gypsyncaptain

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When is a monster not a monster?

Oh, when you love it.

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I cling to a memory from the past if only my lingering could make it last.

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But You gave up on me, You! And that's how I'll remember you. The one that leaves, the one that walks away.

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grief wakes up with us in the morning and falls asleep beside us in the evening.

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Unfortunately people will not always be brave enough to tell you they're no longer vibing with you. Sometimes you just have to read the energies and remove yourself from the equation.

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"Hell is when people you love the most reach right into your soul and rip it out of you. And they do it because... they can."

- Jess Rothenberg

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In the depths of a haunting nightmare, the stark contrast of reality's embrace brought an unprecedented sense of solace and contentment to my being.

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Silence please!!!!!

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It's the second last week of August. Are you dreading the end. Its bare shoulders and laze and remembering your body. Or are you, like me, tired of the glare. Waiting for a storm. Eager for the days to grow shorter, the sharpness of a blue morning, something like a beginning. The too early piles of brown leaves remind me that it is easier to pine, to ache, than to sit in the current of the sun as it washes over my longing. It swells while I look the other way.

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If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. only then will you realize how special you are to me.

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Lets agree on me loving you from distance, And you being closer to my heart.

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"People who believe they'll be happy if they go and live somewhere else, learn it doesn't work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you."

~Neil Gaiman

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A dripping faucet may not measure that loud, but it sure can keep someone awake. Someone is emotionally numb

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I am terrified of the word LOVE

[gypsyncaptain]

There comes a time in life when you find solace in solitude. You prefer to be alone no matter how much you love someone, but you chose to be away. you are terrified of the word love and it begins to develop early in life. As kids, when we experience rejection and/or emotional pain, we often shut down. We learn not to rely on others as a coping mechanism. We may even begin to rely on fantasy gratification rather than actual interactions with other people; unlike people, fantasies cannot hurt us. Over time, we may prefer these fantasies over actual personal interactions and real positive acknowledgment or affection. After being hurt in our earliest relationships, we fear being hurt again. We are reluctant to take another chance on being loved.

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Why do I crave solitude?

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Humans are selfish. We want what we want, and many don't care how they go about getting it. Taking advantage of someone else, with no risk to yourself or regards to another's feelings, is an easy way to get what you want.