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Something.

Have you ever been scared atleast once in your life? I did. From the first ever roller coaster ride to travelling outside the country for the first time and even on having first boyfriend. Yes, it's damn true, "firsts" are always damn scary. Weeks ago, I have been feeling differently about my body and I am more of like feeling sick. It was very unusual because the changes were extreme like breast tenderness and cravings and urging to eat a lot more, not only that but my mood swing has gotten worst. I have been in a constant fight with my boyfriend and I am not happy about it. Our relationship almost ended. My boyfriend thought I was being crazy and changing and having a bad attitude (which I think I am) and then two days ago, everything made sense. My period had been delayed for 11 days and I tried taking a pregnancy test. It was positive. Remember about me saying have you ever been scared atleast once in your life? This is it. I was crying in the bathroom because I am scared. I am scared about everything. The pregnancy, the changes, on how to tell my parents and everything else. I went out, told my bf and he asked why I was crying. I gave him the result and he was just there, hugging me and speechless. He said he kinda knew about it but he still didn't believe since there was no proof. But now everything sinked in. Now, I am still kinda feel weird about me being pregnant, I am getting the signs like constantly feeling nauseas and feeling to vomit, body pain and the most hated thing ever is pain while urinating. I am resolving that by drinking lots of water. I haven't gotten for a check up just yet, but maybe couple of weeks from now. I think I am going to wait until I feel maybe a little bit heavier. I'm not really sure. Since this is my first pregnancy, I don't really know what to expect. I don't actually know what to do. I am not really feeling of becoming a mum to be honest. Not that I hated kids, but I don't know, I just don't feel that I'm gonna be best at that forte. But who knows, maybe I am after all. I ak just grateful enough that I have been bless with a very supportive boyfriend. He's been taking care of me and I am so happy about it. Anyways, I'm quite sleepy, so more updates soon Cheers.

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Hi Baby, It's day 34. 😊 I am so happy na kahit it is only day 34, we have planned a lot. Marami na tayong nabuong mga goals and dreams na unti unti nating sinisimulan. I also want to say thank you so much for everything baby. I know na our relationship so far is not as great as our previous relationships but I know that later in time it will be much better. Thank you for sticking out with me. I also do hope both of us has patience (a lot of patience) to understand each other's flaws and to stay in the relatiomship. Baby, thank you for being there. Thank you for supporting every decisions I have and in return, I also want you to know na Im always here to support you as well. Thank you for understanding my moodiness kahit minsan sobrang nakakapagod na ako. 😢 Dont worry Im still trying to control my emotions. Sorry! 😢 Thank you for being my strenght in this world full of weaknesses and demotivations. Salamat sa mga pangaral at mga pag papaalala, na most of the time, ikinatatampo ko at hndi ko sinusunod. I know that I might not be the best girl out there, might not even be the prettiest, but one thing is, I will never leave you. i know it is too early cause it has only been 34 days, but in God’s time, I hope you’ll be the man who will put a ring on my left finger (ayaw ko ng right, pang engagement lang yun, gusto ko ung pang kasalan) oo may hugot tlga ako dun hahahah! 😂😂 Anyways, sorry cause the life you have with me is a bit tough. Hindi tayo masyado nakakalabas and nakakapunta sa ibat ibang lugar so far hindi katulad before, pero sana masaya ka pa din with me. Well, wala naman talaga ako balak lumibot s pilipinas ksma ka, bakit? Kase pang international tayo! 😂😁😁👏 hahaha charot. Pero promise ko sayo baby, when everything is okay, mag ttraining na ako. Para aakyatin ko yang 9 out 9 na bundok ng kasama ka. I want you to be proud of me. But seriously, I wanna spend the rest of my days with you just traveling and eating and making you happy. I love you baby ko 😍. P.S huwag mo ko iiwan huh?

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He will never blog about you

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six word horror story

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You change for two reasons: either you learn enough that you want to or, you’ve been hurt enough that you have to.

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You are the perfect thing in my imperfect world.

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You’re my “sapat na” in this world full of “pwede na

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"Don't hurt the person whose only intention was to make you happy."

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"Pag akin ka na, bawal ka na sa iba"

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Take my hand. Take my whole life too.

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def the realist.

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Iniiyakan ko yung taong wala naman pake

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ngayong gising na.

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Ako tanga. Ikaw tangina.

punit

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It was not easy for me to say that I like you when we first met. It's true that I was afraid to fall deeper in love for fear of getting myself hurt.

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The Best Relationship is composed of understanding, sweet and faithful boyfriend together with a pasaway, selosa at isip batang girlfriend. :))

true that

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Nakakakilig yung titignan ka niya sa mata tapos ngingiti siya.

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