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Dear My Lovely Dami,

I want to start by apologizing for my behavior yesterday. I know I might have seemed like I cared more about others than you, and I realize now how that must have felt. The truth is, I was wrong. I made a mistake, and I’m sorry. What happened doesn’t mean I care about anyone more than you. You are my priority, my everything, and the person I hold closest to my heart.

I love you, Dami—always. Even when I’m mad, upset, or disappointed, my love for you never changes. It’s constant and unwavering.

Sayang, you weren’t wrong for spreading positivity. Sometimes, we really do need that in life. The issue wasn’t with you—it’s with me and my own overthinking. I let questions like, "Why would she do that to me?" linger in my mind, and it overwhelmed me. You're the person I trust and open up to about everything, and maybe I was expecting something different in that moment. When your response didn’t match what I was hoping for, I unfairly let it upset me.

I thought you were siding with someone else instead of supporting me, but after re-reading what you said last night, I understand now. You were right. If I were in your position, I probably would’ve done the same.

I’m sorry again for yesterday, and I hope you can forgive me. Thank you for always being patient with me and helping me grow. I’m grateful for you every single day.

With all my love,

Your huby. 🤍

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Three Months In, and I’m Still Falling

Three months ago, something extraordinary happened—I fell in love. It wasn’t one of those fleeting moments or a spark that fades with time. It was deep, genuine, and life-changing.

What amazes me most is that this love hasn’t wavered; instead, it has grown. Every day, I find new reasons to admire and cherish the person who’s captured my heart. It’s the way they make me feel seen, the way they accept me for who I am, flaws and all.

Sometimes, love can feel like a race against time, but for me, it’s like planting a seed and watching it flourish with every passing day. And even though life gets busy, one thing remains constant: my heart belongs to the same incredible person it chose three months ago.

So, here’s to love that lasts. To the moments that remind you why you fell, and to the journey of falling deeper every day.

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Hello my favorite person ❤️

Here we are again, meeting on the 8th. On the Same date, with same amazing person by my side, but in a new month. I can’t say it enough—how grateful I am every single day to have you with me. I know I’ve said this before on our last two monthsaries, but I’d say it every day, every month, every year if I could, because it’s true every time.

This month may have been busier for both of us, each wrapped up in our own things, but no matter how full the days get, our connection doesn’t waver. Even when our conversations are shorter, just knowing we get to talk before bed means the world to me. Every second with you is a moment I cherish deeply.

Sayang, I know I’ve told you this before, but I miss you. I miss us. Over the past three months, we’ve had so many moments—some full of laughter, some a bit tougher, and others where we’ve lifted each other up. I wouldn’t trade a single one. Those little arguments, the times we’ve made each other smile, and even the times we’ve wiped each other’s tears—they’re all part of this journey I’m so grateful to share with you.

No words could ever be enough to thank you for everything you've done for me. You've been my support, my strength, and I’m so grateful for you. You’ve been here for me, even on my hardest days. When everything feels overwhelming, when I feel close to giving up, you’re the one who’s there to guide me and remind me of my strength. In my darkest moments, you’re my light, showing me the way.

Thank you for being here, for being you. Here’s to many more months and memories together. Happy 3rd monthsary, my love.

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Happy 2nd Monthsary, My Love! ❤️

Two months may not seem like a long time, but every moment with you feels like a beautiful lifetime of memories. From the first time we met to the smallest gestures we share, you’ve made each day brighter and more meaningful.

In these two months, I’ve learned so much about you, and every new discovery makes me fall deeper in love. Whether it's your laugh that lights up the room, your kindness that touches everyone around you, or simply the way you make me feel safe and loved—everything about you is perfect to me.

Little do you remember the time where I kept asking you what made you fall in love with me. I still wonder about it today. I’m far from perfect. I often don’t know how to express my feelings, I’m not great with words, and I know I’m a dry texter. I’m not a fun person like the ones you might see on your timeline. I’m far from romantic or sweet, and I don’t know how to make things look aesthetic or creative. All I know is how to love you wholeheartedly.

Then, you told me that none of that matters, as long as it’s me. You accept me for who I am. That’s something I’ll always be grateful for—you’ve given me the comfort to be myself when I’m with you. I may not know how to express it in words, but I am incredibly thankful for having such an amazing girl like you.

These 60 days have been filled with laughter, joy, and even challenges, but through it all, I’ve seen how strong and beautiful our connection is. I’m so grateful for the love we share and the time we spend together. You’ve shown me the true meaning of love, and I promise to keep cherishing you and making you smile every chance I get.

Atapu, I love you ❤️

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Celebrating One Month Together

Dear Dami,

Today, September 8, marks a special milestone for us. While it might not be the exact date we met or fell in love, it’s the day we officially became each other’s significant other. Happy one-month anniversary, baby!

In just one month, we've experienced so much together. It’s been a rollercoaster of joy and challenges, but I’m grateful that we’ve navigated it all hand-in-hand. Our journey has been filled with both high and low moments, and through it all, our love has only grown stronger.

