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he seriously     hated every second       of stunt day ,      it’s not that      he wasn’t in shape .      it was simply      that tobias was in     better shape      than he was   and    it wasn’t the best    look to have   him being thrown     across the studio     by a forty      year old man     . as he hears     sutton,     he rolls his      eyes as    she mentions    tobias       ❝  do not mention      that evil man      to me , do you know     how many times today      he knocked my      ass down .    how can someone      so old ,     be so      athletic .    I will never      truly       get it . ❞    he says annoyed       as he looked    at the raven haired         femme before      him    ❝ you done     shooting for      the day ? ❞   /    @gcdspoke​

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔭  ,   𝔞𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔞.· 

                         his words cause her to scoff  almost  momentarily , the idea of someone  anyone  falling for her for anything other than looks simply sounding too absurd .  after all , didn’t  all men want her   because of that ?  over the years , she’s become   so used to that fact   she barely payed any mind to it when she got involved with someone , despite the fact she knew  deep down   that it’s all superficial , all a play , until one of them got bored .   ❞  please , don’t humor me with nice words just because you feel bad for me ,  ❞  she tells him off , wiping tears underneath her eyes .  when he continues , assuring her that she’ll  never lose him  despite of what she’s done or with whom she’s with now , alana covers her face with her hand , as if she’s   about to faint   , when in reality she simply cannot look at him .  ❞  don’t say that …  ❞  she whispers , a  small  sob escaping her .   ❞  please  don’t ,  ❞  it’s hard hearing that , it’s   hard believing   she’s still important to him  after what she’s done .   ❞  you don’t love me , nobody loves me like that , they - they all just want me , but nobody n- needs me ,  ❞  she’s mumbling out words , which are  barely  audible , whilst she cries .   ❞  i feel like a monster ,  ❞  she then admits , the other hand now coming up to fully cover her face .  ❞  i don’t deserve it , ❞

                     marco had     always been veritably        honest ,     whether it was with      his friends or     with girls.     even after his      break up with alana ,      the women that spend a     night in his bed      knew very well      that was all that      he wanted ,    he didn’t need anything    else and well     when   he met      alana , it was      the light in her      that brought something      out .   it made her    stand from everyone   else and it’s    what truly attracted     him to her     ❝ you broke my heart ,     you don’t      get pity   nice words . ❞  he says obviously     joking because that      heart was mending       already.    seeing as she     hides her face with her hands ,    he furrowed his brows      and then her words      cause a sigh to escape       his brims    ❝ why is that     such a bad     thing ?     I’m here aren’t I ?   I came as soon    as I found     out .    alana just because      it didn’t work     out between doesn’t    mean that       I hate you .    I think I    will always     love you,      you were my     first love and      crazy or not ——     that kind of love     never dies. ❞      god was    he seriously     quoting tobias ,      what the hell ?      ❝ stop !     you’re not a       monster , we’re a little     messed up . if we     weren’t do you imagine        how boring we      would be ? ❞    he gives her a small    hint of    a smile     ❝ you’re going    to be fine      and ——- ❞ he shouldn’t     say it , marco       shut up.     ❝ if you ever     need me ,       I’m a phone       call away .  ❞

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔤𝔞𝔯𝔠𝔦𝔞  ,   𝔤𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔢.·

grace trusted marco a lot, she didn’t think there was anything she couldn’t tell him. but this she hadn’t told anyone, she’d been holding onto the secret with everything she had. after all the garcia name wasn’t anything to tamper with. she’d been made for stardom, ever since she was a tiny baby. her parents had kept her adoption secret for a reason. she sighed and sat up a bit straighter. “i found out a while back, a good few years now actually….when my parents were arguing over me, or rather arguing who’s problem i was- that i’m adopted. and i’ve found out my real parents names…they had a veto but you can throw money at anything you know? i just- i’m scared. because what if i hate who they are. and then knowing that it’s a part of me?” 

the relationship     he developed with     gracie had been     something pure       or genuine.     always looking      out for her ,     making sure    that she       was alright.     it didn’t matter     if his relationship      with alana had     ended ,      they still remained      rather close.     hearing her      confession,      he simply nodded his    head and waited        for her to      finish speaking       ❝ think about     it     this way ——— you’ll always      wonder who they     are and      that will honestly       eat you alive    ,     as far as who     they are that     doesn’t matter,    if there is anything      that I’ve learned is     that parents are      not the ones who     make you    or     birth you ,    parents are     the ones that      raise you and it’s      as simple as     that .     to me ,     my mother has     always      been mother     and      father to me,      she toughened up       and did       what she had      to do  and        whoever these     people are ,    you’re your      own person gracie    and an amazing        person at that . ❞ 

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔞𝔯𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔟𝔞𝔩𝔡  ,   𝔧𝔬𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔞.

