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Taken from no easy answers by brooks brown, page 252

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What sometimes people fail to see is that a lot of tccers feel for both the victims and the perpetrators, especially in columbine’s case. Eric and Dylan were just two kids who wanted to be heard. Rest in peace to all the victims as well as Eric and Dylan. You aren’t alone.

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Eric wanted to kill and didn’t care if he died in the process, Dylan wanted to die and didn’t care if he killed in the process. 𝓭𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓮?

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Eric wanted to kill and didn’t care if he died in the process, Dylan wanted to die and didn’t care if he killed in the process. 𝓭𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓮?

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Dylan's Sense of Sentimentality.

[REUPLOAD FROM JUNE (?)]

Its actually wild to me that Dylan managed to keep things for so long. He was very sentimental and symbolic. Every child/teenage boy I have ever met loses and breaks things constantly. And then subsequently replaces them.

But not Dylan. It’s like everything he has, or experiences has substantial meaning to him. He breaks his sunglasses? He’s devastated and tapes them back together again.

He has the same necklace on for years.

The habit of having something around his neck is one he carries since he is very young.

The same is true for the ring he wears

When his old baseball cap gets too small what does he do?

He cuts the logo out from it and sews it into his new one so he still has a piece of it with him always.

That hat does not leave his head until the moment he ends his life and hits the floor, his hat resting next to him soaked in his blood.

Even with his beloved childhood sport, he fails to make the team but he refuses to abandon it, he clings to participation through Fantasy Baseball, again up until his death.

Is it weird that this trait, holding meaning in EVERYTHING, this sentimentality, is part of the reason as to why I think he brought up the slightest provocation back in day care/kindergarten during the basement tapes? It can often lead to obsession for things that some would brush off. You just absorb it. Despite it being eons ago it still holds meaning for him, it still makes him angry. I know Sue finds it laughable, that he had such a good life he had to go that far back (and I agree with her).

But i genuinely think those ancient conflicts still actually caused pain for him. Because I'm the exact same way. Every bit of cruelty embeds itself into your mind because it makes you wonder “why? Why did they do that? What did they see. What is wrong with me”

If the cruelty exists in childhood so far back and my classmates can see that I'm different and thus worthy of hurt then maybe they’re right? And then comes the self doubt with my/his every action and word. And then comes the hyper vigiliance and bursts of protective aggression in situations that do not warrant it. Eric embodied that little bit as well. A suit of armour.

if i say something potentially stupid, i obsess over that too. For years. Its very painful. I suspect Dylan was the same way which is why he was so shy.

His failures weigh heavy on him. It means more than it should. It hits him harder than the average person. He played it off, but I think not making the baseball team broke a small part of his heart. He loved that sport, and he didn't succeed. Incredibly painful for the gifted child.

(Since you people went nuts for this post that was untagged the last time i posted this, here's a reupload tags and all and a link to it.)

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Minneapolis School Shooting | MANIFESTO & Details

Shooter:

MANIFESTO: https://x.com/marycatedelvey/status/1960744957473644882 (unconfirmed)

His name is Robin Westman (unconfirmed)

Male, early 20s

Armed with multiple weapons, including a semi-automatic

Died from self-inflicted gunshot wound

A trans identifying man (unconfirmed)

Fired "through church windows" toward children sitting in pews

Did not have an extensive criminal history

Acted alone

Casualties:

2 children killed (ages 8 and 10)

14 other children and 3 adults injured

10 in critical condition

Response:

White House monitoring the situation

Students safely evacuated to parents

Governor Tim Walz briefed, DHS monitoring

President Trump briefed (Truth Social post)

Police confirm no ongoing threat

Location:

Catholic school in Minneapolis, MN, USA

Date:

Reported at 09:17am CDT, 27 August 2025

Live Updates

time in CDT (Central Time)

11:43am - White House monitoring the situation - Vance

11:23am - Seven children in critical condition - doctor says

11:22am - Shooter fired "through church windows" toward children sitting in pews, police chief says

11:14am - Number of rounds fired appears to be 'in the dozens'

11:10am - No explosives found despite reports, police chief says

11:09am - Police believe gunman in 'early-20s' acted alone

🪦 11:07am - 2 kids killed, 14 children & 3 adults injured

11:05am - Victims were children, just eight and ten years old

11:03am - Gunman had multiple weapons

11:01am - Gunman was in his early 20’s

10:49am - Three dead — including shooter — and 10 in critical condition

10:29am - Suspect used semi-automatic weapon, sources say

10:25am - Two people dead, 20 injured

☠️ 10:23am - Gunman dead from self-inflicted gunshot wound

10:17am - Students leave school with parents

10:02am - Trump monitoring Minneapolis shooting (Truth Social post)

09:53am - DHS monitoring the 'horrific shooting’

09:38am - 'No active threat' at this time

09:30am - Active gunman neutralised

09:24am - Minnesota Gov. Tim Walz says he's been briefed

09:17am - Shooting reported at Catholic school in Minneapolis

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I'm sorry...

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I find it shocking how Eric's parents simply pretend he never existed in their lives. He was YOUR SON, REGARDLESS OF WHAT HE DID.

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what Eric and Dylan's guns sounded like

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I wish those so called profiling “experts” would’ve realized Eric’s journals were purposefully meant to make him look psychopathic and sociopathic; he wanted people to think he didn’t care about anyone or anything. He didn’t want to appear weak anymore. You simply cannot read Eric’s journals and think you know everything about him and his intentions.

