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                   i've lived a long life   ...   i saw the birth of the UNIVERSE  ,     & watched as time ran out . moment by moment , until nothing remained . no time . no space . just me .     ///

            indie     &&     private  THE ELEVENTH DOCTOR  from  DOCTOR WHO  !     generated  by  kori .

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finally on winter break !!!

i will slowly be becoming active on tumblr over the next couple of weeks again. i do have quote a few drafts to get to on here, but i will also be working on @elvnthshour and getting them set up. please do n't hesitate to come talk to me otherwise !!!

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i'm coming up on finals week !!! expect to see more activity from me soon !

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tags 2/? !

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#they scrunch their nose the same way when they laugh 🥺

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relationship tag drop !

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new icons maybe ??

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Stede Bonnet + his fancy 'cursed' red suit

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𝐈'𝐌 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐀 𝐒𝐍𝐀𝐊𝐄, 𝐌𝐀𝐍 ! i'm inside of a fucking snake. and i'm like... i feel like a snake, move like a snake, y'know, and i get a knife and i just stab the fucker! and then i, like, ｃｒａｗｌ　ｏｕｔ, and then they're like, " 𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚂𝙴! " cause it was my birthday! . . . and then we just spit-roasted that snake. it was delicious.

an independent and private interpretation of 𝗔𝗥𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗘 from the hbo series, 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘨 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩. primarily headcanon based with minor historic influences. not spoiler free. written by becker ( she/her, twenty-seven ). #snakecults

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kori's to do list in no particular order : because if i don't post it, it won't get done

finish my promo for stede

work on s2 screencaps

make icons for stede

queue up starters / drafts

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the need to come up with a post-season 2 verse but my brain is completely blank

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it’s 3am and i have to get up in about 5 hours for class so i shouldn’t watch ofmd at this moment but i’m also an adult and living on my own

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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

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tags 1/? !

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stede going “it’s been days since i’ve cut myself on my sword” and then proceeds to accidentally do just that, followed by “ooh, no. there we go.” does not get discussed enough imho

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i watched it … i have so many comments …

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stede’s full name being stede bartholomew bonnet the fifteenth absolutely sends me