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heyyy gracieee🩷🩷🩷 u wanted billie asks sooo

what's ur fav billie song rn? mine changes weekly honestly but i love you and xanny and wiwo will forever be it for me

also whats ur fav billie hair era (i'm guessing either blonde or black w bangs for u lol idk why)

also same i've been on/silently observing (😭) billie tumblr since i think around hte era and honestly it makes me sad bc it's just not like it used to beeee

hiiiiiiii☺️☺️☺️

OOOOOOOOOHHH rn im loving chihiro, my future, guess (alwayssssssss), and BBN. those are my top rn🤓

you get a gold star for that answer☺️ blondie is such a little princess to me and i just wanna kiss all over her pretty face. black with bangs OH MY GOD. she either is the sweetest little cozy bean or genuinely the hottest thing ive ever seen. my other fave is red roots. i shouldnt have to explain myself there🤭🤭🤭

i just feel like there’s no billie content anymore🥺 (ik im part of that bc i haven’t been writing lately woops) but i get so bummed when i scroll and for every 1 billie post, i see 10 other fandom posts. idk i guess that’s the nature of this app LOL

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in a shocking change of events (sarcasm), i wanna yap about billie eilish. send me billie related asks or yaps🥺 i feel like billie/billie fics are slowly fading away on here😭

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oh i be imagining

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GRACIE HELLLPPP

I'm in a situation rn

For context: I'm in med school and there's a girl named natalie in my class who I've kinda been on and off with. She flirts with me all the time and it feels like we're together ish. At parties and stuff she'll put her hand around my waist and shoulder and like whisper things in my ear. But then suddenly she'd go to one of our guy friends and they'll kiss.

After that I thought she doesn't like me like that so I distance myself. THEN THIS GIRL COMES BACK TO ME AND IS LIKE "BABY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH"

And my dumbass will fall for it, and then we'll like kiss.

But she keeps doing it over and over with the guy and me

This is like a month later>

There's a girl in my biochem lecture named jackie who I've been talking to recently. She's kinda cute, and she likes me. I like her too, but for some reason, I still miss nat.

So today jackie and I were talking about the both of us going out and watching a movie together, and I see nat from across my lecture hall LITERALLY DEATH STARING JACKIE.

Nat texted me a few hours ago saying "did you move on already or what?" Then she said she wants to meet up and talk tmr night

PLS HELP WHATS GOING ON???

What do I doooooo. I like jackie but I also like nat. I know she's toxic but stilllll. Ts wuhluhwuh confusing me

SORRY FOR THE LONG MESSAGE

Love youuuu

ok woah this is bonkers!!! not the “did you move on” ?!?!? ur stronger than i am bc i would have crashed out by now.

dumb question, have you two talked about this? like “what are we?” or at least boundaries? like does her kissing your other friends bother you and does she know that? in my opinion, she doesn’t get to accuse you of moving on quickly while she kisses other people🥺

i think talk to nat! it sounds like you do really like her so see what she has to say, and stand your ground too!! you’re allowed to have a say in this relationship!! if she keeps being toxic tho i’d say it might be time to move on.

and if she’s not going to be respectful of that, it sounds like you’ve got a great friend (maybe more?) potentially in jackie!! but remember not to string jackie along!! if you feel like you like nat more, or if things are going well with her, communicate that to jackie so she isn’t hurt as well.

i hope it all goes okay!!🤞🤞🤞

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One time my friend thought the trans flag was actually the lesbian flag because there was only 🏳️‍🌈 and 🏳️‍⚧️ emojis.

we died over this.

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ruh roh😂😭 that’s actually so funny

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i wanna shoot my shot w you but im scareddd

shoot your shot with little old meeee???? no wayyy ur being for real🤭🙈

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little mermaid

warnings: none, just painfully fluffy. slight mention of missing alone time with billie. horrible baby nap time math, just go with it and pretend it’s accurate LOL.

an: it’s a baby fic, it has nothing to do with ginger billie. i just wanted to use the photos of her with red hair but not red roots ya know?

the sound of water lapping up against the pool wall, and toddler giggles filled your ears. the sun was beaming down, just warm enough for a pool day but not too hot to make it uncomfy. you were laid out on a lounger, your seven month old baby happily snoozing in a pool safe pack n play, while billie swam around with your rambunctious toddler.

