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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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i love this lady
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So I saw this FTW BTS VS IKON video in YT and this nonKpop lady was kinda serious about the Mars thing i just cant-
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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SEE THEY MATCH <3
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Sorry not sorry bless who made this photo
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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CAN WE PLEASE MAKE PARK JIMIN(15&) THE QUEEN OF TRAP IN KPOP
She’s so good she deserves to create more music the way she loves to do not what her company pushes her. 
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In her interview she said she composed like 20+ songs but her company was like ‘no, lets do what the crowd knows about you being the slow ballad-er’ :’((((  
I find this very frustrating T_T
In her latest album and in her soundcloud its clear her true style is Kehlani/Halsey/Mo-ish AND SHE DEFINITELY ROCKS IT
UGH JYPE LISTEN! https://soundcloud.com/molaofficial/myway https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fL6osRNYzs https://soundcloud.com/molaofficial/youshouldbehere
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjmNt9Hnmp0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jg-j2Fdj2zw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ev34SVZBfkU
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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Black Pink’s Lisa
YG’s 1st foreigner - Thai
Bad-ass Dancer, Rapper, Vocal & Maknae
97 born
170cm
CUTIE
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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JUNGKOOK X LISA
I SHIP THESE TWO BECAUSE ITS ABOUT TIME JUNGKOOK! It’s about time the golden maknae find his match
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I dunno but I kinda find these similarities that I what to think JK can get insecure considering his rival(?) would be a girl- Lisa. Black Pink’s Lisa Manoban First look at her position in the Group: Dancer, Rapper, Vocalist, Maknae (=JK position xD)
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Remember JK’s ideal type?
Someone who’s at least 168 cm but smaller than me, is a good wife, good at cooking, smart, has pretty legs, and is nice.
Lisa is tall - 170cm and legs ;)
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- Sexy Dance Skills!
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I mean just look at them matching boots! considering JKs love for combat boots <3
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We all know JK is good at most and is very competitive but their are things he can never beat with Lisa.
1. She’s a foreigner- besides the fact JK already lose to language proficiency lol he can’t question alot about her because of culture differences.
2. She’s in YG. Ahem, her sunbaes/ her brothers - Bigbang, is JK’s role model, enough to make him insecure already x)
3. She’s older HAHA (by few months but still~)
But instead of rivalry I just want them to be a cute couple actually xD
I really hope they’ll interact soon huhu
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TOO EXCITED FOR BLACKPINK’S DEBUT 
but really, I’m shipping them <3
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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Don’t
Pre debut song, Dreamin’ - Rap Monster
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kbOPBbj7QUo
BTS Rap Monster/ Kim Namjoon and You
BTS Fanfic | One Shot | Part 3
Summary: flashback to your first encounter
3 years ago, before BTS Debut
In a rap battle event,
“Oppa I love hiphop but..”
“I told you, just once, you have to experience how live hip hop actually works. It will help your skills, I promise. Come on..” Zico was dragging you to enter the building,
“These places are scary. Its like every person in here will talk to you with swear words”
You have just graduated highschool that time and your love to kpop underground music was that strong that you flew to Korea and try and pursue your composing career. Thankfully you already have friends in the hiphop community since you kept contact on small producers in the scene. That’s also how you met Heize. On the other hand, you were still not comfortable with that community since you felt like an outsider. Although they actually like you because they’ve heard some of your tracks and pretty much believe that you’re a prodigy. So since you’re just starting they advised you to try this and that to blend in the urban underground style. However, you’re a quite person who actually enjoys alone moments. You weren’t even that sure if hiphop community was the environment you want to breathe in but your friends drag you around. Like they’re pressuring you and bad-influencing you. You love hiphop but not the dirty hiphop, you were more like the type who enjoys r&b style or melo-type. Your mind wasn’t eager to start in this category. You just wanted to make music that inspires, positive songs. Not dissing or swearing.
“Lara, can you please have a life,” they say. So Heize was dating Zico that time and she introduced you to him as an aspiring composer and he was more willing to help.