“at least all my trouble is in the past. i grew the fuck up and moved on. look at you- you’re still like it. pathetic.” he spat at him. “and you don’t get to speak for her. you never get to speak for a woman understand me? don’t treat her like she’s incapable of making her own decisions.” 

he was more     than sure that     every time that      he spoke,     he would be striking a damn     nerve but did he     really care enough     to stop ?       no, not      really.    ❝ I’m not speaking      for her , I’m telling you      what i observed .      did you know     that she cried herself     to sleep the night      the article came      out ? you didn’t      call , you didn’t care .       so call me     a a child      or      whatever     but I wasn’t     the    one who should have     been with her ,     that was your    fucking job ! ❞       marco snaps as    he rolls      his eyes.  ❝     I’m not your enemy      here joshua but I      will not allow davina      to feel like shit for something      that wasn’t her       fault and if     that means that    i have to      protect her        from you , then     so be     it . ❞ 

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐  𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔡𝔰𝔬𝔯  ,   𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔡𝔢

she felt like the grinch who’s heart grew three sizes that day. she had grown up watching her parents pour themselves into charity work while she remained by the queens side behind the castle walls. she thought that their acts of service were all a farse, simply a way to gain the public’s favor. never did she think that doing something for others could feel good and never did she think she could feel bad for the less fortunate. but here she was, crying in the hallway of a children’s hospital because what she saw absolutely broke the heart she wasn’t even aware that she had. “i suppose it’s real for people like my parents.” she said with a small shrug, wiping underneath her eyes. “but across the pond…it’s about showing face, everything has a motive and a reason and a purpose. it’s why my parents left…they wanted to do things out of the simple goodness of their hearts. and i never understood it, i never understood why on bloody earth they’d leave all of that behind.” she said, letting out a heavy sigh. “until…until now.” she said, looking up at him with a small smile. “well, please do put me in contact with her. i’d like to set up university funds for them, as well.” she said with a nod, reaching into her pocket as she pulled out her handkerchief, fixing her smudged mascara. however, her actions froze at marco’s next words, causing a small smile to spread across her lips, looking down as she shook her head. “i’m afraid i’m not. but maybe you can teach me how to be.” she said, giving him a soft nod when he said he’d see her back inside. taking a moment to compose herself, she cleared her throat before heading back into jimmy’s room, clapping her hands together with a bright smile. “now, now. i would love to watch you absolutely demolish marco over here in chess. i can even teach you some of the queen’s secret moves.”

after his      father died , he really didn’t     care much about anything       and there were     times that he hated      being dragged here ,     why should he      spend his    time with a bunch     of sick kids when      they didn’t do       nothing for him ?    his mentality as     an adolescent was     very different than      who marco was      at the moment .     he found a way    to love this hospital      more than he ever      loved anyone    and     that clearly says     a lot .      spending time with      the kids could brighten      up his day ,    no matter how shitty       it was.     hearing how she     didn’t see the point      of her parents actions ,      he nodded his head      ❝ at the start ,   I was like      that too .    I didn’t get       why my    mother was     so damn hellbent      on being here .    later I found     out that     my mother had      cancer for the     first ten years      of her life ,     all she saw was     the four hospital walls     of her bedroom     and not one      kind      face that didn’t     feature the doctors     or      nurses , she knew    what it felt like to     be completely alone      and then       I got it ,   we have     so much ,       the money ,    the fame but      most of ——- were healthy .     we can go    and    do more than half      of the things     these kids can    do and      the saddest      part is , they     are kids. jimmy     has never been      outside this hospital since        he was born.       he’s a special kid     and       he’s been through hell       and back. ❞       his own voice shakes     but he cleared his       throat and      composes himself as he      looks towards adelaide        ❝ you don’t need     me to teach you        anything, you’re a good      person.      with a good heart,       even if it’s covered by all     the gowns and        tittles . ❞       he adds on     as he gives her a       small smile.       once she appear       s in the room once again ,      jimmy becomes       excited     ❝ alright kid,       don’t embarrass me too        much ,    alright ? ❞

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔡𝔲𝔭𝔬𝔫𝔱  ,   𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔱𝔶.