“again mommy, again!!” she called out, giggling as billie swam closer.

“alright get on the edge again!” she helped her out of the water to stand on the edge of the pool, her little hands poorly wiping the water droplets from her face. she smiled and scrunched into herself with excitement.

“c’mon baby!! you can do it!!” billie stood maybe two feet away from the edge, her hands outstretched for your babygirl to jump into.

with a squeal, she jumped into the air and splashed right into billie’s arms. you couldn’t help but bring your hand up to your mouth, grinning so wide at the sight. billie smothered her chubby little cheeks with kisses as she squealed and giggled away.

“mommy stopppppp!!” her giggles were unable to be contained.

billie left one more kiss to her cheek, with an audible “mwah!” smiling as she pulled back.

“alright my little mermaid, you hungry?” she held your daughter in her hip, wiping some curls off her cheek, as she nodded.

you shifted in your chair, leaning over to grab the cooler you had brought outside, full of snacks and some lunch. as you unzipped it however, your favorite sound filled your ears.

“mamaaaa!!!!” as fast as her little legs could take her, she toddled over and with billie’s help she pulled herself onto your lounger.

“did you see me jump mama?” she flopped right into your lap, getting water everywhere. you didn’t mind one bit.

“i did bub!! you’re getting so good at it!” she smiled bashfully and wiggled herself further into your lap.

with a kiss to the crown of your head, billie leaned over to take off your toddlers floatie, swapping it for her towel. a teal colored towel with a little hood, a mermaid pattern on the back.

“you hot, babe?” billie rubbed her hand on your shoulder. you shook your head smiling. she circled your chair to go sit on her own, but not without sneaking a peak at your little sleeper, still sound asleep.

“he went down okay?” she had so much love and concern in her eyes. god she was so domestic it killed you sometimes.

“yeah, once he was done with his bottle, he went right down.”

the two of you chatted absentmindedly between bites of your sandwiches, and entertaining your little girl. without thinking, you threaded your fingers through her wet curls as you laid back, letting your little girl curl up on your chest.

“she looks more and more like you everyday, i swear.” billie beamed in your direction; her two favorite girls.

“really? i still see all you.”

“i mean yes, she has my eyes and a little my nose, but everything else is all you, baby.”

“aww… my little twin.” you rested your cheek on top of her head, covered by her towel hood. “right bubba? are you mamas twin?” you kissed her toweled head.

“your twin, is knocked out and drooling on you babe.”

you chuckled, just snuggling her closer.

“i love days like this. just us outside. we didn’t even leave the house, but it still feels like a little vacation.” you closed your eyes, just breathing in the moment.

“i couldn’t agree more, my love.”

“ooh my love!! haven’t heard that one in a second.” you teased.

it had been a minute since it had been just you and billie. naturally, as your oldest was now three, and your baby wasn’t even a year old yet. so it felt hard sometimes to return back to you-and-billie-mode. you loved your kids with everything in you, but you missed those days every once in a. blue moon.

“well it’s time i brought it back.” she winked, making you flush. she kissed your forehead as she stood up, grabbing some garbage and running it inside quickly.

“i have a proposition,” she called from the sliding glass door as she made her way back outside.

you lifted your head towards her direction as if to reply affirmingly.

she bent over, making sure both kids were still asleep before sitting back down and speaking.

“how about, tonight after these two are in bed, which if they are napping now and are up by like… three?? they should go down around seven or eight??” she looked at you, waiting for your confirmation, you chuckled at her nap math.

“after they go down, let’s grab the baby monitor, and why don’t you and i come back out here for a bit? we have that bottle of wine still from when your sister visited last month. we can get cozy and just lounge out here, i can open up the cabana...”

you thought for a second, your hesitation was obvious to her.

“we’ll bring the monitor babe, i can plug it into a speaker if that makes you feel better. we’ll be just outside, maybe an hour. i just wanna hang out with youuuuuu.” she said that last bit in her little voice, making you giggle.

“okayyy, okay okay okay. let’s see how bedtime goes, and if everything’s good, i think that sounds lovely.”

“yeah??”

“yeah.”

she leaned across the gap between your two chairs, bringing her lips to yours, making you feel twenty one again.