“Yah, we’re not like that. Okay so that’s what you worry, aigoo. Well, you’re a foreigner so it makes sense. Don’t think too much about other hiphop countries. We’ll take care of you. Heize is already inside,”
Well you don’t really have a choice since you’re here now. Atleast you have people you know inside. You were just wearing an oversized flannel, ragged jeans, boots and a cap – very tomboy and hideous. So you just kept quite in the corner.
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They walk towards a table and since Zico is quite famous he introduced you to a bunch of hiphop duded you can’t even remember. You just awkwardly greeted them one by one.
The lights are blinding and the beats are deafening. You can’t even concentrate on what they’re saying because they’re too fast and your Korean fluency is not in that level. You almost regret going,
“I’m just going to the bathroom, Unnie” you said at Heize’s ears and so she directed you where it is.
You checked your phone and you saw a message,
Yoongi: “Why are you here?”
What that idiot is here too?
You: “None of your business”
Yoongi: “Are you dating someone from those guys? Are you trying to social climb?”
What the fuxx I swear if I see him ~ You didn’t even care to reply.
After going out the bathroom, a piano melody started. “Drums” said a low attractive voice. Then asimple drum beat started for the next performer and it got you, it was quite sensible and catchy. Then the rapper started quite clear with a nice flow. It made you stop and look at the stage and listen,
Yeah yeah ye-e-h
I’ve always chased after my “dream” Almost falling into the trap of giving up because it seemed too far away The seemingly never-ending stop The stuff that I could never get used to Epik High’s Fly is what first brought me to this path Could never help but repeatin’ it, just felt like dying And illmatic, and just said life’s a bitch Cannot flip, now I can’t say my life’s a bitch Can’t forget the times when I stayed up all night writing and memorizing lyrics The first time I went to Hongdae in my tacky tee and New Era Even the feelings of excitement I felt during my first performance I remember everything clearly and even now
Everything is happening, step by step You’re emerging Don’t forget the start, don’t forget the start Don’t forget those times Everything is happening, step by step You’re emerging Don’t forget the start, don’t forget the start Don’t forget those times
Never forget, baby
The lyrics were like speaking to you. It made you think about your dreams..and curious at the rapper at the same time,
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Yeah I can’t forget the one who opened my ears, Eminem “Without Me” Yeah you say, now I can never live without this Oh, to the old me, the one that thought studying was everything The many people who showed mea new world – thanks, men This is my shy confession A tiny matrix inside a caterpillar starting to develop Anyone can succeed it if they just try I’ll eventually fulfill that dream, even with a miracle Have you forgotten Have you been washing your face only, forgetting what’s truly dirty Clinging to the hope that the next might be me My growing blindness, just hoping I don’t want to forget anything, even the times when I was in pain from frustration My light attitude towards problems Uh if I don’t have music I can’t live, even if you turn back time
Everything is happening, step by step You’re emerging Don’t forget the start, don’t forget the start Don’t forget those times
Everything is happening, step by step You’re emerging Don’t forget the start, don’t forget the start Don’t forget those times
Never forget, baby
It was short but it’s like he sang the perfect song for you tonight. You looked at the performer from afar and admired him, and his dreams.
Just then,
“Lara, I was looking for you. You have to meet these people. You might like them, your age is close to them and they’re rookies to rookies to look forward too,”
Here he goes again – you thought.
He lead you backstage.
“Annyeong Haseyo!” said a guy bowing after they saw Zico.
“Annyeong, where are the others? I want you to meet someone, She’s Lara- a rookie composer”
“Oh Annyeong I’m Hoseok. Wait let me call Yoongi hyung first, Yoongi hyung!”
You weren’t really paying attention as you saw a familiar stature 5meters across. You suddenly started going towards him and surprise him with a strike in the head.
But then out of nowhere someone came from the hallway from your right bumping you. Because of the force your hat was removed revealing your light brown long hair and your bare face. 
Then you looked at him annoyed. He was half naked! and soaked with sweat. After the encounter you felt sticky in your cheeks. “Argh!” You really hate those.
