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the little guys. they are in my brain. rotating about like little rotisserie chickens. spinning around like rocks in a tumbler. all their backstories in a little rolodex.

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Yesssir I am back on my Caleb shit, this time in Legos👹

A little Volstrucker blumendrei for my D&D shelf because I deserve it🙂‍↕️ (and yes the glass is because of Astrid’s backstory tihi)

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It’s been more than a year and it still lives there rent free, it’s a permanent part of me by now

caleb is a hozier girlie, i know it in my heart

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There’s just something so personal to me about Essek and Caleb both living too much in their heads and having too much trauma to be a standard couple who lives a domestic life, but still being romantic partners who meet up to share stories, study and spend quality time🥹

Longing victorian wives when they’re apart, absolutely obsessed with each others brains when they’re together

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FINALLY REACHED E97 ON MY CRITICAL ROLE C2 REWATCH

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hello physically disabled person reading this. it is not your fault that your medical supplies are made from a lot of single use plastic and you can continue using them guilt free. your health comes first. thank you for existing.

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one day 40+ year old men won't have a fucking chokehold on me as they play make believe but today is not that day

my god, i didn't think i would cry this much at this finale. i could feel the love pouring through.

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"It took my whole, entire mortal life to remember who I was... and now it's time for you to do the same, my brother."

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Brennan fucking got his ass 🥲

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I have the flu so I obviously started watching game changer - I love it so much

your honor that's my emotional support nerdy white man.

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saw this on twitter and though tumblr folks would appreciate it

edit: realized I forgot to add alt text to the image! updated now. i don't have much experience with alt text so if I inadvertently made it harder for a screen reader let me know and I'll try to fix it!

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The babies and Celeste helping Crokas 😭😭😭😭😭

"It's OK, you don't have to be scared."

HELP ME I AM UNWELL

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Love is stored in the little blue dragonborn family :')

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I’m working my way through classics we read excerpts from in school and started with

Hunger, Knut Hamsun 1890

And DAMN. The insanely accurate depiction of slowly going mad due to starvation and starving because you’re mad. I can’t imagine why I used to think it was underwhelming, probably just a lack of life experience? It was thoroughly uncomfortable at times, but the lack of self awareness and delusions contrasted with the mania and self consciousness made for a really nice balance.

Holy shit I’m so happy I read it, I can’t wait to read more.

5/5

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Richard in secret history is so funny being like “Judy poovey is such a shallow vapid stupid druggie for doing coke in a Burger King parking lot. Unlike me, I’m intellectual and deep and mysterious and also doing coke in a Burger King parking lot”

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the fact that richard sees/wants us to see judy poovey as sort of dumb, while also seeing/wanting us to see julian morrow as some revolutionary mind when they're having the same damn thoughts is crazy to me

like near the end of the first chapter when we hear some about the class discussion, one of the points julian discusses (in simple terms lol) is how people who tend to bottle things up and stay composed all the time end up causing greater amounts of destruction when they "lose control" than people who allow themselves to lose control on occasion, but he does it with many words and references

and richard is like "wow this is awesome how sick is this guy"

then at the beginning of chapter two, judy poovey is telling richard about the time henry beat the fuck out of spike romney and she says something about how when uptight people lose it they REALLY lose it, but in terms just as simple as those

and richard just goes "yeah, i guess"

which there for sure is something to be said about the way people use words and the difference that use of language has on the way people feel about certain concepts, but you know