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graysonlevi​:

Grayson wasn’t happy to see her. Not anymore. A part of him still remembered what they had, all the moments and struggles they went through. Knowing he wasn’t quite as over her as he’d like himself to be, frowning at himself for just a second. He could fake it. There was a small moment when he thought about faking it. About sweeping her up in his arms in greeting, and almost acting as if nothing had happened. Maybe like that he’d still be able to keep a small part of her, retain what they used to have somehow. But acting like nothing had happened, when he still felt like she was a part of him. When he still felt like she was his…well he couldn’t do that. “Are you?” he asked, a hollow laugh following his words. “That’s good.”

WOW. NEVER BEFORE had delilah felt like she wanted the world to suck her up on the spot like she did right about now. she knew him, she knew how he could be with people but never did she think he’d be like that with her. though maybe it should be expected ? they’d been through so much and now they weren’t anything, of course things would be different. even if she wished deep down that they weren’t. "really, grayson ?” she sighed, her eyes slightly pleading with his. “it doesn’t have to be like this.” as much as she’d tried to move on and get past things, there was a part of her that knew he’d always have a hold on her at least a little bit. smiling slightly in an attempt to move the mood, delilah spoke, her voice soft and low. “how’ve you been ?”

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Me after two glasses of wine: WHOM wants to see me NAKED

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i need more perfume and pink lingerie

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interests: being called princess

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graysonlevi‌:

“I’m sorry?” Grayson turned around to look at her in the eyes, eyebrows furrowed What did she expect from him? Everything had ended for a reason. He didn’t owe her anything, and she certainly didn’t owe him. “What do you want from me?” he asked. Dropping the coffee cup onto the trashcan, knowing the need for caffeine had suddenly left him. “Did you want me to pretend I’m happy to see you?”

AT THAT MOMENT, it was like she could feel her heart sinking deeper into her chest. she understood completely where he was coming from, they’d broken up ! they’d had their fun, had a good time together and now that was over... but to her, he still mattered and she still cared. she always would. it was one of her fatal flaws, no matter what happened she would forever be left wondering how the person was doing and with how close she’d been to grayson, he’d be one she’d think about more than most. despite everything coming from his words and demeanour, delilah couldn’t allow herself to just walk away thought she knew most people would have. “i don’t want anything ! i don’t want you to pretend anything... i just-” she paused for a second, taking the moment to compose herself again before she continued. “i’m happy to see you.”

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jacemontgomery‌:

Jace scoffed in both offense at the assumption and slight annoyance with the disruption still. “I would notice. You give me no credit.” Watching her sit down, he realized he would not get much studying accomplished and folded down the corner of the page he was on. He said he would notice if Delilah was gone, and that would (probably) be true if she left for a year, but he could not say the same for this time. Plus, he was pretty sure it hadn’t been a year since he’d seen her. “Well, you’re super peppy, and I was in the middle of a not-so-peppy scene. Also, you look different. How was it down undah?” he asked, using a somewhat accurate but mostly absurd Australian accent.

DELILAH LAUGHED AT his reaction, rolling her eyes softly as she did. “babe, we both know i give you too much credit !“ taking in the sight before her, it was clear that he was up to something and she was definitely going to bring it up to him later on but, right now she was going to make the most of having his attention be on her. what could she say, she’d always been such an attention seeker !  “you sound surprised. am i not always peppy ? i’m pretty sure i’m a glorious ray of sunshine always ! “ taking a quick sip of her iced coffee, she smiled. “australia was fun. i definitely needed a few days out of the spotlight and it’s nice being able to go home, see family and just relax. plus a few days without seeing your face is always a good thing ! “ the girl teased softly, making sure to flash him a quick wink so he didn’t take it too personally though his strange attempt at an aussie accent was trying her.

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jacemontgomery‌:

“Who the fuck do you think– Oh.” Jace had been buried in the script for the first episode of Edge of Spiderverse, hand wrapped comfortably around a cool glass of iced coffee when Delilah suddenly appeared within his bubble, shadow looming over his table. He had been about to rip the person a new one for breaking his concentration when he looked up to see his old friend’s cheerful face. Something was different about her, though. “You’re way too chipper. What’s wrong with you?” He narrowed his eyes in suspicion.

TAKEN ABACK BY his immediate aggression, delilah took a little step back, unsure if there was something she’d missed. with jace, she tended to take things a bit at a time as their interactions could go either way depending on his overall mood. they could be like good friends or at each other’s throats and that was just their thing. “i really do feel like i could’ve left for a solid year and you wouldn’t even notice.” she laughed, setting herself down on the seat beside him. “i just got back from australia. needed some time away to get myself back together again— okay, why are you looking at me like that ? ”

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sicnna‌:

sienna’s  fingers  curled  around  her  cup  of  english  breakfast  ,  watching  as  steam  rolled  off  the  top  in  a whimsical  haze  of  swirls  .  she  hadn’t  been  waiting  there  long  ,  but  it  felt  easier  to  preoccupy  herself  with  her  drink  than  catch  any  of  the  curious  eyes  on  her  anytime  she  looked  over  at  the  door  in  hopes  of  seeing  her  favorite  gal  .  perking  up  at  the  voice  ,  si’s  mouth  dropped  as  soon  as  she’d  looked  up  and  her  eyes  had  landed  on  delilah  ,  ❝  you  didn’t  !  you  went  blonde ??  ❞