I want to take a moment to celebrate you. Your kindness, patience, and unwavering support have made this month incredible. You have an amazing ability to understand and accept me for who I am, and your love shines through in every moment we share. Your presence brings so much joy and light into my life, and I truly admire your strength and grace.

We've learned to understand and support each other, embracing our differences and celebrating our similarities. Our relationship thrives on tolerance and unconditional love, and I cherish how we’ve stood by each other without judgment.

Here’s to many more months of happiness, growth, and adventure together. I’m excited for everything that lies ahead for us, and I’m so thankful to have you by my side. I love you ❤️

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Missing her more with every heartbeat.

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A Perfect Day Out: A Picnic with My Girlfriend

Sometimes, the simplest days become the most memorable. The day reminded us how beautiful life can be when you take the time to enjoy the simple things together.

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Today Was the Hardest Day—But She Made It Better

Today was one of the hardest days I’ve faced in a long time. I'm feeling drained, both physically and emotionally, and every task seemed like a mountain I couldn’t climb. I wondered if I could get through it all, and for a moment, the thought of giving up crossed my mind.

But then, just when I was about to lose hope, when I felt like I was at my lowest, she was there—steady, supportive, and unwavering. She didn’t need to say much, but her presence alone brought me the strength I needed. Her kind words, her warm smile, and her unwavering support were enough to remind me that I wasn’t alone in this.

It’s in moments like these that I can’t help but wonder what I did to deserve someone as precious as her in my life. What past kindness, what act of luck, could have led to me finding someone so kindhearted, so sweet, and so full of light?

If someone were to ask me how much I like her, I’d be lost for words. Liking doesn’t even come close to what I feel. I love her—deeply, completely, and in ways that words will always fall short of capturing. And if they asked why I love her, I’d simply say that love doesn’t need a reason. She just is, and that’s more than enough.

She’s the reason I can face the hardest days. She listens when I need to vent, offers a shoulder when I need to cry, and just is when I need silent support. In her presence, I find the strength to keep going, to push through the doubt and the fatigue. She’s the light in my darkest moments, the hope that guides me when I feel lost.

To her, I can only say thank you. Thank you for being you. Thank you for believing in me when I struggle to believe in myself. You give me the courage to chase my dreams, the hope that tomorrow will be better, and the love that makes life worth living

Today was hard, but she made it better. And for that, I am eternally grateful.

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Another Fine Day with Her: Cherishing the Little Moments

Another fine day unfolds, and with her by my side, everything feels brighter. Her presence adds a special kind of magic to the day, turning ordinary moments into cherished memories. Today is a reminder of how wonderful life can be when shared with someone who truly matters.

We decided to go out for a date, the first date since we became together. We walked hand in hand at the itaewon street, talking about everything and nothing. Having lunch at a cozy cafe, with two iced Americano enhancing our peaceful evening, we talked about our plans, dreams, and the silly things only we get. Sharing a meal with someone you love turns an ordinary day into something extraordinary. Every bite, laugh, and shared glance reminded me of how lucky I am to have her by my side.

As I sit here now, reflecting on the day, I’m filled with gratitude. For her, for the little moments that make life so beautiful, for the love that makes every day worth living. It’s easy to get caught up in the hustle and bustle of life, to forget to stop and appreciate the simple joys that surround us. But today was a reminder of just how precious these moments are.

Another fine day with her—a day filled with love, laughter, and the kind of happiness that can only come from being with the one you love. I’m reminded once again that it’s not the big, grand gestures that matter most, but the small, everyday moments that make life so incredibly special.

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From Friends to Something More—A Day of Realizations and New Beginnings.

Yesterday was a day I’ll never forget. After weeks (maybe even months) of wondering if we felt the same way about each other, the moment finally happened—I confessed, and she said yes. Today was our first day officially together as a couple, and it was everything I’d hoped for and more.

Today, I woke up with a smile that wouldn’t fade and a warmth in my chest that I never want to go away. This is how our first day as a couple unfolded—full of emotions, discoveries, and the realization that this was just the beginning of something beautiful. I can’t wait for all the tomorrows that we’ll spend together, for all the new memories we’ll create, and for this new chapter in our lives that’s just begun.

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Two Months of Love: A Confession.

Today, August 8, marks exactly two months since I met Dami. In this short span of time, my feelings for her have grown exponentially. Every day, every minute, and every second, I find myself missing her more and more. It's a feeling that’s consuming me, and I can’t help but wonder if this is what people mean when they talk about being madly in love.

What I can say for certain is that my affection for her is deep and genuine. Each day, I find myself wanting to make her a permanent part of my life. But today, I’ve decided it’s the right moment to express these feelings openly. Is it too soon to confess? Perhaps. But the anticipation has been building, and I can no longer wait to share my heart.

I want the world to know just how much I love her and how important she is to me. Dami, I love you with all my heart and I am not willing to share this love with anyone else so..

Regardless of her response—whether it’s a yes or a no—my feelings remain steadfast. I hope for a future where I can proudly say that I have a beautiful, incredible girlfriend who means the world to me. Here’s to hoping that our love story is just beginning and that it’s as wonderful as I envision it to be.

