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Happy Holidays everyone!  

Sorry its been like forever since I posted anything -- I've just been too busy with other things lately and haven't really been inspired to play around with my camera much.

I finally got some of these cute new lavender diapers the other day though so I had to take a few pics!  They are so much more absorbent than the old ABU diapers but I really miss the old crinkly plastic =(

Thanks to all my followers who have sent kind and thoughtful comments, sorry I don't have time to respond to everyone individually but know that I do appreciate your kind words.  

Stay tuned.. I have a few other things I will post soon, some new and also some older stuff that I haven't posted before.

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are you on fetlife?

https://fetlife.com/users/1091926

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playtime with tux and ballerina kitty

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all princesses deserve to be pampered <3

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how and when did you decide to tell your family and friends about the diapers and about the fetish? i mean it's a thing many of us keep a secret.

I didn't decide to tell them, in both cases I got caught due to being careless.

My family has known for a long time bc my younger sister found a bunch of ABDL pics on my computer when I was a teenager and she told my mom.

Several of my friends found out about 5 years ago when I accidentally left a pile of bambino classico laying on my dresser.  They already knew about the bedwetting but kind of hard to find an excuse for why I have diapers with BABY written all over them =)

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Pixie playtime!

Happy new year everyone!  I hope you all had a great 2014 and wish you an even better 2015 =)

The diaper I'm wearing is an old secure plus from about 4 years ago.  I wish bambino still made diapers with this green hearts tape, its so cute!  These aren't nearly as absorbent as the bambinos/secure x-plus though so I have two stuffers in it: a tranquility topliner and an abri-let maxi.

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I don't think you have a boyish body at all! In fact I think your body is amazing and perfect! I think you look sexy as hell in diapers and I think your body looks like it was meant to wear them! I'd love to be the one to wake up next to you every morning and get to change your sexy diapers! Also does your family know you wear diapers since its a medical issue? Love your blog!

Aww thanks =)

The reason I said my body is kind of boyish is bc I have somewhat broad shoulders and I store most of my fat on my chest.  That is one reason I work out a lot, if I gain weight my arms and legs will still be skinny but my boobs and belly both get ginormous.. not attractive at all.  My mom and sister are the same way, ugh genetics!

Yes my immediate family does know, they know about the fetish aspect also.  Most of my close friends know also.  They all think it is weird and/or gross, of course.. typically its not something we talk about but my friends do occasionally tease me about it.

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Do you think your bedwetting is what led to you being an AB/DL? I wet the bed until I was 16 and I'm sure it did for me. Also, does bedwetting factor into the fetish for you? I think it's awesome but I can understand how someone still experiencing it would dislike it. Anyway, I love your pictures and thanks for taking the time to answer my question!

I've thought about this alot in the past and I don't think that bedwetting is necessarily what caused me to be an ABDL. I think I had a predisposition towards being an ABDL and bedwetting just enabled me to discover that and act on it at an earlier age than I would have otherwise.

I say that because I know other girls who were still bedwetting in their teens and they all *hated* the thought of wearing diapers and would use pretty much any other solution to avoid wearing diapers (wetting alarms, bed pads, etc).   I on the other hand always felt comforted by diapers and had a strange attraction to them.  I hated being a bedwetter and desperately wanted to be normal and not have to worry about it but at the same time I also didn't want to stop wearing diapers, so any time the doctors or my mom would make me try other solutions I would quickly find a reason they were inadequate. Now that I'm older and I don't have to contend with so many awkward social situations I don't really mind it so much anymore.  The idea of getting out of bed and walking across the cold tile floor in the middle of the night sounds like torture to me. =)

Does bedwetting factor into the fetish for me?  Sort of..  in the sense that wearing and wetting a diaper doesn't have as much novelty for me as it does for many ABDLs I think.  I'm not saying that I don't enjoy it but its kind of just a normal thing for me and doesn't give me that arousing naughty thrill feeling like it used to.  I think this is why I like messy dips when most other girls are very opposed to that (especially when there is no financial incentive). For the longest time I avoided messy diapers and the few times I did try it I didn't like it at all but I guess after a while it grew on me and now it turns me on like nothing else. I only do it occasionally though maybe once a week at most.. 

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Why do you need to sleep at night in diapers?

I have narcolepsy and have been a bedwetter all of my life.  (not all people with narcolepsy have nocturnal enuresis as adults but it is more common among narcoleptics compared to the general population)

For the past few years I also take the sleep medication xyrem which makes my bedwetting even more severe.

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merry xmas kinksters!

tight denim and thick diapers, two of my favorite things =)

also, naughty smellypants *blushes*

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i was a little bit naughty while setting up our xmas tree last weekend.. 

but i have been a good girl i have i promise!! so hopefully santa will still bring me more stuffies and frilly rhumba panties this year! =)

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i needs a new diapee

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playin wif my stuffies and surface pro 3 =)

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one more from this set

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umm.. no comment =)

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lazy morning 

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green and purple are my favorite colors!

cushies with an abri-let maxi are nice also =)