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'armchair diagnosis' is a funny term on the face of it because. that's typically where the profession is conducted from, yes

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i hate when i, a completely healthy person (very chronically ill), get sick (flare up) for no reason at all (i exerted myself way past my limit just cuz i didn’t wanna be “annoying”)

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i hate when i, a completely healthy person (very chronically ill), get sick (flare up) for no reason at all (i exerted myself way past my limit just cuz i didn’t wanna be “annoying”)

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i hate when i, a completely healthy person (very chronically ill), get sick (flare up) for no reason at all (i exerted myself way past my limit just cuz i didn’t wanna be “annoying”)

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i hate when i, a completely healthy person (very chronically ill), get sick (flare up) for no reason at all (i exerted myself way past my limit just cuz i didn’t wanna be “annoying”)

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jokes to make after failure that aren’t self-deprecating:

I’m the best to ever do it

Nobody saw that (best if said loudly)

No one’s ever done it like me

I could be President/they should make me President

Behold, a mere fraction of my power!

The public wants to be me soooooo bad

I’m an expert in (thing you just failed at)

How could this have happened to god’s favorite princess?

Nothing ibuprofen and a glass of water cant fix

I’m being sabotaged

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did this piece yesterday but colored it just now :3

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joke i'll never get tired of: "they died doing what they loved, [something no one would ever do on purpose]"

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love when theres a character whose entire existence is spoiler tagged by default. go behind the curtain boy

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I used to be a proficient googler who never wasted a word but since Google is near useless no matter how good you are at it now I have reverted to just typing in entire questions like an old person

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so wild to realize while going on to 30 that i was always butch even as a "little boy" i was so confused cause in my mind i was ACEING the whole "masculinity thing"

i was that weird boy who went to primary school in a suit and tie with a fucking suitcase cause my dad went to work that way sometimes and to me that was the PINNACLE of masculinity

i was that kid who kept his hair long cause medieval knights did and i swore i wasn't just scared of the village hairdresser

i was obsessed with courtly love, i was obsessed with codes of honor, i was obsessed with being a man in the "proper" way

the way my father taught me, to make sure everyone was okay, to hold open doors, to make sure i don't hurt or scare people, be kind, polite and gentle, to offer my seat on public transport

and from the first day of kindergarten they called me a faggot, they said i was acting like a girl, they said i WAS a girl, they told me i wasn't meant to use the boys restroom and they spit at me

it took me 28 years to realize i was acting like a tomboy and got bullied badly for acting like a little girl that acted like a boy, not like a REAL boy

it took me 28 years, estradiol, transitioning, throwing out all of my masculine clothes and buying them again, just different this time

it took me so much blood and tears and sweat and ink, so many anxious moments to realize that i'm that butch and i have always been

i hold open the doors, i make sure that everyone is alright, i'm polite despite my punk exterior, i'm kind and i'm aware that sometimes my rugged exterior can make people afraid, i love myself and i love all the other butches like me

it took me 28 years to realize i have always been this way, they tried to raise a man and i grew up to be the butch i'll always be

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I was not prepared for Sheriff Snorlax

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To avoid deer strikes, Finland is painting deer antlers with reflective paint.

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One of the things about writing that feels the silliest is when there’s a detail in the scene that the character doesn’t think is important but you know the reader will know it’s important because otherwise it wouldn’t be there, so you’re just sort of making eye contact with the reader over the character’s head and whispering “don’t tell them”