“i love you,” she said, smiling softly.

“i love you more.”

“NOTTTT a chance babe.” she stood up, carefully grabbing the pack n play carrier where your baby resided.

“i’m gonna go get him settled and then we can get this little monster inside, yeah?”

you nodded, closing your eyes and laying back on your chair, appreciating her.

a quick kiss to your forehead sent a beaming smile to your face as billie quickly scampered inside.

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if i see one more dorm move in vid im gonna crash out😭 i miss college so bad

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I genuinely love your fluff so much it's so underrated

thank you so much angel☺️🥹 this genuinely means so much to me🥹🥹

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yayyy i'm glad ur doing good! good luck with ur work and omg i love fall too it's so cozy.

and ofc i'm gonna check in with my fav writer🩷🩷🩷🩷

aww thank youuu☺️

right?! i wanna curl up in a cozy sweater under my blankets so bad but it actually feels like walking into soup outside rn😭😭

ur fave?!?!? no wayyyyy IM ur fave writer!! good gosh you’re too sweet☺️🩷

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heyy gracie 🩷 just checking in to see how you're going

hi my love☺️ i’m doing good!! definitely tired from work!! things are already picking up and it’s not even september😭😭 oh well!!

besides that, i’m soaking in the last bit of summer where i am before fall comes im so fucking excited for fall.

thank you for checking in, you’re a doll☺️🩷🥹

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i'm spilling wine in the bathtub...

...you kiss my face and we're both drunk

drunk in love

warnings: alcohol consumption

song: dress, taylor swift

“baby!” billie’s voice slurred down the hall, followed by a giggled “woops..”

you gasped dramatically at the sound of her calling for you, trailing down the hall like a cartoon animal sniffing out a treat.

“my angel!!! where are you??” you called back, a dopey grin on your face.

billie giggled listening to your own bumps and “oopsies,” as you stumbled down the hallway.

billie was sat on the bathroom floor next to the tub she had started to fill. a glass of red wine next to her, and a ring of wine on the floor from where it spilt over a bit.

“billie, my favorite girl!” you beamed, flopping onto the floor and scooting to be in her lap, neither one of you paying any attention to the filling bathtub or the glasses of wine mere inches away.

“hi, you!” she giggled between your kisses all over her face.

you two had spent the whole night together, but something about a few glasses of wine made every single second feel exciting and new.

“you’re drunk,” billie hiccuped, her eyes hooded and crinkled at the corners.

“am not,” you pulled back pouting. billie wrapped her arms around your waist, pulling you closer in a drunken, tangled up hug.

“you smell like strawberry bubbles,” she mumbled into your neck.

“strawberry bubbles?” you questioned, trying not to giggle.

“strawberry bubbles, baby.” she confirmed, serious as ever.

you shifted just enough to kiss her cheek, catching the gaze of the bathtub almost overflowing in your peripheral.

“BILLIE!” you got tangled up, both of you scrambling to get up to turn off the faucet. once billie had reached the handle, you both dissolved into another round of drunken giggles.

“woops,” she said, shrugging her shoulders and poorly hiding her smile.

“c’mon baby, let’s get innnnnnn,” you pleaded, tugging on her hands so you both could stand. billie just smiled in reply, before you both leaned on each other to stand.

for a moment, the alcohol infused adrenaline settled. billie lightly pressed you up against the counter, her warm hands resting on your waist grounding you both.

you wrapped your arms around her neck, pulling her closer.

“you look really pretty today.”

you gave her a look, looking down at your athletic clothes, chuckling.

“really? i just threw something on to run errands.” you shrugged.

“mmhmm,” she nodded with a soft smile. “it’s a pretty color on you.”

“oh,” you felt heat in your cheeks. “well, thank you bub.

“you’re welcome,” she leaned in, closing the gap between you two. the kiss was soft, a stark contrast to the adrenaline still rushing through your veins; just enough to give you butterflies.

“ok kissy girl, it’s bath time!” you exclaimed, pulling away from her all giggly.

as quick as two drunk lovers could do, you undressed each other leaving kisses and soft touches along the way. billie held your hand, helping you into the bathtub. you let out a moan as you settled in the warm water, letting it caress your collarbones, enveloping you in vanilla scented comfort.

“good?” billie cocked her head and smiled.