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In a sea of people, my eyes will always search for you❤️

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One Fine Day: A Food Date with Dami

There’s something special about the air today. The sky is clear, the sun is shining, and the city seems to hum with a gentle excitement. Today, I’ve decided to take Dami out for a food date. It’s not our first time going out together, holding hands like a real couple. But this time, it feels different.

As we walk side by side, my fingers intertwined with hers, I can't help but feel a mix of emotions. I’ve missed her so much, even though she’s right in front of me. My heartbeat, surprisingly, remains steady and controlled, but my eyes can't seem to look away from her.

What is this feeling? It’s as if my affection for her has grown even stronger, making me feel impatient and eager. I find myself contemplating the idea of confessing my feelings to her. Is this the right time? Am I truly ready for the commitment that might follow?

And what about her? Does she feel the same way? Is she okay with everything that’s happening between us? These questions swirl in my mind, creating a whirlwind of uncertainty and anticipation.

We arrive at one of my favorite cafes, a cozy place that can give us the calming and relaxing. As we settle into our seats and begin to order, I watch her, studying her every move. Her smile, her laugh, the way she talk – everything about her captivates me.

Our conversation flows easily, but underneath the surface, my thoughts are racing. The urge to tell her how I feel grows stronger with each passing minute. I imagine the different ways I could bring it up, the words I might use, and how she might respond.

The food arrives, and we savor each bite, enjoying the flavors and the atmosphere. But my mind is still preoccupied with the question: Should I confess? The uncertainty is both thrilling and terrifying.

As we finish our meal and prepare to leave, I feel a surge of determination. I don’t know if there will ever be a perfect moment, but I do know that I care about her deeply. Taking a deep breath, I turn to her, ready to take a leap of faith..

“Dami,...” I begin, my voice steady despite the butterflies in my stomach.

But then, I find myself hesitating. Those three meaningful words linger on the tip of my tongue, yet I can't quite say them. It’s not because I don’t feel that way – my feelings for her are beyond anything I could have imagined. It’s because I want those words to be truly meaningful when I finally say them. Until the right moment comes, atapu to you, Dami.

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Unspoken Love: Waiting for the Right Time

There are moments in life when we meet someone who completely captivates our heart. Their smile, their voice, the way they move through the world—it all becomes an inescapable symphony playing in our minds. I have found such a person, someone who has become the center of my universe.

Loving them feels like a beautiful dream, a melody that lingers in my soul long after the last note has been played. Yet, despite this deep connection, circumstances have kept us apart. Timing, fate, or perhaps life's intricate dance has decided that we are not meant to be together, at least not yet.

Every day, I carry this love with me, tucked away in a corner of my heart, hoping that one day the stars will align, and we will finally have our chance. Until then, I cherish the moments we share, the laughter, the fleeting glances, the conversations that make my heart race.

It's not easy, loving someone from afar, but this love is a testament to the power of the human heart. It teaches patience, resilience, and the unwavering belief that some things are worth waiting for. So, I will wait, holding onto hope and the belief that one day, this love story will find its perfect ending.

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I don't care how hard being together is, nothing is worse than being apart.

I think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart.

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They say friends, turn to lovers

And lovers turn to friends

Is this how this story ends?

Oh, I trust, when I say it with my chest

I think I love her? But not as a friend.

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Navigating the Gray Area: The Story of Two Hearts Unsure.

In our hearts' hidden places, some relationships defy easy labels. They're deep with feelings but hard to define. This is the story of two friends connected by affection, yet haunted by their pasts

Dami and me had a special connection that went beyond the usual. Our friendship was filled with sweet moments—a gentle touch, shared smiles across a room, and late-night talks that lasted until morning. Each gesture held unspoken feelings, silently acknowledging a deeper bond.

But behind our comfortable friendship, there were doubts and fears from past experiences. Dami, a gentle soul who often gives second chances, had been hurt before by trusting too easily. Me carried my own scars from a previous relationship that went wrong. We careful approach to our feelings showed we were hesitant, afraid of reliving painful memories and risking heartbreak again.

Then came a moment that nearly broke our bond—a misunderstanding fueled by fears we didn't talk about and signals they misunderstood. Unspoken words and unchecked assumptions created distance between us, turning our once close friendship into an awkward dance of avoiding each other.

Afterward, silence weighed heavily between us. What used to be easy now felt tense, with every interaction clouded by words we didn't say. Dami felt disappointed in herself, regretting not managing her feelings better, while me struggled with the overthinking and fear of losing someone i love, impact of my unintentional words.

Yet, despite the uncertainty, Dami found moments of clarity. We confronted our fears directly, recognizing our own vulnerabilities and the complexities of our feelings. Through deep conversations and self-reflection, Dami started unraveling the confusion that had troubled us, where the tougher decision she made - start it all again, where we only an ordinary friends with no romantic feeling.

The moment when I fear losing her. How I don't want this to end yet. I can't see her just as a friend because she means more to me. But I don't want to be selfish. I respect all her decisions. I don't want her to be hurt by this uncertainty.