“i mean the fact that you keep saying it just means that i’m definitely going to be mad about it so you might as well just say it and get it over with so i can yell at you.” felicity said with a raise of her brow, arms folding across her chest, unable to help the shock on her face at his next words. “he asked you about me and him?” she answered quietly, letting out a heavy sigh as she sunk deeper into the pillows. “and you thought telling him to go for it would be a good idea when i told you time and time again that we were just supposed to be friends?” she said, jaw slightly clenching as she grabbed one of the pillows, burying her face in it. “i’m not mad…i’m not mad…i’m not mad.” she recited, trying to convince herself more than him before removing the pillow from her face. “but you’re a fucking idiot.”

out of all    the fuck-ups   that he would do this      was low on the     roster,     yeah he should     have just not put    his two cents    but he didn’t really       think nothing      of it     but then again marco     doesn’t really       think in situations        as such .       ❝ this was way     before there       was even     anything there    or     even you mentioned      something,    so in my defense        I was a completely     innocent bystander       giving an opinion.       you can’t really get      mad at me ,     can you ? ❞      yes , they would      fight and get       mad at each    other but they     couldn’t go a       full     twenty-four hours       without speaking     to each other,     in a reality they      were truly like       siblings.     ❝ I think we’ve     established many      times ago ,     that I’m        an idiot . ❞    he responds as      he lays down ,     placing his head       on her legs. ❝ did you hear      about elijah       bishop at      the hospital  ? ❞ 

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  𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔰𝔲𝔴𝔞𝔫  ,   𝔰𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔬𝔫.

                    a  fist  comes  down  on  the  door  of  his  trailer.  she  can  only  hope  she  isn’t  catching  him  at  an  inopportune  moment  —  she  would  hate  to  be  a  bother  &  she  knows  he’s  filming  today  otherwise  he  wouldn’t  be  here.  she  had  shown  up  on  set  for  a  little  visit ,  both  to  see  tobias  in  action  &  to  see  if  marco  would  have  time  for  a  chat.  truthfully ,  she  feels  like  she  has  barely  seen  the  man  since  they  both  resumed  filming  for  their  respective  shows.  there  is  no  time  like  the  present  to  rectify  that.     ❝  hey ,  marco  …  it’s  sutton ,  open  up !  ❞    

                       he loved being       part of      the vampire books      but what      he didn’t like      was getting     his ass handed     to him by tobias        repeatedly .    as the door      bangs ,    he grunts      exaggeratedly        ❝ going —— ❞      he says as      he placed    the ice pack      on the side      and        goes to open       the door     to see none      other than sutton         ❝ do you need        something ? ❞      to say      the least       he was grumpy ,     he had just gotten      his ass beaten      twice and his       whole body ached .       ❝ if you’re coming      in close the doors ,     these fucking mosquitos         are relentless . ❞       he says grabbing      the ice pack     and placing it        against his       abdomen. 

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔡𝔲𝔭𝔬𝔫𝔱  ,   𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔱𝔶.

“i don’t know what he would do, i thought i knew him but clearly i don’t. if i knew him as well as i thought i did i would’ve done something to prevent all of this from happening. i mean, i just never thought for a second he’d look at me the way i-” she said, cutting herself off from completing the sentence with ‘the way i look at him,’ and instead, clears her throat, letting out a heavy sigh. “i just never thought we were anything more than friends.” she said, lips pressing into a tight line before she took yet another spoonful of ice cream, followed by another. her brows furrow at his next sentiment, dropping her spoon as her arms fold across her chest. “you do know anytime you say that i end up mad anyway, so you really shouldn’t preface it with that and just spit it out instead.”

he knew     that she was obviously     going to get mad     but then again ,     she couldn’t stay    mad at him     forever     could she ?      ❝  no, but like      honestly , I’m using      our friendship rule .      you cannot get       mad about this . ❞     he knew that she     would either curse     him out ,       which meant that she wasn’t     that pissed     or    she would ignore     him which was      much worse .     ❝ okay      okay ,     pushy ! ❞      he says as     he looks around and pretends    to stall with god       knows what      else but as      he sees the annoyance      in her face ,     he eventually       spits it out .       ❝ I might have       been the one       to give tobias       the go ———-     i mean in      my defense , he just      asked me what     I thought about     him and     you and I just       said that he       should go for it …..       so technically I       was being a         good friend . ❞ 

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔡𝔰𝔬𝔯  ,   𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔡𝔢.·