“Oh, I’m so sorry Miss I’m so sorry oh my god”
You can’t even speak with your disgust as he tries to cover his body with his wet shirt. You then looked at what a guy he is and remembered his face,
“You’re the Dreaming guy~” you thought
Someone happy was clapping and laughing was walking towards the two of you. “That’s a very nice meet up, hahahah. Nice one Namjoon hahahha” says an entertained Yoongi
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‘So Namjoon’
PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 hearts for PART 4 ~ 
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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IMAGINE You and Jin
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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IMAGINE You & JHope
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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IMAGINE JIMIN & YOU
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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DON’T
Based on the song Missing You – Lee Hi
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8wJPbmjJy0
BTS Rap Monster/ Kim Namjoon and You
BTS Fanfic | Part 2
Summary: Having a hard time forgetting all the memories although you want to
Author’s note I’m naming Y/N – as Lara since its going to be hard to distinguish who is who
I’m adding some characters too and my plot is a little bit complicated but fun so please bear with it ^^
“So you’re still regretting everything I see” came a voice from behind
That voice was familiar. You didn’t bother to look back at you and just wiped your tears. Your mood suddenly became annoyed,
He sat beside you,
“What now Yoongi?” you said.
Min Yoongi – Suga of BTS your forever frienemy.
“Wanna have a drink? You seem to need it.” He said
“What do you know about what I need” you hissed
“Here.” He put out a soju and a shot glass and begins to serve one
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“Seeing how prepared you are, you need it too” you said,
“We fought and don’t ask about it, let’s just survive this night’
“Serves you right. I hope you break up soon” you answered then took a shot
“Yah-“
“Just returning the favor,”
“I didn’t meant you and him(RM) to break up like this”
“What like this? This was what you wanted. You were the one who wants us to break up,”
“You know the reason, the media it too destructive”
“And now I’m destroyed, happy now?”
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“I only meant you should’ve been careful. I wanted you to avoid the media,”
“Yeah, luckily our relationship was never exposed yet our feelings was burnt in hell. Thanks for the advice, genius”
“Lara..” you could sense his guilt in his sighs.
“I never gave a proper apology but..I’m sorry..for those”
You looked at him weirdly. Yoongi, who was always chic is saying sorry.
“Don’t. It’s done.” You said bitterly,
“I’m still sorry, really”
You just took a shot. You don’t actually hate Yoongi that much. You only hate him because he tends to be right all the time and you know it. Even though his advices are harsh you also agree that they are the best to be done.
“I’ll make up to you. I promise”. He offered a fist bump. You know when he says something like that, he’s really sincere. You then accept the bump as a seal.
Yoongi was one of the closest guy you know.  It was 4 yrs since you became friends with him after he dated one of your friends before. They already broke up with no hard feelings but you built a friendship with Yoongi instead. And until then its like you found each other a sibling. You’re both sassy and loves composing but always bickering.
Your relationship was never hard. You don’t have to get in contact often you’ll just naturally meet and open up. The fact that he knows where your favorite spot is at the Han River proved that.
He was the one who brought you to BigHit since he knows your capabilities as a potential composer, just like him. Though he was a guy, your relationship was hard platonic. You had never seen him as a guy or him look as you as a girl. In fact, you always help each other when you date someone.
But that time with you and Namjoon, he opposed about it.
Namjoon
The same night
2am and he still can’t sleep. He browse his phone and look at all the random photos. Just like what he does everynight. It helps him sleep that way. Seeing those pictures. No matter how silly and trivial it was.
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Like the picture of their ramyeon moments, or the close up picture of her ears with all her piercings or their hands~
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Or the picture of the sunrise at the rooftop – he had to work all night and she decided to accompany and help him. They weren’t official that time, but he stole a kiss on the cheek that morning.
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He remembered when he tried to surprised her at her apartment one time expecting how she’ll look different without make up only for him to be surprised instead that she looked the same – beautiful.
He also remembers those days they both just naturally dress alike and Jimin takes a photo.
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He imagined her face. He doesn’t have a photo of her face in his phone now but in his mind, he could clearly see her smiling, her messy hair, her small mole at her nose and beside her eyes.
