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Stay classy!

I intend to x

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A heartfelt apology

Firstly, im sorry ive not been active recently... ive had a lot on my plate and im finding it hard to cope xx I just want to apologise for everything ive ever done to hurt the people I love, no matter how small it may have been, I truely am sorry x it takes a real tragedy to make you sit down and realise what an absolute dick you are, and thats whats happening now...x This last week has made me realise how much the "important" people in your life should mean to you, and its also made me realise that you shouldnt leave things till they get completely out of hand before trying to fix things x I know the majority of people who need to read this probably wont but I truely am sorry for everything x Im sorry of ive ever lied to you, if I've ever mad you feel like I dont need you, if I have done anything that makes you think I dont appriciate you. In all fairness, right now im realising this because its when you need these people, you see how far you have pushed them away xx I need my friends more than anything right now and I know ive fucked everything up with them and thats why I cant bring myself to ask them for help... I really am sorry for everything

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Given half the chance this is what my mad mutt would do xx

My mom told me to put the dog to bed but didn’t specify which bed.

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We all have our bad days, those days where you do practically nothing...my day has lasted all weekend, and the one night I could do with someone here to just hold me, without saying a word, im alone! X fml...x cry myself to sleep time I guess x

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Life isn't complete in our house unless there is plenty of silliness each day :) x me and my beautiful boy!! X

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Hi sweetie. I was #hopping 'ex' and found your page. Keep your head up x. Other people's opinions don't matter only your own, but here is mine anyway x. If he was the source of your pain and you dumped him, you did right. If he was the focus of your pain and that pain is carrying on without him in your life, talk to him. If he loves you and your boy then he will be there for you no matter what. x_x

Thank you, I was no longer happy with the way our relationship had gone so the best course of action in my eyes was to end it x the love inhad fornhim at the start had turned to anger and resentment and I didnt want myself or my boy to have to deal with that xx Thank you for your concern anyway random citizen xx

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It's only when you are alone at home, getting drunk and looking at your life that you realise how ruined you actually are x how little things actually matter....its now that I have realised just how ruined I actually am...I screwed up and now im playing the cost xx

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Ya'll probs dont care but....

I am incredibly bored of being told I should give my ex a second chance today! !! Hes had a second chance and it was worse than the first time round x I was unhappy so I left...its simple x if im not happy then I ain't gonna put up with it!! X its all about mine and my boys happiness, nobody elses, and nobody can make me go back to the unhappiness I have lived through before this relationship! Ive been like that before, I will not go back to that kind of life x not when I have worked so hard over the last few years to build myself a better life x just stop like now!! rant over!!

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I’m pretty simple. I like hand holding and rough sex.

Exactly my needs xx

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What matters most in life...

Last night i spent 2 hours just holding one of the toughest guys i know as he cried... It made me come to realise that i have the most amazing friends in the world!x not a word was spoken between us, i just held my friend as he cried non stop x Life isn't about the material things you own, or the people who you have falling at your feet, its about the friends who have seen you at your best, at your worst and every stage in between and still want you around, they still want you to call round randomly, hang out, watch cheesy films... Last night i felt like a true friend and it made me realise that this person had chose to come to me... Real friends are what is missing, and they matter the most in life xx

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N'aaaawwwwwhhhh!!x Lil fella x

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Have you ever met someone 

And they’re so fucking perfect in every way.

And maybe they aren’t perfect to everybody, but to you they’re just absolutely amazing.

The way they laugh and smile and talk and think and look and just everything about them and everything they do just keeps amazing you.

Someone has clearly met the man of my dreams.... Shame he doesn't see it xx

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Love!!!x shoulder tattoo next i think xx

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Proud of you hun xx keep it up, do what makes you happy xx

Today I have achieved a personal milestone that has taken me so much hard work to finally reach. As some of you may already know, I’ve never been happy with my weight. I have a ridiculously fast metabolism, and have tried time and time again to get myself to a weight which feels more healthy, and every time I hit just below the 140lbs mark, I always dropped back down 7lbs within days and have never managed to quite reach that mark, let alone break it. Today, I weighed in at a brilliant 143lbs, and I couldn’t be happier right now. Some of you may not see this as much as an achievement, but for the many people out there struggling to lose weight, there are people on the opposite end of the scale like me who struggle to keep it on, and I am damn fucking proud of what I have managed to do.

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Bike gear is sooo unattractive, its not meant to be sexy but my god, when you see that fine fellow hopping on his bike and their gear is just right in all the right places....come back here you sexy piece of man!!x fffwwoooaaaarrrr!!!x think i need to cool down, been trying all day haha xx

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Fecking brilliant!!x the video is awesome!!x

Here’s a few screencaps from a video that a friend and I made a couple of years back. We had a couple of toy lightsabers, a Darth Vader mask and a jedi outfit sitting at home spare, so the natural thing to do was to take to the streets of Manchester and battle it out, which for some reason culminated in us Darth Vader streaking through the gay village in speedos, mask and cape.

Just thought I’d share this wonderful day with you all.

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The world seems a little grey today, i feel ive done right for my own needs buy feel ive done wrong to others....x why cant life be black and white instead of this messed up shade of grey :-\ just want to snuggle up with someone who understands x