“and that’s exactly what’s wrong with this country. if you had a monarchy instead of whatever buffoonery you call this government, you would be in a much, much better place. you blokes should’ve never won the american revolution, it was truly the worst thing you could’ve done for yourselves.” she said with a huff and a roll of her eyes. she got out of the car, purse resting in the crook of her arm as she followed him into the hospital. her eyes scanned the rooms, looking into the open doors as she saw a plethora of sick kids and suddenly, she felt this unfamiliar pit in her stomach, but she decided to shake it off. it wasn’t until they entered jimmy’s room that the pit returned, watching marco and him interact. she felt the tears begin to well up in her eyes, but once the attention was bought to her, she cleared her throat, putting a smile on her face. “why yes, a princess indeed.” she said with a bright smile, slowly making her way into the room. “chess is one of my favorite games too, you know. i’ve beat world champions that my parents had come play at the palace, but i’m sure you’ll be a worthy opponent.” she said with a grin as the boy giggled at her. “do you get to wear a crown?” the little boy asked adelaide. “of course i do, i have dozens. so does my big brother, the prince. i’ll tell you what, how about next time i come, i’ll bring him and he can bring you a special crown of your own?” she said with a raise of her brow, the boy beginning to jump up and down as he wrapped his arms around adelaide. and as the boy hugged her, she felt a few tears falling down her cheeks. “oh! would you look at that! the queen is calling me.” she said, letting the boy go. “i’ll be right back darling, and we can get to that chess game you said you were going to beat me in, yes?” she said, giving him a gentle pinch on the cheek, before she turned on her heel, rushing into the hallway. seeing that marco had followed her, she felt her bottom lip trembling, looking up at him as she felt the tears begin to stream down her cheeks. “i’m not crying! it’s…it’s just this bloody hospital air irritating my eyes, okay?” she said, wiping underneath her eyes before she let out a heavy sigh. “i would like you to have your team give me a total for all the childrens on this floor’s hospital bills. i’m taking care of them.” she said quietly.

there wasn’t      a lot of things    that marco precisely     cared about,      he cared about    his mom    and      his friends but       not about a   lot of people       but     the one thing that       mattered to     him most of     all was the        LACH     and one person      specific was jimmy ,     he had a single     mother raising him    and    his father was    a piece     of shit.     since the moment      that marco     heard his story ,     he felt some type     of connection      with the small child.     his things were paid     for and there was     not one worry      on his mothers        shoulders .    though he prayed      that the public never       found out     about this ,    not because he     was afraid to show       this side of himself      but because the        last thing a        sick   child      needed was      to have a camera      in their face.      seeing how excited      jimmy had       been over their      conversation ,      marco couldn’t help       but smile.     he    looked at marco as        adelaide spoke,       making sure that      she was speaking       the truth.     marco simply nodded      his head       and      as she hugged him,      he felt somewhat     relieved that she had       held her comments ,       not knowing if      her kindness was        genuine.     ❝ I’ll be right      back,       let me make sure       that princess doesn’t       get lost . ❞        he adds on      as he makes his     way out of      the room    and towards      the blonde outside      who appeared to       be crying.      ❝ is any     of it real ?     like I know royals        or whatever      have to have      tough skin     but      is any of it real ? ❞       he inquired       with a tilt    of his      head as       he looked towards       her .        though her     next set of words     causes a rise      of his brows         ❝ well, that  ,         you would have       to talk to my       mother personally ,       this is the only charity      we vouch for       personally and jimmy          is my personal friend ,     so don’t get too      comfortable     with him. ❞      though its an       obvious tease ,     the more help        they get - the better.        he takes a monetary pause      as he looks at     the blonde       ❝ you’re amazing ,        I hope you know         that . see you       inside . ❞ 

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔡𝔰𝔬𝔯  ,   𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔡𝔢.·

“an a list celebrity is still a celebrity, nonetheless.” she said with a scrunch of her nose, the concept of ‘celebrity’ being something that the girl always found to be insanely tacky and tasteless and she couldn’t help but hate the fact that she found herself amongst them. “pep is for desperate people. i walk with poise, thank you very much.” she said, rolling her eyes as she walked along side of him, making her way into his car. “please, i’m a royal, do you know how many bloody hospitals and orphanages i’ve had to visit against my will? i’m an expert at the whole ‘i’m rich but i care’ thing.”