He miss her so bad. Everyday, everynight.
It was 3:30 am and he still can’t sleep. He got up and went at the living room.
Right then, he remembered something important. He texted Eunji,
AN: Italic are Lee Hi -Missing You’s lyrics
back to Han River with you and Suga
“Do you really miss him?” he asked
*shots*
Will there come a day when all is forgotten? A day will come when I can close my eyes and not think of you When I hear from my friends about you I would just nod Like you’re a stranger
“Obviously” he said looking at you taking another shot
He knows you too well. 
“God you’re so wrecked. Be a lady.”
You just glared at him. 
Just like that, each day passed And it’s like we never happened
The night is getting deep and with the alcohol the atmosphere seem to make you open up.
I live as someone who never loved you And when I think of you out of nowhere I want to laugh I’m sick of myself I don’t want to be like this
“How can I be this miserable when I’m the one who asked for this?”
“I know you’re very good at erasing bad memories, why can’t you just forget it? Dude it’s almost a year”
I’m missin’ you You may hate me for being this way I’m missin’ you I kept holding on to you and time Passed and tears fall Why are you still in my heart I don’t want to be memories to you just yet I’m sorry I’m missing you
“Dude, I’m trying! Wasn’t that the reason why I don’t keep contact even with you! God. And then today that song I composed for him just played!”
“Then why did you compose something that was released for the whole nation to hear??”
“I didn’t know! I gave it to Heize to get rid of it but maybe I was just too good of a composer that she actually promoted it??”
“You’re still so full of yourself. Even in this miserable state you are now”
“Well fxxx my life. A lot of nights I can’t sleep cause I think of him and even if I sleep he’s there! I might go crazy pretty enough soon” You didn’t notice you were already crying. The alcohol is doing its job and your feelings are overwhelming you now.
When I forget it all, I would become like you (Someday) I would call your name like it’s nothing And ask you how you are doing I wouldn’t stop breathing when you tell me that you’re doing fine And I wouldn’t cry, but I can’t do that now
“Of all girls, Eunji, God-give Eunji. How could not anybody love her? I too even have a crush on her. Ughhh”
I’m missin’ you You may hate me for being this way I’m missin’ you I kept holding on to you and time passed And tears fall Why are you still in my heart I don’t want to be memories to you just yet Please understand I’m missing you
Suga looks at you like you are crazy right now. Clearly you are drunk. Suga is already used to you being like this for awhile. If he’s not busy he always look after you when you get this drunk. Yoongi was limiting his intake cause he gets drunk pretty easily and he has to drive.
“I better get you home now lady, aigoo”
It was 3:30am and he still can’t sleep. He got up and went at the living room. He noticed Yoongi hasn’t come back too. He send him a message reminding about their interview early later.
Right then, he remembered something important. He texted Eunji,
“Hi Noona, sorry for the late text, are you still awake? Just incase. We’re having an interview tomorrow and in the script they’re asking how we first met. I just have to consult you cause you know, we have to align our answers. I hope you answer soon”
She answered
“Yow, just tell them something broad. We first met backstage greeting each other hehehe”
“You’re awake! But noona, that’s not even romantic! You know how broadcasts, they want something interesting to talk about haha”
“Hahaha, uhmmm…okay, wait I’ll think”
While waiting for her reply, he tried to remember that day when they first met. He just finished performing at an underground hip hop battle so he’s all sweaty. When he entered Bangtan’s dressing room he just carelessly removed his wet shirt when she bumped into his chest.
He laughed a little. She then replied,
“You can just say we met backstage and you tripped over me or I tripped over you. Just say whatever you feel like saying. Hahaah sorry I’m not good at this”
“Hahaha..alright! Ey Noona, don’t be sorry. Thank you Noona for agreeing to do this. Goodnight!”
“We signed up for this so fighting! 6 more months until we break up! Haha. Goodnight too and goodluck with the interview!”
