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#me

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want to sit with me? I’ll buy u a hot chocolate

As he pressed send, Jace kept his head down. Her response was enough of a surprise. Accepting his invitation would be something else entirely. He couldn’t even decipher her tone in the text. Was she being sarcastic? Genuine? The invitation was out there, and now all he could do was wait. Either she would come over or send him a message telling him off for even thinking it was a possibility. He had fucked up with her, and he was very well aware of that today. She had always been willing to give him more chances, but he had been a capital-a Asshole to her over the last few years.

please

Tomorrow, he would hit himself for being so desperate. Tomorrow, he would probably wake up with some sort of “good behavior” hangover. He would deal with that. All he knew was that he needed her. She had been there for him. She had understood what his grandfather had meant to him. She had helped him deal with his emotions spiraling out of control. He wasn’t sure who else to turn to when this anniversary came around. The least she deserved was a please, right?

This wasn’t usual Jace behaviour and oh boy did she know it. A part of her was begging her to stay strong, not to give in and fall for this momentary lapse in his judgement. There was a possibility he’d regret all of this later. She didn’t want to be another regret in his life. Though the other part, the bigger part of her had already melted into the idea of reuniting with her childhood love. Her mind was made up, destined to take her wherever would end up hurting her. Her eyes wondered over to where he’d positioned himself in the cafe once again, taking a moment to rethink her decision before ultimately going along with it.

fine.

Carefully, she slipped out of her seat at her table and waltzed over to the familiar boy. It was strange. Everything about him was so familiar yet he still felt like a stranger all at the same time. It’s funny how life can deal you cards you’d never have expected. Pulling out the empty seat across from him, Delilah slowly sat while her eyes watched his face intently, waiting for the truth to appear on them. For her to finally be revealed to be the punchline of a cruel joke. “I’m only here for the hot chocolate.” her voice was colder than it had ever been before and while she felt bad, he deserved it.

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The one thing Jace never understood about Delilah was how someone as pure as she was could ever look at someone whose soul was muddied as his and think wow, this person is incredible. Of course, years had passed since he last received that look from her. Now he was lucky if she even glanced in his direction. He was a broken boy – both from fame and grief – who would rather break everything else around him than let them put his heart back together. 

Looking across the crowded cafe and seeing his best friend from once upon a time, his childhood love, his heart tugged. Days like today brought him out of his usual fuck off attitude. No matter the circumstances, his pain and loneliness won out and left him regretting every relationship he had ever ruined.

im sorry.

The text didn’t explain anything, and it was likely she had his number blocked these days, but he couldn’t help himself. This feeling wouldn’t last long. He was sure he would be back to being a complete asshole and push everyone away again tomorrow. For now, though, he gave in to his brokenness and the grief that was swallowing him whole.

i miss u.

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When it came to Delilah, two things were certain. One, she always saw the best in everyone she knew without fail. Two, no matter what someone did or how things left off, she’d always be there with open arms if they needed someone. Sure, this wasn’t the best mindset for her to have because it usually meant she was walked all over but she never wanted anyone to feel lonely. Not if she could help it. And this message only cemented that in her heart. Obviously she’d known Jace was at the same cafe as her, it was almost like the connection of childhood crush gave her her own personal Jace radar! Every stolen glance in his direction hurt her just that little bit more. But she knew him, she knew he’d push her away later... but that was something she’d have to deal with when the time came.

what are you going to do about it?

As much as she wanted to go over to the boy, part of her knew it wouldn’t be that easy. He’d reached out, he could make the next move. In her head things were different, she’d got the messages and called him over to fix what they’d broken... or at least ignore it for the moment. However, this was Jace and they’d been here before. Forgetting the past to move on and be friends again only for it to be thrown back in her face. So this time, it was his choice. If he wanted to fix it or just forget for the day then she was here and would accept it but if not and it was purely out of nostalgic pain then they could both go on with their lives like it never happened. Her eyes glanced back up from her phone and over to the familiar face. Watching and waiting for whatever was to come next.

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It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.

Lemony Snicket, When Did You See Her Last?

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In another world, we could have been so much more.

the-young-and-bold, writing prompt #65: write a ten-word-story (via austenns)

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literally me and my friends 

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People who are meant to be, always find their way back. It might take minutes, or hours, days, weeks, or even years, but they will always find a way back to each other, no matter what.

i know it’ll still be me and you in the end. (via kanyekardashians)

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deliliah knox on latenightseth’s instagram story - 28/01/2019

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“don’t be sorry, i would’ve been worried someone had replaced my girlfriend with some stranger if you hadn’t,” he teased. there really was no need for her to be sorry. after all, he’d had his share of alcohol once he’d finished performing as well. “i think that’s 998 times that you’ve told me how proud you are now in 2019 alone,” kauri poked fun even though it made his heart swell every time she told him. “thank you, and i’m proud of you, you know that.”

there was no denying that delilah did not deserve the boy in front of her. he loved her for who she was, flaws and all. he was the thing she always thanked god for. “i mean, i’m making up for lost time aaand i’m always going to be proud of you, no matter what.” she smiled, wrapping her arms around his body and holding him close. “thank you. it means a lot.”

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“I’m not afraid to keep up the effort. You’ll crack one day. Sloppy classy fun, huh? I think I’ll have to see it for myself because I’ve never heard of such a thing.”

“do you enjoy making my life difficult, bentley? yep. i’m sloppy classy fun. maybe you should tag along when i next go out, i sure know how to put a smile on people’s faces and how to have a good time.”

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“oh yeah, definitely,” he joked, shaking his head to go along with his words, “i mean, you should’ve seen her, holy shit…” always falling victim to her puppy eyes, however, kauri smiled genuinely at his girl as he pulled her close and, this time, asked seriously, “how’s your hangover?”

his movements settled her heart, even though she knew he’d been kidding all along. a part of her still worried that maybe one day he’d realise just how much better he’d be without her but luckily, she had him to love right now. “better now, and i’m sorry i got so drunk.. i was just so proud and so happy.”