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KnB warm-up! Home, before they knew what that meant :,)

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almost didnt post this and then i remembered that i have free will and i can make you witness my bad yuri art that i drew over the course of several chemistry classes im not even in. anyway theyre melting together along the edges how cool is that

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brennan lee mulligan decided to say 'one day, all your friends will find someone who they love more than you' on a random dnd live session while playing a stupid fucking puppet thing with a stupid fucking accent, and altered the wiring of my brain in horrific ways that can never be undone

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The Lovers

Kaja Horvat, 2024

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tumblr is so intimate like… i do not act like this around people i know…

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it really makes me so sad to read the beginning of naruto and seeing sasuke’s thoughts and stuff because we don’t get that as much later in the series but in almost every fight sasuke is described to be panicking and shaking and freezing with fear he was just so little and so scared

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| REBIRTH |

Older soriku week prompt WIP I guess I forgot to post here?? This was supposed to have a previous part (the "THE END" that I still haven't finished), but I like this by itself too.

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Day 1: Hollow - When you're fast asleep

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Sorry kitten, Daddy has been reduced to a ghost of the man you loved by the vulgar demands of capitalism

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“ORESTES: I struck myself. I cut right through myself, and I am nothing but the cold metal, I am cold, the sword, I don’t feel anything at all. It is too late. I have found you too late. I should like to love you. I used to see you, just you, staggering a little, drunken. But I don’t feel anything.”

— H.D., from Collected Poems: 1912-1944; “Electra-Orestes,”

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not doomed by the narrative but saved by the narrative. yeah i know you'd rather die than keep suffering but the story doesn't actually care what you want. you have to keep going, even when it hurts. even being erased from existence won't stop you from being salvaged from the wreckage of un-being. get up. keep pushing. keep bleeding. keep living.

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99% of self flagellators give up before they reach absolution through suffering REMEMBER YOUR PAIN IS NOBLE

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wallpaper *͈ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈ෆ

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A message from miss bodyguard

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pup star

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saw an screenshot about a very old post about naruto and it summarized sasuke as “sasuke the one who chooses hate” and it made me pause because the way that just never happens. even when he “chooses” hate is actually him choosing love. sasuke leaves the village and most of the audience boils this down to him choosing hate because he prioritizes his revenge but they forget that sasuke is literally unable to commit the key action that would help him kill itachi. he leaves in the night without telling anyone, the thought of killing naruto for the mangekyou does not cross his mind there and only comes to him when he’s shoved in a position in which he has to fight naruto. which he did everything to tried to avoid. and even then in the end he can’t go through with the killing when he has the chance. he chooses to follow another path that isn’t what itachi told him, itachi who’s one of his most iconic scenes is telling sasuke he doesn’t have enough hate and never will. and it’s probably the only time he’s right about sasuke. and sasuke actually proves this by walking away without killing naruto because his love for naruto is stronger than the “hate” he feels for itachi. he chooses love. he does it once again after finding the truth about itachi when he immediately puts aside everything itachi did and embraces the love he has for his brother. the love he has tried to erase for years and was never able to because the brother itachi was before the massacre still lived in his memories constantly even when he was told it was all a lie. and with accepting the love for itachi he had tried to kill comes accepting the grief that drives him to want to attack konoha but again, the hate he feels for konoha doesn’t measure to the amount of love he has for his brother because the second itachi comes back and sasuke is able to get some honesty out of him, his plans change again. then everything comes down to the ending in vote 2 and the story showing sasuke choosing love one last time…

i just i don’t understand how anyone can say sasuke chooses hate when his clear choice is always, always love