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Chemistry

Title: Chemistry

Requested? No.

Plot: You decide to try out as an actress and you move to LA, eventually landing a role opposite Nicholas Galitzine.

Words: 2243

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You decide to give your dream a chance, to take the leap and head to LA, not knowing how many times you're gonna be rejected and have to start over, but confident enough in yourself that you can survive the rejections. Actors who get their first lead role after their first audition are rare, and you know that even sometimes the same actor will audition for the same role multiple times, just so the casting crew can solidify their choice, find their perfect casting to bring their characters to life. But you were ready, you felt ready and after finishing college and not being able to get a good job, you took the money you made at your odd jobs and other jobs you worked on and you were on the first plane to LA. You didn't have much, but it was a start, it would get you a hotel room for a few days, while you look for an apartment. The thought of one day actually getting the lead role in a movie or TV show filled you with immense joy, but even if you never do end up getting more than a minor role, or you end up having to go back home, you will still be happy that you tried, that you gave it all your could and didn't spend any more time simply sitting in your room, staring at posters of famous actors, wondering if you could make it.

Now you were gonna find out the answer to that question, and finally know if you had what it takes. You checked in to the hotel room, and freshened up, grabbing a newspaper from the foyer and immediately started looking for an apartment. You soon had a couple places circled, determined to check them out as soon as possible. Even if you don't end up as an actress, you could try and find another job there, after all, new places, new opportunities. A few days later, you'd already checked out a few of the places that you had circled. One was a lady that was kind at first, but hearing that you we're going to live in the apartment alone and you didn't have a husband, and weren't even in the works of finding one, she became rather rude to you, complaining about how there was so many women like you nowadays that didn't value the proper things and wanted your "independence".

Oh how you hated the face she made when she said that word in the most condescending tone you've ever heard. Another one was in a really bad neighbourhood, but you didn't even care about that, because all you'd be doing is heading to auditions and back, you wouldn't be bothering anyone, but the guy that was renting it had a sketchy vibe to him, even making a joke about always being able to come over in case you needed some "company", the implications really evident in the way he said that. And then another was a place almost rundown, filled with cockroachoes, and even rats, as one scurried across the floor as you entered the bedroom. Big nope on that one. So the next day, you decided to head to an audition. You didn't want to aim high and audition for the lead immediately, so you chose the script for a best friend character. You were super nervous about it, and that was probably the reason why they weren't so stoked to have you hired as the character. But you weren't going to give up. You went to another audition and another and another, eventually landing a role of an extra, with one line. Okay, that was a start, and you were excited about it.

Let's hope getting the apartment will also get sorted out. You were heading to more places you had circled, eventually coming to an agreement with a kind old lady for a studio apartment, close to the city center. You applied for a job at a nearby café, to be sure you'd be able to pay for the place if you don't get payed a lot for the role. At least you will have one credit under your name. You had landed another audition, only to be dropped a couple days later, due to as they say finding a better fit for the role. You were a bit sad about it, but trying not to let it deter you from pursuing further. Finally checking out of the hotel and moving to the small apartment, where the only separate room you had was the bathroom, you felt a bit more comfortable. You'd lived in studio apartments as a college student, so this was nothing new, and you didn't really expect to find anything large, nor did you need anything large. The most important thing to you was having a place to sleep, a place to eat and a place to shower. That was enough for you.

The day of shooting was approaching, and you were happy that you were gonna be there for even a day or two to say your line and to be a background extra for a few scenes too. Arriving at the specified location, you were directed where to go and when you got there, you realised who was shooting this movie. It was none other than your celebrity crush, Nicholas Galitzine. He was chatting with the director and the, what you assumed was, lead girl in the movie. He was chuckling at something that was said, and his smile made you stop in your tracks. You had his photo as your phone background and the background of your keyboard, specially photos of his smile, so seeing it in person was a whole new experience, and he was just as mesmerising as he was on camera. You had to quickly compose yourself and not stare at him for so long, and end up being perceived as a huge creep. So you stayed behind, as the background extra, and as the camera would no longer have you in frame, you would watch him act, smiling softly at his mannerisms and the way he looked, like he was born to be an actor.

