stop you right there. i see you and i raise you one. Andrew Minyard and Adam Parrish in the same room. THAT would be a shit show.

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i probably won't be able to succinctly connect all the points and i'm sure it's been said before but there is just So Much biblical allegory in adam and ronan's relationship like. the way that ronan (though believing in his own god) Is a sort of god and cabeswaren is simultaneously the nothing he came from and the eden he creates. tangentially the whole parallel of genesis with the lynch brothers losing their father and their eventual becoming a family again (on the seventh day the lynch brothers discovered they were friends once more). adam being the first man, adam being his first kiss. adam always described as coming from dust, like he was the first of his kind. the way that adam never knew who he was until he found himself tangled up with cabeswaren and ronan, like coming into your own when you find the faith that works for you. adam's hands being cabeswaren's hands, which are also ronan's hands because they're cabeswaren's, this sort of father-son-holy spirit everything is everything and still they're all independent of one another. and even just the way that ronan, this god of creation, is obsessed with adam's hands, this common symbol for creation itself. the pivotal moment of adam losing the use of his left ear, which coincides with the instant he starts seeing ronan as someone who deeply cares for him (left commonly meaning temptation, right referring to righteousness). there is probably so much more i could add but i'm only a third through bllb on this reread and i have the whole dreamer trilogy to sort through god Help Me

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had to draw Gansey again because I remembered a canon detail in the series is that he has a favorite sweater and it's yellow...

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does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

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I love you midnight burger

midnight burger save me

save me midnight burger

they're out there somewhere looking for me

time and tide ARE roiling me too harshly

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Ava and Caspar are both absolute menaces when kidnapped I think they should be kidnapped together for extra damage

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I loooooooove that "we run a diner" has become the tag line for every situation. is it ever applicable? no. does it ever clear anything up? also no. but is it technically correct enough to make me giggle each time? hell yeah

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Rotating Sandwich Mood Board

Rotating Sandwich Mood Board

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other people are all there is (bitter sarcasm)

other people are all there is (tenative assertion)

other people are all there is (casual observation)

other people are all there is (joyful epiphany)

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A real 3-hit combo of tumblr posts rn

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I'm only one episode in so far but

Yeah not a total trainwreck so far!

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The thing about Katara is that she was angry.

She was angry that the Fire Nation killed her mother.

She was angry that her father left them.

She was angry that she was the only Waterbender left in the south pole.

She was angry that the only person her age was her brother, who constantly disregarded her interests and her role in the tribe.

She was angry that what little waterbending she knew, had to be self-taught and how she struggled with that.

she was angry that a twelve year old instantly picked up what had taken her a long time to learn.

she was also angry that her tribe wanted to kick that twelve year old into the wilderness over a mistake.

she was angry over the earth-benders the fire nation had captured and put into a metal box.

she was angry.

And she knew she was angry.

Because she knew her own anger, she was the first to empathize with Aang when he got angry.

And it was because of it she could tell Aang forcing himself to lock his emotions up was not the answer.

Because she knew her own anger, she kept herself under control in the dessert, when everyone else was a mess.

Her anger empowered her. where anger was a tool of self-destruction for firebenders, for her it was what helped her push forward.

It was her anger that freed Aang.

It was her anger that helped her stand to Pakku.

Her anger was her strenght.

She was angry. And this was neither a mistake, nor a writing flaw.