he simply     ignores her other      comments ,    she was definitely      stressful and if he    had to deal with her     on a daily basis,    he was surely       going to hang himself.       ❝ once again,      blondie.     being a royal        here doesn’t matter ,     people don’t care       enough for it      to matter . ❞         he simply shrugs his      shoulders.       ❝ exactly ,     to you this       isn’t important ,        to me is      everything .    so if you can refrain     from your snarky       comments , that would       be amazing . ❞      he adds on     and smiles     towards her,      as they park    in the garage      of the hospital.     they make their      way inside , grabbing      their badges     ❝ lee,    my mom sends    this    and I was wondering if he’s       out of surgery ? ❞      the male nurse nods      his head as he begins      to walk,     keeping an eye out     for adelaide making sure      she didn’t      get lost.    walking inside     the room,     the little boy      lights up as he  sees  marco.      ❝ jimmy       my man !     how’re      you buddy ? ❞      he says as he     sits at the corner     of the bed and     jimmy nosely      whispers :  is that   your  girlfriend,    she’s very   pretty  ! .   marco  simply  smiles    back at the boy      whispering loud enough       for all of them      to hear him     ❝     she wishes !   ❞     he turns to      adelaide    ❝ adelaide this     is jimmy,      he’s finally in recession       after extracting his    last tumor       and he’s a       beast in chess ,     has whopped my     ass a couple     of times and      jimmy this      is adelaide,      she’s a princess ——       like an actual       princess . ❞      he muses towards     the boy and     sees his eyes      gape with surprise. 

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𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔡𝔲𝔭𝔬𝔫𝔱  ,   𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔱𝔶.

“i don’t have selective hearing.” she defended, arms folding across her chest as she lifted her head from his shoulder, sinking back into the pillows. she knew marco would never be one to tell her she was right when she was wrong, never one to tip-toe around things. they had never lied to one another, always there to be the ones to talk sense into each other. “i didn’t reject him…i just told him we can’t ruin this…and look what happened? that’s exactly what all this did. when we did our movie together i…i just saw a little girl without a mother and i just, felt the need to be there, you know? i never thought it would turn into this. and now he’s probably going to end up hating me.” she said, rubbing her forehead, her brows furrowing when he cut himself off. “especially what? no, no, you didn’t forget, i know your lying face.” she asked, eyes narrowing at him. “i mean, her body her choice, if she wants to sleep with scum then knock yourself out. i just don’t understand why she felt the need to tell you about it…especially given the history.”

❝  sure ,     whatever helps you      sleep at night . ❞     there was an      obviously      playful tone to     his words but there      was never malice      in what he      told her,    their friendship     was simply     built on.      ❝ he’s not        going to      hate you,    you always think   of the worst       case scenario    . after everything       you did for him,    do you really believe      that he would do something       like that ? ❞      he had known tobias     for years,        he was one of the     main skyrocketing celebrities        who had         joined his father company     and it had been      nothing but       good things .          as she caught onto      his obvious lie ,    he lets a fake       puzzled look cover       his features      ❝ what do    you mean ? ❞        though it doesn’t      take long for       her to call him      out on       his bullshit        ❝ okay,     so I’m going         to tell you this but       I’m bringing       in our , you can’t get      mad rule.         I’m using it now because       —— you just have      to promise      not to ,      you know       get mad . ❞ 

[gcldenbcy]

𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔞𝔩𝔳𝔞𝔯𝔢𝔷  ,   𝔪𝔦𝔞.

                          considering most of the surprises she received in the past turned out to be   bitter experiences  despite what they were intended for ,  &  the fact she simply distrusts them all together , it’s hard for her to relax .  even in marco’s case , the moment he mentioned he’ll have   a surprise for her  , she was wary .  once inside the limo , she’s pretended with a bouquet ,  small  fingers draping across it to hold it .  she’s  more than  used to receiving flowers , whenever from fans or family , but it’s  rare  to accept them on a date with today’s values .  which is why she   founds herself blushing   again , looking down at it as he explains it was his  mother   who did the arrangement .   ❝  it’s beautiful , i have no words … thank her for me , please , she really didn’t have to go through so much trouble i would’ve of been fine with just one rose –  ❝  she starts to ramble , nerves kicking in , something she catches herself doing  &  then stops abruptly .   ❝  i’m rambling again , sorry ,  ❝   she doesn’t  understand why  she’s acting this way around him , as if she isn’t a  grown  woman , rather a school girl on her first date  ever  .  maybe that’s the problem , maybe   he’s making her feel   like a school girl with a   crush so intense   she can barely form two sentences together .  during the car ride , mia looks over at him for a moment , a hint of a playful smirk playing alongside her lips .   ❝  i’m still debating the last one ,  ❝   she jokingly adds along , even though anyone could see   she’s smitten by him  . 