It was a stint. A publicity technique to get rid of the past scandals and get more promotions. This marketing strategy is known deep in the industry. In short, their relationship was fake and is all for show. Eunji’s management handler agreed to help Namjoon’s reputation back in a 12 months contract and in return Eunji should have a 65% of the profit. In Namjoon’s case, they needed her so they agreed. Namjoon was already friends with Eunji before so he personally asked her and was very grateful that she was kind enough to agree with the terms.
No one knew about this but Bangtan and Apink.  
And the memories that flood him everynight was with Lara. He only wanted to remember the good things and he wants to keep them until everything gets settled. He never forgot her and is planning to comeback for her.
at Suga’s car to your home
“Just so he wait when I move on, I’ll find a better cooler guy than him. I just have to erase everything. Soon enough I’ll forget him. I can do it I know it. And by that time, I can face him and feel nothing. huh”
When I erase you I’m afraid I will erase myself too If I lose one thread of memory I’m afraid that everything might fall apart That’s why I’m holding on Is my small regret too burdensome for you Did you already let me go Come back to me
“But shit there he is. With all the glory and luck. Just as what I wished for him. How stupid I am to wish for someone better for him when he was my other half,” 
I’m missin’ you You may hate me for being this way I’m missin’ you I kept holding on to you and time Passed and tears fall Why are you still in my heart I don’t want to be memories to you just yet I’m sorry I’m missing you 
 “It’s not fair Yoongi its not fair.”  then you dozed off
Remembering the interview later in the morning, he noticed Yoongi hasn’t come back.  If he doesn’t come back at 5am they could be late at the salon.
It was almost 5am when the door opened.
“Where did you go, hyung? We have a schedule at 8am we have to go in an hour and you just arrived,” I just have to, his my responsibility if our schedule gets ruin
“Yeah sorry, I’ll prepare now” Yoongi said.
“Where have you been all night? That’s out of the rules”
“Okay, I drunk a little bit but she got out of hand and I had to take her home”
“Please hyung, can you use the only time we have to rest to actually do. We have tons of hectic schedules, you know. Its stressing”
The argument had Jin wake up and he suddenly checked the two at the living room,
“Yah, what’s all these fighting early in the morning?”
JHope and Jimin also woke up and were worried so they came to the living room too.
Suga didn’t mind everyone and answered Namjoon straight in the eye.
“By the looks of it, you didn’t use your time to rest either.”
Namjoon looked away “I was with Lara. She got too drunk again so I had to take her home,”
Then he exited.
He stood there, not knowing what to do
with all the members – now finally awake after the mention of Lara
“It’s not fair Yoongi its not fair.”
I’ll be like this just for today I will forget you
“It really is not fair..for the both of you”  - Yoongi
I’m missing you
PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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Tae to V in .00000001 sec
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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WOW
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BTS Jungkook
Watercolor BTS Seris #1 2016
Fan Art
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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Go out and be productive-
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hallyuplaylist-blog · 9 years ago
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IMAGINE Jungkook & You
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IMAGINE Suga & You
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IMAGINE RapMon & You
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Don't
Based from the song Don't Comeback - Heize (feat. Junhyung) 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQu1AsKHH4Q
 BTS Rap Monster/ Kim Namjoon and You 
 Fanfic | One Shot | Part 1
Summary: A moving-on song you composed from your break up from Namjoon
 the feel is everything from the song it's self 
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 “Hey Y/N, so apparently that song Heize just released was from you huh?”
 “Huh? What?” you were too focused on some beat you’re arranging on the computer. 
 “Yah, stop it. I’m ordering you to stop. You haven’t even had lunch yet, here eat this kimbap” 
 You felt your stomach grumbling. You moved away your rolling chair away from your composing devices and took a break. 
 You’re a rookie female composer training at AOMG under Gray’s supervision from a year now after you left BigHit. You’ve been composing and making lyrics in the industry 4 years from now and you’ve made a couple of good lyrics. In the hip hop composing scene you’re considered as a rising rookie with your amazing skills and big names actually acknowledged and know who you are. 
 Yes, you excelled in your professional life BUT worst in your love life. 
 As you eat, Gray continued the topic. 