“good.” you nodded, eyes fluttering in bliss.

you lifted a hand up for billie to grab as she dipped in behind you, bracketing your body with her legs. she leaned over the edge, grabbing your abandoned wine glasses, carefully handing you yours and settling behind you.

for a while, neither one of you said anything. the wine driven giggles and “woopsies” from earlier, had dissolved to warmth and sleepiness.

your head rested back on billie’s shoulder, occasionally taking a sip from your glass; billie doing the same, her cheek resting on your head.

tonight had been a long time coming. billie in between tour stops, and you between crazy weeks at your own job. finally, a night opened up for nothing but the two of you and a bottle of wine.

“billie?” you mumbled, starting to shift to face her. “can i have a kiss?” you pouted a bit, struggling to sit still facing her.

she just smirked, kissing the air twice signaling you to lean in. her free hand came to hold your face, her finger just beneath your chin delicately.

you tried to move closer, hoping to straddle her lap, when your hand slipped, spilling red velvet liquid into the bath water.

you both gasped quickly, billie taking the glass from you hand and setting it back down on the floor.

“….oopsies.” you grinned. billie couldn’t contain her smile, not even behind that dramatic eye roll.

you helped each other out of the tub, quickly to avoid getting covered in sticky wine. billie wrapped herself in a fluffy towel, and grabbed another one. she opened it and wrapped you in the fluffy, cotton warmth. she didn’t dry you off immediately though, she just let herself wrap around you. her lips rested on the crown of your head, her arms holding the towel around your back.

“billie, m’sleepy,” you grumbled.

“i know mama. me too.” she grumbled back, guiding you towards your connected bedroom.

not bothering with clothes, you dried off the best you could, and flopped into bed naked. you tangled up together under the top sheet, flushed and warm from the bath, refusing to not be stuck together.

you two had officially wine crashed. two pairs of droopy eyes, two sets of softly moving hands and fingers, two heartbeats slowing down… after a few more drowsy kisses and a cuddle position change or two, you finally fell asleep, draped around each other and full of love…. and probably still a lot of wine but that’s tomorrow problem anyways ;)

an: this is lowkey rlly short😭 but oh well, i had a day off today and wanted to write something, clearly my brain just didn’t have a long fic in it today and that’s okay!! we’re re-training my thinking here yall🤓😂

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hi!! i love your writing so much and am curious if you would consider writing a one shot or mini series of billie x trans!nonbinary!reader? i identify as agender myself and would be happy to answer any questions or anything if needed, but also completely understand and respect if you don’t want to!

i have quite a few different ideas in mind, i just don’t trust myself to execute them in a way i’m confident in lol but would really love billie discovering reader’s trans identity over time with things like chest binding, a haircut, small style changes, etc. just reader exploring their gender expression and then billie confronting them about it? reader being insecure about how people perceive their gender and getting rude comments sometimes or something but can’t tell billie bc they aren’t out yet so it gets complicated in the beginning, things like that if that’s okay! if not, i hope you have a lovely day anyways <33 tysm

hi lovey!! i’d totally be down for that!! i fear schedule wise i can’t start another mini series rn, but in the future 10000%!!!

i definitely would have questions and would wanna double check somethings as the last thing i would wanna do is pretend i know the ins and outs of discovering your gender identity and expression!!😅☺️

if you have any starting ideas or thoughts pls send them my way and i’ll use them whenever i start writing!! :))))))

thank you for trusting me with this idea love!! i feel so honored🥹🥹

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i was thinking about sixth grade again, more specifically the sports I did. Like when I was in cross country, I kid you not, I was the only sixth grader there.

and on the second day of practice, my mom forgot me at the high school where practice was held, so I had to walk back to her work, which was at least three miles away.

my legs hurt so bad after that.

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wooooahhhhh!!!! i was so not an athlete other than dance when i was younger so that’s superrr impressive!!

omg mom no!!! i didn’t have a phone until seventh grade so i was always the kid using other peoples phones in a panic when my mom didn’t show up like right away (she would get mad at me for calling bc she was already on her way😭)

omg i wouldn’t ever walk again if i had done that😭

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hi pookie

hiii pookieeee!!!☺️

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guys what if me and billie eilish dated and were girlfriends.

thoughts?