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* ... so, uh.

* hey.

* it’s been a while.

* specifically like, a year, right?

* ...

* i mostly came back to say, uh.

* ‘m sorry.

* ever since this SOUL business started, i’ve been... way more than a jerk. been a huge asshole, actually.

* selfish, surly, sardonic. lots of s words to go with sans himself, i guess. ‘n now that it’s been over for a while, i realize i should really say something about it. 

* i know it won’t make up for the shittiness, but at least i’ll have acknowledged i was being shitty and that i’m trying to be better, and that i hurt people who didn’t deserve it.

* i’d try to make it up to ‘em, but there isn’t really anything i could do or say that’d be worth reconsidering hating my lack of guts.

* ...

* so, uh, yeah. ‘m not a huge churlish douche anymore. things are goin’ okay in the above, papyrus seems happy, so does everyone else. but i’ve been carrying this with me for a long time and i wanted to at least say one last thing before... i guess i never come back here again.

* sorry, dot, for being neglectful and jealous and selfish.

* sorry reboot for being a douche when you didn’t really deserve it and we didn’t really know each other.

* tortie, you deserved better than me as a friend.

* and, it’s been so long, but frisk and chara shouldn’t have had to deal with me like that. i was pretty fucked up to chara specifically, but frisk wasn’t free of me either, and i’ll never be able to take any of that back. but i regret it, and they deserve apologies, so i’m givin’ em.

* anyone else i was shit to, know i regret being such an asshole and these apologies go for you, too, even if i didn’t give you one by name. i know i left a bad reputation behind me when i took this hiatus.

* that’s it, i think. 

* ...

* deez nuts.

* heh.

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i guess it's time to officially announce a hiatus or something! i haven't had much muse for deez, anyway. catch me @onlyhalfdead or @karmismatic.

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Burst blogging is my preferred method. Reblog a thousand things in a minute and leave. Its like the opposite if queue-ing

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and will you pray for me? or make a saint of me?  …did you think we were joking?

Keep reading

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you’re no Hamburger Helper

you’re just a Hamburger Hindrance

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oh word?

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me when im 420 years old: lol

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shout out to those who were never born and simply spawned into existence.

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@pickyourbones

PAY UP BUTT̬E̶R҉CU̖̱̻P̶

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@vainemptiness

Regret.

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Normal Horoscope:

Aries: Now is not the time for arguing. Now is the time to do whatever the fuck you were gonna do anyway. Just do it quiet and sneaky like.

Taurus: You have misjudged the depth of the river and you will break your ankle. Because of this you will be arrested for attempting to kill archduke Franz Ferdinand.

Gemini: Looks like youll find something you are looking for. There is a chance it will find you first though. Good luck.

Cancer: You have some serious feelings. Powerful feelings. They are literally leaking out of your ears. Consider corks.

Leo: One mans trash is another mans even worse trash. Sometimes junk is just junk.

Virgo: Letting go can be hard. It can also be unwise. Sink your nails in, now is the time to find what is yours and keep it dammit.

Libra: The value of money becomes very flexible at gunpoint.

Scorpio: Happiness cant stay on the horizon forever. The time to enjoy yourself is always now. The beds at target always looked really comfy.

Ophiuchus: Suplex your problems. Crush them with your entire body weight.

Sagittarius: Good things happened. Remember them.

Capricorn: Look out bucko, that thing with the arms is back and it brought jazz.

Aquarius: Internal struggle! External struggle! A struggle kebab! An eventually very delicious struggle kebab!

Pisces: Know what your fears are and physically kill them with a spear to eat them and become stronger.

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@ my young followers, i have nothing against you! but to be real, make sure you are thinking about how you are spending your time! youre not going to enjoy it when youre 25 and looking back at your childhood and seeing that you wasted it getting into kin drama and other such bs.

check on yourself every now and then and if coming onto this site has become a chore instead of a nice time where you can look at pics of stuff you like and relax, either block/unfollow the people bringing you down or LEAVE!!!! THIS!!!!! SITE!!!!! your time and mental health are more important than a blog! and this is applicable to everyone, not just minors

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* good morning basard.

grilldeez said: * the new update, looks like. yikes.

DEEZ hello

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apparently some people didn't know i had my brother and honestly? i feel guilty for not talking about him more. i used to gush about him regularly.

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being positive isn’t about always being happy. being positive is about doing your best to see the bright side of things even when happiness can’t be found.