 “So have you heard it yet?’ 
 “What song?” 
 “Ughhh..Don’t Comeback is the title. Yah, are you that busy you can’t keep track of your works? She said you composed and gave it to her.” 
 Don’t Comeback was the only thing that echoes in your head. You felt some shivers, then you shook them. 
 “Oh? Ugh maybe. Haha. You know how busy I am,” you replied keeping your calm. But you wanted to forget everything about that lyrics. 
 “You’re always overworking yourself and no ones even rushing you. Stop stressing yourself, y/n. Ow, I remember, theirs a launch party later you should come. Have some fun, you deserve it,” 
You actually don’t like crowded places and strangers but because the hip hop scene tend to have clubbing events and parties sometimes you’re pulled to go. But in some occasions, you’d go to have a drink not to have fun but to avoid the unbearable lonely nights. You either get so drunk you pass out or you drown yourself to someone and regret it the next day. At parties or not it has been worse ever since. Ever since that one rainy night. 
 *flashback* 
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 “Keuman haja. Let’s stop it” you said 
 Rain is pouring heavily outside but the atmosphere inside the car is as heavy. You and Namjoon felt more than suffocating. 
 He just sat still. His usual smart objectives in things doesn’t work as his emotions flood his mind and body. And its more than aching. 
 “We both know we’re not going anywhere and we have to have a normal relationship not like this everytime, I’m tired Joon..” 
 You are right. And he knew well too 
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 You’ve started to get fond of Namjoon when Zico introduced you to him. And because you’re the closest age as him, you became best buddies with him. Instead of a very romantic relationship with him, you and Namjoon are like the perfect partners. You two are complete opposite but you blend so well. Namjoon is a sexy rap genius, you are a sweet melody hiphop prodigy. Namjoon is clumsy and messy while you’re neat and organized. You also both have matching taste in fashion. Although Namjoon seem to dress more since he’s an artist. You wear grunge but clean. Even the music genre people around you approved of you. You started as an intern to one of BigHits composer so you worked with BTS. You composed together, played together, hangout together, dork together, get in trouble together - you we’re inseparable. And then naturally you both fell inlove like all the pieces have fallen into the right places. 
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 “I’ll talk to Bang PD,” was all he could say 
 You smiled a little, “Don’t” a tear fell silently on your left eye. 
 He suddenly burst, “I LOVE YOU DAMMIT WHY ARE RUNNING AWAY EVERYTIME I TELL YOU ILL FIGHT FOR YOU?!” 
 So your tears keep flowing as you faced him. “It’s nonsense Joon you know its not going anywhere. Soon enough we’re going to break up why not just end it simply and let’s move on while everything’s whole?” 
 “Whole?? You’re breaking me into pieces everytime. We’ve passed through those dispatch pictures before. Second time is whatever. We know what to do. I don’t fucking care about the comments whatever bullshit they say. We’ve recovered from it before, we can do it again! Please baby..” 
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 You met, you became friends, you got close and then you fell inlove. All pretty things –NO- it does not end there. Being inlove is not eveything. Reality strikes. You’re just a rookie composer and he was Rap Monster – the leader of one of the most popular groups in KPOP now. And the ravenous media are always hungry. 
 A year ago you two were caught cuddling at a bar with drinks. Namjoon suffered a lot of dirty stuffs from that single picture. He’d been into a lot of harsh headlines such as “Destructed by fame – drinking, clubbing with different girls” He had to take a break for 4 months until they cleared things out. No one suspected your relationship but the destruction to everything from that scandal felt heavy in your hands. You tried to break up with him that time also but you came together again as you can’t avoid him when you were working with BigHit before. But now, you seem to have enough. 
 “This time is a huge blow Joon! You punched someone!” 
“To protect you from an asshole!”
“That’s why...I can’t do this anymore..Joon, you keep getting in trouble because of me. I may not be harmed but it pains me that you’re getting dragged down because of me” you wept more.