Your big scene was approaching, where you were playing a bartender, that would be asking Nicholas' character what he wanted to drink and then making it and handing it to him, and you were genuinely nervous. Not just because you were going to be on screen, but because you are going to be on screen with him. You had a bit of experience as a mixologist, from working at a few bars, and so the crew didn't need to make the drink for you and just have you serve it, you knew exactly how to make it. Another thing you didn't even know was a dream of yours would come true. Not only were you a part of a scene with Nicholas, but also a part of a blooper, because he ended up spilling a bit of the drink on himself, making everyone on set laugh, including you, as you giggled at his adorable behaviour. He apologised to you for making you redo the scene, but you shook your head, not even remotely upset about it. After doing the scene again and the director yelling cut, Nicholas turned to you.

"You sure know how to make a drink. Where did you learn that?"

You smiled and told him about your background in mixology, the two of you sharing a couple of words, as you tried to calm your heart down, to make sure it doesn't burst out of your chest. He was not only near you, but talking to you, and you could see his lovely personality first hand. The director paused for a moment, seeing your exchange, the way your conversation flowed, and it got him thinking for a moment before approaching Nicholas to talk to him about another scene. It was true what they said, that Nicholas just naturally has chemistry with people. His co-star Anne Hathaway even said he could have chemistry with a lamp. And honestly you'd ve jealous of that lamp, but moving on, you were back to being a background extra for a few more scenes that day and a few tomorrow. The director couldn't seem to shake off a feeling he had seeing the interaction you had with Nicholas. He was trying to figure out if it was just Nicholas' natural chemistry and charm or if there was something else. He wanted to work with Nicholas again, but he was yet to find his female lead. Could you be that female lead?

As your part of the shooting wrapped up, you were approached and handed a few pages of a script and told that the director wanted you to try and audition for that role. You were extatic at the prospect of actually getting to go to that audition and you were so incredibly thankful to the director for even considering you and giving you a chance. You still had no idea you would be acting opposite to Nicholas if you got the part. You studied the script long and hard, trying your best to portray the emotions that were expected of you. You had panic attacks in college a lot, but you decided to try and not put so much pressure on yourself, and just do your best, and you if you succeed, you succeed, if not, you won't be mad at yourself, because you did your best. You arrived to the audition a few days later and you were told that if you got the part, filming wouldn't start until the end of the male leads previous project, but that they started looking for the female lead a but earlier. You did what was asked of you for the audition, and they told you they would give you a call. You were walking out of the audition room and saw a bunch of other girls who were auditioning for the same role, and you smiled at them, wishing them all luck, and you genuinely would be happy even if you didn't get the part and one of these other girls did.

About two weeks later, you were at work at the café as you got a call to come back and do another audition and that you'd be doing a chemistry testing also, since you were in the next round of auditioning. And so you arrived to the arranged address, did the audition, and they instructed you to stay outside the room as they wait for the male lead to arrive for the chemistry test. You were on your phone for a bit, as you heard a familiar British accent and lifted your head up to see none other than Nicholas Galitzine walking in. He smiled seeing you, and he actually recognised you from the set of his current project.

"So you're my new potential co-star? I'm happy for you getting the opportunity to do a lead."

He was so sweet, that it made you fall for him even more. He winked at you, which he definitely shouldn't have done to your poor heart and entered the room, where you were soon called in for the test. You were supposed to act out a scene together, the one you were given to rehearse. It was a breakup scene, and you had to get into that mindset, which was actually somewhat easy for you because you had this way of imagining scenarios as you read them and you imagined that scene multiple times in your head, so when it came time to do it opposite Nicholas, you already had the general idea of how it was supposed to go. And your crush on Nicholas definitely helped the feeling of not wanting to be apart from him, but having to.

"I know I can't ask you to wait for me-"

Nicholas started and you were supposed to come in next and cut him off.

"Then don't. Don't "ask me to wait". Just don't go."

Nicholas sighed, fully in character and approached you to lean his forehead against yours, making your heart skip a beat and your eyes admired his features as he spoke about how he had to do it, and then it was your turn to sigh, knowing that there was no way to get him to stay. The two of you went on with the scene, and you were so into the moment, that your tears flowed naturally, as he hugged your frame close to his chest, begging you not to cry, as he couldn't bear it. As the scene came to an end, the two of you untangle yourselves from each other and you wipe your tears, as Nicholas smiles at you. He genuinely thought you did a really good job and hoped that you'd be cast as his partner. And in the end you were. A week later you got the call to tell you that you got the part, all that was left was to rehearse and prepare as Nicholas wrapped up his previous project, and could work on this one. Being in the lead role and acting opposite of your celerity crush, it was your dream coming true. Nicholas is no longer going to be a crush you watch on screen, he was gonna become your friend, your co-star. Would he become more?

