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Eun-leader, everybody.

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sechskies x wanna one

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iconic

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Even as flowers wither, don’t you worry, they will bloom again

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I’m only saying this because we will never see each other again.

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via sidusHQ

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me @ everything 

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Merry Christmas everyone! Happy holidays!

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can 2018 be the year of healing

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we all have different ways of grieving. if you need to reblog music and quotes and photos to grieve, do that. if you need to send messages asking for help or giving encouragement to others, do that. if you need to make an edit or write a text post expressing your grief, do that. if you need to close this app, put your phone on silent, and go back to bed, do that.

but please, please don’t feel hopeless. please don’t feel like this is the end. don’t let all of jonghyun’s words of encouragement and love be overshadowed by this darkness. i’m here for you, we are all here for you. please don’t leave too.

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(death tw) it has been confirmed that jonghyun’s funeral procession will begin on december 21st at 9am kst. onew, key, minho and taemin are listed as the chief mourners for the funeral hall service (along with his close relatives). they will be taking the traditional place of the biological / step-brother or father normally reserved for this position. please remember that shinee are also his brothers though so this is suiting, albeit tradition. (source)

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the most beautiful…

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When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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If you ever want to talk: My Tumblr ask is always open.

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“A few years ago, I was crying and whining at my mom and sister while I was really drunk. I asked my mom and sister… it wasn’t long after we’d moved. I asked them if they were happy. I got drunk and woke up my entire sleeping family, like some ahjussi. It had been my number one goal in life, you know, to make my mom and sister happy. They both woke up and told me they were happy. But I was so envious at the fact that they were able to reply that they were, indeed, happy. Because it wasn’t like that for me. I told them while sobbing: I want to be happy too. Then I felt like I’d done my mom and sister wrong. But from then on, I started contemplating about happiness. For about six months, I pondered specifically over what I would need to do to become happy. I think that time of transformation has come. I think I need to be happy, now. I must become happy. I am going to be happy.” 

Rest in Peace. You will be missed, our dear Jonghyun. Life may have been cruel now, but I hope you find another life where you’ll achieve your happiness. Sing on in heaven, and watch over the boys and shawols you left behind. We aren’t angry, we aren’t going to curse you, you won’t be remembered for how you died but for how you lived. You touched millions of hearts and graced a gift upon this world that can never be replaced. You’ll live on in our hearts and within the happiest memories we shared these last ten years. Go In peace, this is our final goodbye.Let’s meet again.