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2 a.m. Currently.

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i came out of my mother / as pure as power

commission for @shadowpreacher of some characters ive never seen before? (prints)

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A reminder

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Seeing my weight really fucked me up. Because I'm not actively restricting or purging, I'm still really upset by it but I'm making excuses why I'm not upset by it and it's some third thing about me that I'm mad at.

eating disorders are so fucked up. and i hate how crazy spectrum they can be. all week i've been eating so i don't cry. it's fucked up.

iunno i keep bringing thoughts about everything else in life to give myself a reason to be unhappy because i don't want to be unhappy about my weight. but i am. and that's the root of it.

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I go to a consultation with a SURGEON tomorrow and I'm so mad about it. I'm bored of staying home??

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Dork.

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CLEAR SKIN IS SO ATTRACTIVE I’D CHOP A TOE OFF FOR CLEAR SKIN FOREVER

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guys don't worry about ai anymore

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Growing hate seeing your name.

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I've had this reoccurring theme in my dream/nightmare since I was little. And it happens kind of often, as often as you can count for a dream.

There's always a car, and I always had little to no control behind the wheel.

The oldest memory I have of this is when I was a kid, I dreamt I was in a car and it was driving itself. That it had no real goal. It'd go fast, slow down, swerve into oncoming traffick, and sometimes stop at stoplights. But I had no way of influencing it, even jamming the break or gripping the wheel. I remember being thrown around in the cab.

The next was similar, only downhill.

Last night, my partner bought the truck I wanted, but in red. I had trouble climbing in, even though this model is a smaller truck. I still had to use multiple different handles to pull myself up into it. Then, once we got it going, I had trouble stopping it. I had to time intersections right so no one got hurt.

If you google what that means, it signifies a loss of control.

I don't know if I believe that dreams mean something, but it doesn't feel good.

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“Lilo and Stitch” 2002

Deleted Scene

Lilo plays a trick on the tourists.

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this fuckin guy (again)

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Something absolutely soul mending about watching the one pickme coworker suffer

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Be honest do you think that actually learning things in high school is important

yeah dude or else youre gonna be that coworker people post about

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