futurewarhol

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Just casually having a heart attack, nothing important

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every day half of my thoughts are about whether i should text him or not

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I'm looking at your nudes while listening to russian post punk in midnight

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Hope i didn't fuck things up

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How to not like someone this much

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Man its gonna hurt so bad once hes gone

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I shouldn't love him that much but I really love him that much

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All you people lying to my face disgusts me. None of you were real.

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I've been telling the wrong thing all along. I don't want to die I want to live. What a fucking coward dick I am.

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I feel like I'm dead already, never have even existed. I'm never able to tell the truth when people ask the most basic questions. I'm not okay, I'm not the one you see or have known, my school doesn't define me at all. I don't want to hide anymore

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Being a worthless piece of shit sucks. Can't take it anymore. I hate where my life is going. I have no affect on it. No matter what I do I can't change shit

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I'm so sick of anxiety controlling my life. So sick of still making the mistake of being dependent to people. When will I learn to be an individual?

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ambivert comics

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My trans experience in closet

friend: what’s wrong? do you wanna talk about it?

me:

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Lord Alfred “Bosie” Douglas’ many looks

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me fantasizing about making a thing but not actually making it but I’m having a great time just fantasizing about it so it’s ok

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Ever since I failed the exam I could hardly find the courage to draw but tonight I couldn't focus on anything but making a little scratch and honestly this is the best form of discomfort I've ever had in my entire life. Focusing on exam had made my relationship with art so shallow.