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I am doing my best to try and get back into writing, I'm not sure this is any good, but I wanted to write about my favourite little british bean. This guys charm and wit and talent have truly captivated me, that I just had to put it into writing to stop thinking about him constantly. And I still continue to do so. It's a little something I did today on the bus to my college town. I'll try my best to get to my requests as soon as possible... Sorry for not being more active...

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Well hello my darling crew, I will not promise you anything, but I am working on waking up from my depression, I just don't want to force myself to write or it'll be shit I think, but I'm here still and plotting 😝😝

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Hii 😁 just popping in to say I'm gonna be working on some stuff, so hopefully I'll be back with posting soon 🎆🎆

Hope everyone had amazing holidays and ate lots of delicious food 😋💖

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Do you still take requests for Instagram edits?

Yeah, I take requests for every form of fic, everyone is welcome 😁😁

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Hi i see that your requests are open i just wanna ask who fo you write for?

Heyyy 😁😁 I write for everyone really, if it's someone I don't know, I search it up or ask for details, because the point of my account is to put a smile on the face of the person who reads my work, regardless of if they requested it or not 😁😁

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Do you still take requst

Yes I do, but I am currently in the middle of an exam season, so it might not be posted before Friday 😁

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Hello how are you doing?

Hiiii! I'm doing okay, just finished another exam season and feeling a little down about some exams I failed, but still chugging along 😂

I haven't written in sooo long, but I hope to be able to post a few things tomorrow and go back to at leas posting every Friday 😁😁 how are you hun?

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2k followers???!!!

Oh my goodness, I don't deserve so many people following me, and I haven't posted in so long 😭😭

I've just let my depression and dark thoughts deprive me of all will to study or write, or even get out of bed... And I let those voices in my head convince me that my work wasn't good enough, wasn't as good as the work of others...

But I'm slowly getting back to the way things were, where I'm not struggling or feeling like I have to force myself to write something for the sake of posting it... So I'm so sorry for not being active in this long, I'll do my best to get back to writing as soon as my brain fog clears and I accept my own unique writing style and some other things in my private life about who I am and what I think about myself 💭💭

I know you might not care about me being away all that much, but I just feel bad for having a lot of requests and people waiting for them (now over 2000 people who follow me, this is still way too incredible to me, I feel like I'm dreaming), and I'm not doing anything, so I'm hoping to be able to put something out tomorrow, since Friday is the day I used to post 😊😊

I appreciate every single one of you, thank you so much for following and staying despite my crappy upload schedule ❤️❤️

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do you do requests for landon cube? (he’s a singer/ in cufboys vlogs )

I am not familiar with Landon or the cufboys myself, but I'll do my best to write your request, I don't limit my work to just several fandoms, you can request anything you want, and I'll do my best to write it 😊😊

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do you take requests for mgk

Yup yup 😊😊

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do you take requests for mgk :)

Sorry it took so long to reply, but yeah, I do 😁

I'll have to try and get as many done since I saw you requested several at once, so if you have any specifics for any of the requests please let me know, like if you want it written or a social media or gif edit 😁

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You’ve Got Me

Title: You’ve Got Me

Requested? Yes.

Plot: You used to go to Devenford Prep and while there, you were bullied by Brett, which caused you to sink into a depression and eve self harming. When you met Theo, he helps you out and saves you when Brett tries to bully you again, after which you tell him what has been happening and he promises to be there for you from now on.

Warnings: Mentions of bullying, self harm, and suicidal thoughts

Words: 1475

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You never thought life was a walk in the park and you knew that everyone had their own struggles, and that there was no such thing as a perfect person. But you also didn’t see why you deserved to be a target of bullies. You never put yourself out there and you never did things that would cause people to think you deserve to be called names, or pushed into your locker. You would run into your home in tears almost every night, not bothering to close the front door sometimes, as you wanted to rush to your room, your safe space, where you would cry it out and in the morning just put some light make up on your face to hide the dark circles under your eyes and the puffiness. No matter how much you mother would knock on the door to ask you what was going on, you would always make something up, like a fight with a friend, or that you fell when she would notice your bruises, or that you just had a flash test or something and failed and you were sad about it, wishing you would have studied. You always had some kind of excuse to make sure your family never suspected you were being bullied.