FINALLY REUNITED WITH her best friend after what felt like forever, delilah smiled. “oh but i did ! ” playfully flicking her hair over her shoulders in reply. “you see, i was sat with jacob just thinking about life and how trash i’d been feeling when he told me ‘dee, you always say when a girl’s down she does something drastic with her looks and it’s like she’s reborn’ and that’s when i knew i’d raised him right ! ” as much as she joked, having a bit of a refresh back home had put her mind at ease a lot like sure, the new look was nice and everything but nothing helped her as much as being with her family and especially her little brother. “then it was just a matter of what extreme measure to take so i thought, who do i admire more than anyone in the world ? a beautiful angel of a blonde who inspires me to be better everyday. marilyn monroe —  i’m just kidding, you. ”

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graysonlevi‌:

Grayson’s hand tightened around the to go cup, doing his best to not crumble it. “hello delilah,” he murmured without turning to look at her. standing still, waiting patiently for his food to be warmed up, he tried to appear as unaffected as he could. did it matter that she had come up to him like it was nothing, no. it did not matter, and he couldn’t allow himself to show anything other than indifference.

THIS WASN’T EXACTLY the reaction she was expecting from someone as important to her life as this but at the same time, she wasn’t too surprised. look, it wasn’t like she was hoping for him to pick her up and spin her around or anything but a simple look and smile would have sufficed. or maybe he didn’t think she was good enough anymore ? anyone else and she’d have probably just let it go. passed it off as a bad job and pretended the situation hadn’t happened but she couldn’t, not with him. “are you really going to do me like that ? not even a smile ? you just going to stand there and pretend i’m not right here...”

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nicolasalazar‌:

Nic turned around to look at the person saying hi to him, a smile spreading across his face at who it was. “if it isn’t my favorite bodyguard! so efficient you even find me when i haven’t even hired you,” laughing as he trailed of. was he on his third cup of espresso? maybe. did he feel like he needed a fourth cup? definitely. he could feel himself buzzing against the chair he was sitting at, laptop screen bright with a video editor open.

MIRRORING THE BOY’S reaction, delilah’s smile grew as she came into view. “it’s bodyguard intuition, we just know. not all bodyguards are as good at it as me though, i’m pretty special.” she teased, sending him a quick wink as she sipped her ice coffee. glancing over at the screen in front of nic, delilah nodded in acknowledgement as the words, “whatcha doing?”  hummed from her lips.

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@haliled: but you did this for what? why not? 

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BREATHING IN THE scent of her favourite coffee shop, delilah smiled. while it had been good for her mental state to go back to her grandparents’ for a little bit, it did feel good to be home. coffee cup in hand, her eyes picked up on a familiar face nearby. unable to contain her smile, delilah slowly strolled towards them making sure to subtly flick her newly bleached hair out of her face. “ hello stranger ! ”

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nicolasalazar‌:

“an exception? how much are you actually charging, because i only pay in jolly ranchers or energy drinks.” something akin to giddiness spread through him as he thought of showing his world to someone who wasn’t as well versed in it. streamers and their viewers interacted daily, so it was normal to make friends with the people that appeared on stream regularly. inside jokes spreading across the area as people spoke of moments they had witnessed in his gaming career. “big speech? do i look like a suit to you,” he said incredulously. “we hang with the people, eat a little pizza and then maybe we tease each other a lot.”

“oh my rate is totally extortionate but like i said, for you i can make an exception. and i mean, i’m not against the idea of jolly ranchers and energy drinks.” this whole situation was so foreign to her, it was a feeling she could only compare to being an alien discovering earth for the first time and trying to understand why humans are the way they are. it was fascinating watching everyone from all different walks of life have so much in common, bonding over this mutual interest. it was probably like this at her premieres and conventions but unlike this, she never really had 5 minutes to properly take everything in. “hey! i’m a meet and greet virgin, i don’t know what you do.” delilah laughed softly, “pizza and teasing? sounds like my type of event.. though you’re going to have to help me out a bit.”

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emmysofficial‌:

“you try cutting up all of his photos yet?” emmy asked the other woman, looking over her shoulder at her phone. “you could also just ignore them, y’know? that’s what i do at least.” she reassured the other as she locked her own phone to pay more attention to the other. “besides, why give them the satisfaction anyway?” 

“i did that maybe the second day.. and it helped for a bit but the thing about being famous is the internet is forever so the daily reminders from fans are sweet but incredibly unhelpful.” delilah shrugged, appreciating the company but feeling a little bit useless at this time. “that’s easier said than done sometimes, i’ll try though.” her smile was soft and sincere but she was truly unsure whether or not she’d be able to get past her constant urge to look and see. “i’ve honestly been tempted to do the whole ‘revenge body’ thing until i remember i’m already pretty attractive and that there’s not much more i can do. so then i just buy myself some makeup and a new outfit and it patches up my broken heart for a little while.”

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