he had always      been very detailed     with whoever he dated     and     mia would be      no exception      to that.     she had somehow       gotten him out that mentality     that there wouldn’t be      anyone else       for him     and      after telling      felicity about mia,     the next person       was actually     his mother and     the women couldn’t have      been more overjoyed.       she didn’t dislike      alana ,      his mother was     the most kind      women     but      she was definitely      overjoyed that      her son had     found       someone else.      ❝ well,    you’ll have to      thank her yourself      one of these days,       I’m more than sure     that she’s going     to be blowing     up my phone     after        the nights over     ❞         his mother      was his best friend       and he didn’t     shy away from it.        she was        his rock,       his whole life.        hearing her rush       over her words      caused a       small smile       ❝ you don’t have      to apologize ,        I could honestly         hear you talking the       whole day,       so never apologize           for that . ❞        hearing her last         set of words      cause a roll        of his eyes       ❝ well, hopefully by       the time the        nights over ,       you can be more        sure of that answer . ❞        the rest of     the ride consisted       of small talk and      as soon as they made      their stop,      the door opens      and they have arrived      at the staples center.      helping her out of      the car ,      he holds onto her      hand and they        made their way through        the double doors.       as he sees the     older man ,      he gives him a nod     ❝ thank you      jerry, I owe     you one . ❞       the older man      simply nodded    and     told them to enjoy      their night.     as they walk deeper      into the arena ,       he peels his jacket      off placing it over her        shoulders and in the middle      of the stage was a      table set up nicely,        a screen with the logo     of the disney castle       paused ,      turning to mia    ❝ a little bird        told me that     you were a fan    of mulan      and I have a few      connections     ,      i got us the      live version,      that will be released in       a few months ,       shall we ?    ❞    he says as     he holds out     his hand for      her to take . 

[gcldenbcy]

𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔳𝔦𝔢𝔶𝔯𝔞  ,   𝔧𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔢.

𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬  𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧  𝐣𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐞  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝  𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤  𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲  𝐨𝐟  𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  .  his  mind  always  working  in  something  a  lot  more  destructive  and  turmoil  esque  .  but  there  were  moments  ,  when  someone  he  cared  about  would  say  something  that’d  momentarily  snap  him  out  of  it  .  he’d  never  felt  part  of  a  family  ,  other  than  with  his  sister  and  marco  .  those  were  the  only  people  that  ever  accepted  him  for  who  he  was  .  that  despite  all  the  horrible  shit  he’d  done  ,  they  were  always  there  .  although  ,  jessie  hated  feeling  his  own  feelings  .  he’d  rather  act  and  pretend  to  be  a  version  of  himself  that  cared  far  less  …  maybe  that’s  who  he  was  ?  or  maybe  he  just  forgot  pieces  of  himself  ,  a  section  of  who  he  was  that  was  getting  lost  in  translation  .          ⏤          when  marco  asked  if  jessie  was  still  in  love  with  mia  ,  jessie  couldn’t  honestly  say  yes  .  he  cared  about  her  ,  maybe  there  was  love  in  that  but  jessie  was  the  type  of  person  that  cut  things  off  before  he  let  himself  slip  into  anything  more  .  of  course  ,  he  probably  told  mia  he  loved  her  millions  of  times  throughout  their  now  broken  relationship  .  he  probably  made  it  completely  believable  before  near  the  end  ripping  the  carpet  out  from  under  her  and  telling  her  it  was  all  a  lie  .  was  it  ?  he  couldn’t  tell  you  .  it  was  like  how  he  got  suck  in  the  act  of  who  he  wanted  everyone  to  think  he  was  .  he  started  to  believe  the  horribleness  he  put  out  there  .          ❛     no  ,     ❜          then  why  did  it  bother  him  ?  he  didn’t  know  ?  feelings  weren’t  something  he  ever  thought  too  hard  on  .  making  it  impossible  to  decipher  even  for  himself  .  maybe  it  was  a  hit  to  his  ego  ?  or  maybe  he  did  still  care  and  it  was  easier  knowing  she  was  miserable  and  alone  rather  than  with  someone  .  someone  that  he  knew  was  genuinely  good  ,  probably  even  good  for  her  .  ten  times  better  than  he’d  ever  be  .          ❛     you  know  what  ?  i’ve  actually  had  a  brilliant  idea  .     ❜          jessie  began  ,  flipping  the  serious  tone  like  he  always  did  when  feelings  were  far  too  involved  for  his  liking  .          ❛     you  know  georgia  ?  we’re  dating  .     ❜          he  spoke  of  the  fake  relationship  he  found  himself  wanting  to  stir  the  pot  in  ,  to  grab  attention  in  .          ❛     so  what  better  than  a  double  date?     ❜          it  seemed  comedic  ,  chaotic  and  dysfunctional  enough  to  be  a  great  and  classic  jessie  combination  .