Brett was the ringleader and he was the one who noticed you first and that was how it all started. He never wanted to tell you why he was doing it. You spent nights awake, looking at your ceeling, wondering if you really did something, unaware of it being taken in a bad way by him or any of his friends. But no matter how much you thought about it, nothing came to mind. You never even looked his way. He is handsome, that you knew, but a handsome face means nothing if his personality is shit. At one point you even stopped fighting back, since every time you tried to fight them off, it would result in you getting a black eye. And it was much easier to deal with them pushing you when they walk by you, throw insults your way, or smack your books out of your hands than explaining to your parents why you had a black eye. You couldn’t wait to finish school and just leave it all behind you, trying so hard to not let it affect you too much and ruin your mental health.

But you found yourself believing when Brett would call you worthless or a mess or stuff like that and it was getting harder and harder to keep a positive mental attitude. At some point, you ended up self harming. You knew that your family would notice if you cut your wrists, so instead you would hit yourself a lot of times on your thigh or arm, having a bruise form, which you were able to cover with your clothes and not worry about your parents seeing it. The thing that saved you from actually cutting was when your parents said that you were moving and that you would be changing high schools. You finally felt you would be able to free yourself from Brett and his friends. When you started going to your new school, everything was different, you didn’t feel the need to worry or panic seeing someone walk close to you, thinking they were just gonna ram you into your locker. You felt free to start friendships and to start loving yourself again. Sure the change wasn’t instant, and it took you a lot of time to get out of that mindset, but you were slowly doing it, you were slowly picking yourself up.

Not being at Devenford Prep was a huge reason you were able to start healing, farther away from Brett, the better you were. And you felt proud of yourself every day and your growth. Until Beacon Hills High School had a lacrosse game against Devenford Prep. The moment you heard that game was happening, you started seeing flashbacks to your time at Devenford and you told your friends that you made in your new school that you changed your mind, and you were not going to go to that game with them, the way you originally planned. You made up a quick excuse, and luckily they didn’t ask you about it more. You were doing so well and you didn’t want to see Brett or any of his friends again and start feeling those same feelings again. You didn’t need that in your life. After school, before the game, you went to your locker to grab some things and then go home, when you heard a familiar voice behind you, that made you freeze, your eyes widening. “Well, well, well, if it isn’t Y/N? Who would have thought that we’d see each other again?“ You had no idea why Brett was inside the school and not outside or in the locker rooms.

You truned slowly, and you were met face to face with him, making you yelp when you noticed how close he was to you. He smirked, content seeing that you were still afraid of him, even after all this time. He put one of his hands on the cold metal of the lockers, using the other to push your shoulder, slamming you into your locker, before caging you with both his hands. Your heart beat was rising, and you felt like you couldn’t breathe, your mind racing. There was nobody around, since they were all outside, waiting for the game, so whatever he wanted to do, he could. Brett stared you down and it was as if he relished in your fear, like it fed his ego. You watched in horror as his fist drew back, and you were sure that he was going to hit you. You closed your eyes to brace for impact, but it never came, so you opened your eyes, wondering what happened. What you saw was Brett scuffling on the ground with Theo, one of the guys you met recently. You were studying in the library and he approached you, asking you to help him with a math problem. The two of you ended up chating for a while, and became somewhat friends.

You were never more glad to see him than right now. He overbowered Brett and the two were fighting on the ground, but no matter how much pain Brett caused you, you begged them to stop. Theo looked over at you for a moment, before letting Brett go, but making sure to stand in front of you, to be able to protect you in case Brett decides to try hurting you again. “You’ll be late for your game pup. And don’t ever think of approaching her again!“ Theo practically growled, and you didn’t know what it was, but something Brett saw in Theo caused him to walk away, but not before giving both of you an angry look, as if claiming that he’ll be back. “Are you alright? He didn’t hurt you right?“ Theo’s eyes turned very quickly from furious as he looked at Brett to comforting and soft, filled with worry as he looked at you. You didn’t trust your voice, so you opted to shake your head, indicating you were okay, and it made Theo sigh in relief.

“Do you wanna talk about it? It might make you feel better. And don’t worry, from now on he won’t hurt you anymore. I’ve got you.“ You were so thankful to Theo and you ended up telling him everything, Theo reaching over to grab your hand in comfort, giving it a little squeeze whenever you felt choked up or your voice cracked. You told him everything, from the bullying at Devenford, to how it pushed you to self harming and how you even considered ending your life when you started believing every time Brett and his friends told you that you were worthless and that nobody would care if you were gone. Theo was shocked at how someone can be so evil to another person for no reason. From the small interractions he had with you, Theo knew that you were a kind and caring girl, who would never even hurt a fly, and it broke his heart hearing that you almost ended your own life due to Brett and his buddies being morons. To think he probably would have never met you, never would have been able to protect you, it made him so thankful to whatever it was that gave you the strenght to fight back and stay alive. He pulled you into a hug when you started sobbing after telling him everything, and promised to do his best to protect you and help you, so you never have to feel like that again. “You’ve got me now, until the end of time.“

