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Sadness | Open

Grayson threw the last box she finished unpacking by the door and sighed in relief. She had spent her entire day off finishing up her unpacking and it wasn’t as easy as it seemed. She took a seat on her brown leather couch and finally enjoyed her new place. With the wave of happiness brought a backlash of sadness. It wasn’t a wave of sadness, it was a tidal wave of sadness. There were little things she noticed that brought back memories. The books stacked on the glass coffee table were all books given to her my the one who broke her. Oh, and the candle that sit beside them, a gift she had gotten but since then has never burned it. She didn’t know if she was going to cry or not but she felt it coming.

She got up from the couch and went to her closet that sit nestled between the bedroom and bathroom. She grabbed her trainers and her workout gear and got dressed, throwing her red hair into a messy up-do. The rain didn’t bother her, it masked the tears that had made her face damp before she exited her home. She ran passed the bar most doctors seem to frequent here and continued running. She ended up at the hospital and didn’t think she should enter as many would see her sad eyes and her damp face from tears would be more prominent once in the light. She took a seat on the bench adjacent the front doors of the hospital and hung her head. She knew no one and no one really knew her. She hopped no one whom she had met would notice her or see her and recognize her for that matter. She couldn’t help the feelings of sadness and pain.

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Want some company?  I'm pretty good at card games, ya know 

This place seems a little slow

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Busy sounds good.  I like busy! Slow makes me want to vanish because nothing is happening.

This place seems a little slow

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No, actually, I meant as in, it isn't as busy here as I thought it would be.  Nothing against anyone and their injuries.  Just stating an observation.

This place seems a little slow

You mean like we are the slow class here at Seattle?

Yeah well a lot of people got injured in a plane crash, so maybe forgive us if were not at our best right now.

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This place seems a little slow

I know I should not say that but there it is 

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Why, yes, I am!  Who might you be? *smiles*  Sorry, just new 

Hello there

Hello! Are you the new Pediatrics attending? I heard you were coming. 

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Time heals all things or at least that is what I am told.  Not that I believe it but it works in your case.  I think so, or at least that is what I hear.  Not met her to be perfectly honest.  

General must be fun, you get to see more stuff I would presume.

Hello there

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Oh, that is neat.  I've only travel through there on plane but never been.

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That makes a whole lot of sense. I did the same. I came from New York.

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I've unfortunately not had the fortune of meeting her.  I am sure I will soon, though.

Hello there

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Hey, Thank you!  Yes, I am!  I am the new Pediatrics Attending!

Hello there

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You asked, I was only sharing, no worries.

Thanks, it was a pleasure meeting you.

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Oh thank god because I suck at all that and I don’t really know you soooo…..

Well welcome to Seattle and enjoy yourself.

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Not looking for emotions or apologizes; I brought it on myself but thank you.

My mother isn't mother superior either.

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*frowns* Okay erm I don’t do emotions and feelings well but, I’m sorry?? And I got left at the alter wearing a white dress and so I feel your pain I really do…

Mothers are overrated trust me mine is’

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My life really isn't that interesting.  I have no relationships with anyone, not even my parents or my sister because they have basically disowned me.  The person I was intimate with and was going to purpose to, left me.  That's about it for me.

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I don’t care I just don’t want to talk about me anymore!

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What about me would you like to know?

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He wants kids and well I don’t know if I do or not because I don’t remember the last 4 years…:D your turn!

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You're most welcome!  Just needed a change from every day life where I was living.

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That’s sweet of you. Thank you. What made you choose this place then?

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It is if you make it so...

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It’s not that simple…

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One step at a time *smiles*

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Because I remember him except for one small but very romantic meeting. And I dunno our marriage is messed up in a big way and I don’t know how to fix it.