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lowkey mood recently

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12 weeks until summer.

which will it be? the extra bite you’re craving now, or the body you’ve craved your entire life.

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gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed

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I wanna starve for him but then again I feel bad because he'd probably didn't want his girl to starve herself but then again who wants a fat gf

Fucking rollercoaster

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4n4 April challenge!

Let’s do this challenge so we look UNRECOGNIZABLE by the end!

April 1 - 1000 cals

April 2 - water fast

April 3 - 500 calorie

April 4 - fruit mino

April 5 - 600 cals

April 6 - Omad

April 7th - metabolism day (for those who need it, I usually don’t do it) if you’re not doing it like me then limit is 800 cals

April 8th - water fast

April 9 - 2 meals (should be under 700 cals)

April 10 - 300 calories

April 11 - 200 calories

April 12 - 100 calorie

April 13 - 700 cals

April 14 - 300 cals

April 15 - Diet Coke mono

April 16 - tea/coffee mino

April 17 - water fast

April 18 - omad (solid food finally lol)

April 19 - 1000 cals

April 20 - 100 cals

April 21 - omad

April 22 - 500 cals

April 23 - fruit mono

April 24 - 700 cals

April 25 - 1200 cals

April 26 - 800 cals

April 27 - 400 cals

April 28 - 300 cals

April 29 - 100 cals

April 30 - liquid fast

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you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

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𝐓𝐈𝐏𝐒!!❣️💌💋🕯️

- 𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐚𝐭, 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲.

- 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 (𝐈𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲)

- 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐭.

-𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐞𝐚 𝐢�� 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐦.

- 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢𝐭.

- 𝐖𝐚𝐥𝐤, 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲.

- 𝐄𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.

-𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐬, 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝.

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i fucking love florida🤍

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small win this week, lost 1/2 a pound!! it’s small but it’s the little things that matter.

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i was taking a photo of how bad my anatomy was for a belly button piercing, just to show my friend, but my waist was actually snatched so i have to post the progress.

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wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me

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//rant//

finally opened up to the guy i liked and realized why im single. im too ugly to be loved. i feel like ill never be loved the way i love people. im mot even a 2nd choice. i cant even be considered. why does everyone else get to be happy but me???

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what if I get sk1nny and I’m still ugly

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Breakfast Before and After

wasn’t too hungry today so i had like 2.5 cups of water

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𝒟𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝒹𝒾𝑒𝓉

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Cute (realistic) mealspo ~~~~~~~~~~~♡

Think about how nice the crunch of that grape will be. How sweet the strawberry will taste. How refreshing the ice cold water will keep your skin clear.

Compared to the sickly crappy processed snack food.

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End of January Stats

sw:105lbs

cw:105lbs

gw:90lbs

bmi:18.2

height:5’2.5

age:17