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Hey @cokecola4211​ I hope you like it. Sorry I haven’t been uploading lately, My depression hit really hard and I have no will to do anything, even get up from bed, so I am sorry if this is bad, I am kinda feeling bland lately, but I hope to be able to continue writing after my October exam season, which actually starts next week, since they have to leave the beginning of October free so we could enroll in the next year of college (I have to extend my final year again to finish my exams, so that’s why it’s in October haha) and  I hope that by then I’ll find the will to do it, since I don’t want to force myself. I’ll be posting this oen today, simply to have something for you guys, and I hope that on Friday, I will have more to post :) hope you don’t mind and thank you for being so patient with me <3

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He’s one of the biggest reasons why I keep going <3 <3 <3

jungkook is the COOLEST, breathe if you agree

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jeon jungkook, the coolest person ever

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Do you know how to make a moodboard?

I have made a few before for some projects, or a few moodboard-esque pics for my friends' posts to social media, so I guess I can say I'm okay at it, haven't made one in a while, but I'd do my best :D Why you ask?

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Imagine: You are Sam and Dean’s half sister and you are trying to help the pack with the Ghost Riders and your brothers are trying to stop you from doing that

“Why are you doing this?! Do you really wanna die?!” Sam was so frustrated seeing you in the hospital bed. You were his sister and he wanted to keep you safe, but you insisted in helping the pack of Scott McCall, and going against everything that your brothers were telling you. They didn’t understand what was so special about that pack of supernatural beings, that was drawing you in so much. You could have lost your life trying to help them and you still went with it, and it had Sam and Dean puzzled. They wished they could understand what was going on with you. And when you noticed they wouldn’t be able to understand without you telling them, you decided to push all the pain you felt to the back of your mind and sit up in the hospital bed. “I am doing it for the man I love, how are you two so blind to that?” It was at that moment that Liam and Theo showed up to visit you, and your brothers figured one of them was the guy you loved. They knew that one of the big goals of their life was to see their sister happy and to see you with a man who loves you, but not when getting to that man is gonna almost cost you your life. But when is your life not in danger, really? Being the sister of the hunters and a part of a werewolf pack. “I’m going to get a pie from the cafeteria, the lover boy can stay, and the rest follow me. I think it’s time to finally see our sister for the grown, intelligent woman that she is.” Dean said and the three of them left, leaving you with the guy that owns your heart. You were thankful for your family, and how protective your brothers were of you, but you wanted to be your own person two. “Lover boy?”  He said, wiggling his eyebrows, and the two of you shared a laugh, his words breaking you out of the trance you were in, thinking of how your life is so different now than what you expected it to be. And soon you felt him approach you, his eyes asking if he can kiss you, so you choose to make the first move, your hand resting on the back of his head and bringing his face closer to yours, your lips connecting and butterflies roaming your bellies.

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@cokecola4211 I hope you like it :D You said that you want either Liam or Theo for this, and so I left it vague on purpose, so you can imagine either one of them in the scenario of “lover boy” and don’t have to choose :D

Wow, I can’t believe I am less than 100 followers away from 2k! Thank you all so much for following me, it means so much to me, and even if I am posting only once a week and sometimes I am not the happiest with my work, I still am super thankful to all of you for liking what I write :D <3

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Imagine: You are Scott’s sister and you go to the same college as Liam and some of the same feelings resourface since the two of you have some history, although Scott doesn’t like that

As your brother, it was Scott’s job to protect you and he didn’t want you to go back to Liam after how much he hurt you. You were really bad after the break up and it took you a while to get back to the person you were beforehand. And seeing Liam again in college, it was making some old, familiar feelings reach back to the surface, no matter how much you tried to push them down. You wanted to make sure that he was a different person now that was not going to hurt you again before you even let your heart start to feel those old feelings again. Your brother was coming over more often to visit you in college, even if you told him that you can handle it and that you were not gonna let Liam get that close to you again unless he truly shows his remorse for what happened and apologises sincerly. But you were thankful at times for your brother, and the fact that there were a few times you were not ready to meet with Liam and he tried approaching you. Those times you were truly thankful to Scott.

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@cokecola4211 hope you like it :D It’s another short one, because I have exams all week and it sucks so much, but gotta power through if I want to graduate. Can’t wait to finish it all and start working, and be my own boss when it comes to writing

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