there was     no doubt in     the world that marco     would do anything      for jessie,      just like he   would do anything     for felicity but      the problem       at hand was      that maybe jessie     still loved mia     and     could he      sit there       and date      her while        he     knew     his best friend     still harbored        feelings for        her ?        he didn’t know       but also he hadn’t          cared about her      feelings and       after everything went      down with alana,         he never truly       thought that he      would find anyone       else to spend his        time with      and        then mia walked       in and it all changed.          there was just something      about her and       he was instantly       entranced.         he knows that       jessie will eventually       get over it      but he also knows       that jessie loves      chaos and that is      something that he      always has to       keep a      lookout for.       hearing his response      to his inquiry ,       he simply nods his head     as he looks       at jessie      ❝ you’re brilliant  ,      ideas         scare me . ❞       and like clockwork,      it was a horrible       idea that         he had. ❝      do you honestly ,       want felicity       to chop off my��      dick      and then my head ,     I’m not sure       which will       hurt more . ❞        he ponders on the thought     a bit more and       shakes his head     ❝ i     don’t think       that’s a     good idea      and with the       article out,     I think laying low       is the best thing       that we can do ——-       wait is this relationship      even real       or       is this another     one of your scandals       waiting to happen ? ❞ 

[gcldenbcy]

𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔳𝔦𝔢𝔶𝔯𝔞  ,   𝔧𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔢.

𝐣𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐞  𝐚𝐧𝐝  𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐨  𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐬𝐨  𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞  .  the  way  they  managed  to  become  such  close  friends  would  probably  seem  impossible  to  most  people  but  it  made  sense  to  the  both  of  them  .  jessie  saw  parts  of  marco’s  life  that  weren’t  pretty  and  in  a  way  that  pushed  the  two  males  closer  together  .  it  built  a  friendship  that  was  based  on  more  than  partying  or  whatever  else  craziness  that  jessie  seemed  to  get  himself  into  .  marco  wanted  that  simple  life  ,  one  without  drama  ,  one  that  wasn’t  full  of  constant  anxiety  and  smacks  to  the  face  but  jessie  …  he  was  on  the  opposite  end  of  the  spectrum  .  almost  thinking  if  things  weren’t  full  of  chaos  ,  if  life  wasn’t  constantly  battling  him  ,  it  wasn’t  worth  it  .  a  point  not  found  in  the  simplicity  of  things  .          ❛     okay  ,  and  if  i  said  that  i  wasn’t  okay  with  it  ,  what  would  you  do  ?  stop  seeing  her  ?     ❜          he  questioned  ,  curious  as  to  what  marco  would  say  .  even  if  it  wasn’t  the  case  ,  even  if  jessie  knew  that  himself  and  mia  were  history  .  that  the  ship  had  come  and  passed  and  it  wouldn’t  make  any  real  difference  in  keeping  marco  and  mia  apart  other  than  punishing  them  for  something  they  couldn’t  control  .  he  wanted  to  know  what  marco  would  do  but  he  had  a  feeling  he  already  knew  the  answer  .          ❛     you’d  keep  seeing  her  ,  right?  so  why  are  you  trying  to  ask  me  for  my  opinion  on  any  of  it  ?  it  doesn’t  really  matter  in  the  grand  scheme  of  things  .  whatever  i  think  obviously  won’t  change  what’s  going  on  with  you  and  mia  .     ���

he knew       that doing this     with mia     would cause     a lot of        whispers but he didn’t       expect it to be       with jessie,      if anything he         was happy to tell       jessie but little       did he know     that it would be      the same girl       that he had      dogged out so horribly,     listening to jessie ,       he takes a momentary     pause      ❝ because jessie,       you’re not just      some friend      that I have ,       someone that i can      stop speaking to       because it’s not important ,       you’re my brother .      you’ve seen me       at my worst      and I’ve seen you at       your best ,     so it does      matter to me.         I really      like her man,       I really do     and I think     this can    work , after everything      with alana.    I honestly ,     didn’t think      that I would ever     be interested      in anyone else    for a while     but —— i  want this      to be fine      and i       want us to    be good ,       that’s why      I’m doing this . ❞      he didn’t       know if jessie     still harbored      any feelings      for and it      wasn’t like he     would tell him       willingly       ❝ do you  ,      still love her ? ❞ 

[gcldenbcy]

𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔡𝔲𝔭𝔬𝔫𝔱  ,   𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔱𝔶.

