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im a compulsive liar i am learning to tell the small truths instead of small lies i am learning to say i dont know when i dont know 

who do i have to impress

whats wrong with sharing some and learning more

nothing at all

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i do feel like my social circles are stifling 

im trying to grow 

this city is stifling

i want to see new places

i want to talk to new people

i want to listen to new people

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i feel ambivalent like in a cocooning

in between hating myself, unknowing myself, stepping out every day in a mask like a robot, and uncurling into something new

something is going to happen

im not sure what

its going to be soon

anticipation? not sure 

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Nothing is ever really lost, or can be lost,No birth, identity, form—no object of the world.Nor life, nor force, nor any visible thing;Appearance must not foil, nor shifted sphere confuse thy brain.Ample are time and space—ample the fields of Nature.The body, sluggish, aged, cold—the embers left from earlier fires,The light in the eye grown dim, shall duly flame again;The sun now low in the west rises for mornings and for noons continual;To frozen clods ever the spring's invisible law returns,With grass and flowers and summer fruits and corn.

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a voice tells me

100 years is a long time to live

drink dance eat laugh and love

and in the end, its not so bad

its only a little death

a foolish man will say

but death is not so little

and you can laugh for a hundred years more

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back like clockwork in one month

reasons why i should be happy today 5/10/2018

-my friend is coming home soon

-i have a home to live in 21 days

-i guess im here 

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