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Columbiners love to talk about how evil bullying is and how columbine was caused by bullying and how evil dylan and eric’s bullies were

And then go bully a mentally ill slightly cringe minors for very very little (embarrassing when they’re 17+ bullying a 14 year old btw lol)

Like dont actually pretend to give a shit you dont.

confession #121

very based , anon

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she hit on my men until i hire

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You don't know how healthy and fun TCC is without having toxic people by your side 🙏🏼

Get rid of your annoying 'friends' and enjoy!

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This is a bit of a rant, but I want to say it.

(This post is a bit sappy. I am sorry, lol. A little warning - I briefly go over some of my issues, including suic!de, towards the end of this post.)

I’ve never felt more accepted in my life prior to getting into TCCblr and movies like Zero Day, ELEPHANT, The Dirties, Duck! TCHM, etc.

Everyone has been so nice, and I feel the reputation that the community gets is completely undeserved…

Seeing all the art, posts, and everything makes me feel so happy. Whenever I post stuff, I love seeing people like it and reblog it; it makes me indescribably happy. I’m not good with interacting with people, but I’ve been happier than ever for the last week or two because of this community.

I’ve met nothing but kind, interesting, intelligent people, and I have enjoyed every moment of being on this app more than anything. I love getting a follow and following people back. I love seeing the little ‘mutuals’ title by familiar users. I love everything about this community and how welcomed I’ve felt.

Being autistic, I’ve never felt like I’ve had a place offline. Even online, I’ve struggled to connect with people. For me, reaching out, even to mutuals, is frightening, and so is making posts. This community has brought me happiness, comfortability, and confidence. It’s been a huge factor as to why I’ve not kiIIed myself in the last few weeks.

After losing most of my friends (for stupid reasons), this community has been a major source of support, love, and has helped me generate happiness. I’ve never interacted with a more understanding genre of people in my life.

So, for that, I thank you all. I thank everybody who has interacted with me directly; I thank everybody who has made funny posts; I thank everybody who has shared their experiences; I thank everybody who has unintentionally helped me through miserable times. Thank you, everyone. You are all loved and greatly appreciated, and I hope you all know that. This community means a great deal to me, and I hope to continue to see it thrive.

(I hope that this comes across articulate and coherent… I’m not great with my words, in my own opinion.)

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A daily reminder that the TCC in full is a product of our mental health system failing young children and adults GLOBALLY. The perpetrators, the fans, and those directly affected by it have all been failed immensely. A child should never feel the need to go as far as relating to a serial killer to feel some form of community or recognition for the way they feel inside; LET ALONE AN ADULT.

I have never agreed with people hating those who are in the TCC for this fact alone (among many other reasons, but our main focus atm is THIS).

The majority of people in the TCC are minors. I have no statistics to prove this, but it's just overwhelmingly obvious (I was a minor upon joining the TCC as well and everyone else I interacted with was a minor). Going out of your way to harass and bully mentally ill minors who were failed by their teachers, parents, guardians, and the government; the ones who are ultimately responsible for finding solutions to help these individuals.

As someone who was angry, hurt, and lost, I found myself in the TCC as well. It's an echo chamber of hurting people who don't necessarily know how to help themselves. You should never feel like you have to hurt yourself or others (mentally, physically, or verbally) to FEEL seen or to express your emotions. The education system and many others have failed to teach children and adults this, allowing for self-harm, drug addiction, and even jail time in and outside of the TCC.

Killing yourself is not the answer to a problem that won't exist 5 years down the line. Hurting others, hurting yourself, and destroying your life isn't the answer either. Most of you are young and deserve to be happy, live long lives, and enjoy the life that you have around you (even if you don't think so right now). So many people here will see your weaknesses and use them against you, whether that be grooming, bullying, or trying to manipulate you into doing something horrible. (Please reach out to me if you ever need help with a toxic relationship) YOU deserve to be educated on these topics and to keep yourself safe from any harm even if you think you deserve some kind of horrible treatment.

When I was mentally ill I wish someone had given me useful advice. I sat around asking myself, "When will it get better?" But I failed to realize it won't improve unless I do something about it. You have to work hard to help yourself but at the end of the day, it's worth it. I was once a 14-year-old suicidal kid suffering from childhood trauma and a fuck ton of problems that made the world around me feel suffocating. Being 18 now, and spending all those years improving myself and my shitty situation. I find myself graduating high school, being the first out of 8 siblings to go to college, having lots of friends, and being an artist. You can do the same for yourself, AND I NEED YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT, IT IS NEVER TOO LATE.

I fully understand that the TCC is an outlet, but it should never be a permanent thing. In the long run, it will never be good for anyone. Never lose your morals, never be as hateful as the others around you, and just try your hardest to be the best version of yourself. I probably sound stupid as fuck to some of you, but I truly wish someone had said this shit to me YEARS ago when I needed help. The TCC will only get you in trouble; at worst, it will get you in legal trouble.

If you EVER need help, my DMs are always open, I will never judge you, I will never share anything you say, and I will always try my best to help you. There is nothing that I will ever shame you for, even though I am taking a large step back from the TCC, and this will probably be my last public message. I just want you to know that someone cares about you and that person is me. There are always other options and I can try my best to help you.

I would also like to apologize for any jumbled words or it gets hard to read, i typed this on a tablet.

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Mass shooters Journals/diaries

Eric Harris:

transcribed:

https://schoolshooters.info/sites/default/files/harris_journal_1.3.pdf

original:

Dylan Klebold

transcribed:

original:

Elliot Rodger

Journal:

Manifesto:

Andrew Blaze (Randy Stair):

Kip Kinkel:

Payton Gendron:

Tell me if u wanna a part 2 :)