“i’m not playing a little game, marco.” felicity said with a huff, frustrated at the conversation at hand. “if i was just playing a game i would’ve said yes and just jumped in head first. besides, he asked me to be his fuck buddy. i’m pretty sure that’s all he wants from me, anyway, at this point. and i can’t do that with him. and i can’t date him either because when that ends? i loose him and tali both and then i’m back on my own again.” she said with a heavy sigh. “no matter what choice i make, everything is just…ruined. i should’ve never slept with him, everything was going perfectly fine when we were just friends. it was supposed to just stay that way.” she said, resting her eyes momentarily, taking a deep breath in. she didn’t want to cry, but talking through the reality of the situation she had found herself in, especially being sober, didn’t help. “why would they when they make millions off of slander and trash talk? it’s a business, we’re all just pawns in it.” she said with a roll of her eyes, unable to help but scrunch her nose in disgust. “ew, why would she even tell you that? that’s not exactly a flex. even if he was the last man on earth, i wouldn’t let that creature near me…and lord knows i’ve been around.”

❝ you truly       have selective hearing      don’t you ?  ❞      he loved felicity    but just because      he loved her.       didn’t mean that         he was going       to sugarcoat everything,       that’s not      the type of relationship        that they had and he         wouldn’t start now.        ❝ did he tell you       to be his       fuck buddy before      or       after you       rejected him ? ❞       he knew that       she was scared        but of all,     she was scared       because she had        gotten extremely          attached to tobias      little girl,      it was hard    not to.      they didn’t have       much parents in the       studio and whenever    tobias was,      there was      the blonde baby      following suit.       ❝ it was going       to happen sooner     or      later especially —— ❞        he pretends       he forgot       what        he was saying,        telling her        about how         conversation with tobias months      prior  ,        was not the        best information       to tell her        in the moment       ❝ I forgot  ,      where I was      going with this        but point is ,      you’re the only one      who can make        that choice. ❞      her reaction         to ophelia      and        johnny made him     throw his hands      in the air       ❝ finally !      I told ali about it      and she basically      chewed my ass out,        that I was making       it about me        but then again        she was       kind of right    ❞ 

[gcldenbcy]

𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤   ⤐   𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔭  ,   𝔞𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔞.· 

                        maybe it’s the fact  she lacked sleep   for the past 24 hours , exhausted  &  vividly in pain over the whole ordeal , or maybe it’s  simply  because a part of her still cares for him .  it’s nothing romantic however , at least she   doesn’t see it that way  in that moment , it’s more the  familiar closeness   she misses .  his words ,  his scent , the way he comforts her … it’s something  nobody but him   could’ve done , not even johnny .  alana nods , trying her best to take in the words he offers as the truth , despite the fact she’s  barely  listening in the first place .  in that moment in time , all she needs is   someone to be there   ,  someone to hold her , no matter how childish  or weak   it makes her .   ❞  i - i don’t know how to be strong now ,  ❞   she admits ,  plump  bottom lip slightly trembling as she pouts .   ❞  i can’t lose him , marco … i can’t be alone ,  i don’t want to be alone  ,  ❞  she continues , tears falling streaming down her cheeks .  

this is    why he had held     on so long for    her to realize     her mistake,       she had been       through a lot,     maybe that’s why     their demons       loved to dance for       hours.      while marco did     his best to live     up to whatever       his fathers image      was and somehow      he    could never truly       achieve it,       alana was different,       her father meant       the world to     her and         when       she actually       got to meet elijah,      things obviously          changed and somewhat        became better.       he watches her     closely and      he knows       that he can’t       allow himself too       get too close            because they both       have agreed to      move on ,       he gave her      the chance       at the bet       but he knew      that it wouldn’t       happen,      it would never        happen      and just being     her friend,      he could    do that.       he shakes        his head as     she speaks     ❝ of course , you    know.      you’re doing       so well,    you’ve always      done so well.      is the reason      why I fell in      love with you . ❞        a confession     that he had       kept to himself,         never uttered it       to a single soul ,       not even alana      herself.       though the small smile     tainted on his features       doesn’t change.      ❝ you won’t      ever be able      , you have a plethora      of people     who    love and care       for you . ❞      he should end     it there,     he should just end      it but he doesn’t      and continues     ❝ and you       have me,    you didn’t      lose me ,      you’ll never       lose me .       I love you  ——- and whether       you’re  with      ford or johnny      as long as       you’re happy ,      that’s all that        matters to me . ❞  once again   his arms wrap  around her   frame.