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I am going to make everything around me beautiful. That will be my life.

Elsie De Wolfe

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Headlights flashes from the window,

As I lay here awake thinking what our life

Can turn out to be..

Will I lay down one night holding your hand?

Will I be able to lay on your chest while listening to your heartbeat?

Will I’ll be able to make you say:

“ Thank God I’m home”

By just the smell of the kitchen

And the lights I put up on the driveway?

Will I’ll be able to make you cry

At the end of the aisle while holding hands

With my father and my mother?

What it would be for the two of us?

I go to the window and I smiled…

In this cold room..

there’s one thing I’m sure..

There will a be a time where I won’t

Be alone anymore.

There will be a night

Where I wont be lonely anymore.

For as long as I can see you..

For as long as I can vision you on lonely hours like this…

Then I will have faith

And I will have hope

And I will hold on to that dream

Because it keeps me going..

And I know I’ll get there..

Someday..

Where somewhere is warm..

And happy

Anywhere

With

You.

Gessika Savillo, “By grace through faith: Chapter Begins”

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“Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in things we do for each other every day.”

— Nicholas Sparks

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My Safe Place

It's not about the shows, the anime, or the movies we watch together. It’s not about the quiet after our fights or the calm that follows the tears we cry. It’s about you. It’s always been about you—how you make everything better. How one look from you can make me feel whole again. Just knowing you're there, knowing someone like you loves me, makes me feel safe. You are my safe place.

I know I may seem nonchalant, and sometimes my face might say I don’t care, but deep inside, I’m thankful. I’m thankful for every argument, for every lesson, for the way we push through it all. I feel loved in the midst of it.

Beyond the misunderstandings and teasing me for being stubborn... it’s still you. It’s always you. I love you, and I’m so thankful it’s you who will be my groom, my husband.

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Long distance is hard❤️

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11:01 Thoughts I'm going through so much right now—losing a friend, battling with my weight, my sagging skin, and stretch marks. There's so much pressure on me to make my wedding simple yet unforgettable, and I don’t know how to fit everything into just 40 days while also being present with my husband. I feel like I’m stuck in this endless loop, trying to hold it all together, hoping the people I love can understand and still see the beauty in me when all I can see are my flaws. I don’t want to be consumed by my emotions, but I can’t keep them bottled up either. How do I say no without guilt? How do I set boundaries and protect my space without hurting the people I love? How do I take care of myself while still taking care of everyone else? How do I stop letting people walk all over me? Most of all, how do I stay true to who I am, even as I’m breaking in so many places?

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“There’s a special place in my heart for the ones who were with me at my lowest and still loved me when I wasn’t very loveable.”

— Yasmin Mogahed

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Unconditional love isn't a free pass to hurt me.

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Come back blog 2024

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Happy Anniversary 💗

Like what he said, “Thank you Papa God”.

#glia #anniversary #03.15.203

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The Champion

 Dear Seraphim, 

Can we move a bit forward? Can I move to the part where you’re in your late twenties and you’re already making life changing decisions in your life? Can I go to that moment where you’re in the shower, confused and sad because you’re stuck and you can’t do anything but to be just stuck at the moment? I hope you take a deep breath and I hope you tell yourself to take it easy.  I hope you close your eyes and be grateful of your small wins. I hope you appreciate more the people who loves you. 

I hope you appreciate your mother who checks up on you even your thousand miles away from them. I hope you appreciate your friends who ping your phone and ask to hang out with you. 

I hope you appreciate your man. I don’t know who you will be with, but I hope you find serenity in his fidelity. I don’t want you to be satisfied with material things that a person could offer. There will be time that you’ll crave for that believe me, maybe a younger version of yourself and that’s okay! It’s okay to like flowers, chocolates, dinner dates, and amazing gifts! But honey, you’ll grow out of it.

Maybe because one day, you’ll get to find out that it’s not the basis of what real love is. Because maybe a boy will give you flowers but it won’t mean a single thing to them. Maybe they will give you everything you want but at the same time they’ll be expecting you to give them what you have received and they’ll be disappointed when they weren’t able to receive them. 

On your late twenties, maybe you can buy your own flowers, maybe you can buy yourself your own ring or even have a 5 star meal. So please, my dear Sera don’t focus on material things, focus on what’s inside of your man’s heart. Of course you want to feel special with these little things and of course you won’t tolerate a man who doesn’t give cutesy stuff to make a day beautiful but it’s not all about that. It’s about a man who makes you laugh when you’re in the middle of ugly tears. It’s about a man who have dreams with you in it. It’s about a man who’s striving hard to put that smile on your face and it’s about a man who’s truthful to you and calls you out on your bullshit.

Happy Valentines Day Sera. 

Smile, be patient and you’ll get there.

You’ll be on where you’re supposed to be.

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You never know what life is gonna throw at you. And you have two choices: Run from it... or run at it. (at Al Qudra) https://www.instagram.com/p/Coj2fzhhATU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I hope your good days outnumber the bad and your happy thoughts overpower the sad. -Samantha Camargo https://www.instagram.com/p/Coj2nSmBVdn/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Golden hour baby✨ (at Al Qudra) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cohoyxah1RK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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new year, be gentle, i implore you