 “then I’ll-“ 
 “Stop it Joon please let’s just stop it! It’s been a month since it broke out. And things are still not progressing well for you. My guilt won’t let me continue this. All because of this, now you can’t go anywhere, no shows no invites, fan clubs are closing and you’re being as reckless as ever. Please wake up to your senses Namjoon you’re supposed to smarter than me.” 
 He held your face and look it to your eyes and wiped you tears as his kept flowing “I only know I love you now..”
 You can actually see through his eyes everything he is, you can’t help but cry, “As much as I love you, we have to stop this to survive in this ruthless industry. It’s the only way Joon. I love you so I’m letting you go,” 
Pain devoured you’re body as you gave him your last kiss. 
 “Goodbye Joon,” 
 And you left that car and walked through that rain cold as you, 
 *end of flashback 
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 You walk through the Han River tonight as your usual. Just to breathe, 
 You sat in your usual spot. 
A sweet melody with a beat suddenly starts from the speaker around the Han River area. 
 When it rains I still look for you along while making the raindrops my beat 
 I’m not ok, not even tomorrow 
 It’s obvious that longing will wake me up, not my alarm 
 I want to hug you and hold onto you, who was once mine 
 I want to see myself in your twinkling eyes 
 I’m living in regret after letting you go 
If you ever hear this song Please just listen and forget about it 
 Goosebumps felt all over you. 
This is your lyrics you gave Heize 6 months ago, 
Don’t come back to me 
Don’t look at me, just pass me by 
Because you have to be happy 
Be happy with someone who resembles you 
Ok, this is a song that longs for you 
But don’t misunderstand 
Cuz this isn’t a song to make you come back 
I’ll be honest, I wanna go back 
Everything is still in my phone 
But now I know 
She’s better for you than me 
 Some things crushing your heart 
 Don’t fool yourself I’m just something you can use in your lyrics 
I’m nothing to you 
This song won’t even last 4 minutes 
And our love wasn’t small enough to fit in it 
Just tell me to piss off so I can easily understand 
I don’t understand things like “this breakup is for you” 
If that’s not it, then stop this song immediately 
And come hug me like nothing happened 
 You felt him said those to you and you wish 
 Don’t come back to me 
Don’t look at me, just pass me by 
Because you have to be happy 
Be happy with someone who resembles you 
If I ever call you If I’m ever waiting for you in front of your house 
Turn off your phone on rainy days 
It’ll just be for a moment, it’s all a show 
Don’t get weak and think carefully 
ou struggled because of my selfish ways 
Even when you were out with your friends 
You were too nice and always had to worry about me 
You don’t deserve to be unhappy 
I’m not confident to be a good person like you 
So there’s no other way but to let you go 
I don’t expect you to understand 
 Don’t turn away like this 
 How can I be happy with someone that’s not you? 
 I have to be happy 
 So I need you, I need you 
 The song ended and you failed to keep your eyes dry and you felt every pain again. 
And he did find another girl. An awesome girl you could never compete with. APink’s Eunji. Nothing more to say – she’s Eunji, not just talented and pretty but a kind woman with a very cool personality.
6 months ago, pictures of Namjoon and her at a café looking at each other lovingly and wholesomely spread out and took the showbiz in storm. Because of Namjoon’s scandal’s before netizens were protective of Eunji but then Eunji gave an statement in an interview that made everyone approved of them. They even say that because of Eunji, Rapmon regained his reputation back. Now they are on of the hot couples in the Kpop scene.
You couldn’t agree more. Although it hurts you a lot that he’s finally with someone you think its what’s best for him. You thought that’s what you wished for him. While he’s finally in a good situation you on the hand has never been wrecked before. You didn’t just felt broken. It was like you lost half of your soul,
So you write a final song and promised that after it you’ll focus on work hardly so you can move on too. Heize was your friend and you decided to just gave it her. She knows your story too. But you didn’t know she would actually promote it as a single. You actually forgot about it until now.  
And now all the pain is coming back.
 “so you’re still regretting everything I see” came a voice from behind 
PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3
 Hi I'm Lyn! 
A huge South Korea Fan! Not just Kpop but the whole S.Korea really 😍 
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