hardthinker

[hardthinker]

Hmmm…How do I even start?

Should I start writing this with pain? Nah! Should I Start with gratefulness? or maybe with happiness! 😍

Alright! So, the year 2023 is about to end in a week. I hope everyone is well and doing great 😌

These are all the learnings that I have learned and will be a guiding light for me for the coming year! ✨❣️

✍🏻 • Healing is not a linear process. It’s a continuous journey, cycle and a repetition of unexpected and unparalleled emotions.

✍🏻 • Healing is an excruciating process but it’s worth it.

✍🏻 • Happiness comes from knowing that whatever happens, you have YOU! 🥰💕

✍🏻 • Peace is to be whole again. 🫶🏻

✍🏻 • The emptiness, and the pain we all have inside, we all need to learn how to go flow with it and move forward.

✍🏻 • PARTY! ✨

✍🏻 • Letting go of a person that puts you through a whirlwind of emotions is so liberating. I’ll be okay. You’ll be, too! ❣️

✍🏻 • Please, heal, mylove. So we could be free to receive the love we think we deserve. 💕

✍🏻 • Family is so important. And family comes in so many different forms. It’s built on relationships that we have on people we most spend our time with.

Those on the list are just the things that I remember as I now write. There are more that I may have shrugged under, I’m sure. 😊 This year has done its job on teaching me so many things in life, mostly about understanding emotions that I have not gone through in the past. Learnings are guiding light. ✨ It will serve as a star in the sky for whenever we need it. 🌟

I hope everyone will celebrate this new year safe and soundly. 🥰

Vale! 💕

[hardthinker]

A first heartbreak 💔

Years before, I secretly wished to myself to know how it feels to have a shattered heart, to have experience a broken piece of feeling, only because I was curious if I am strong enough to withstand the effects and the emotions that comes with it.

This year 2023 started hard for me. Because, guess what? I have started it crying. HEARTBROKEN 💔 As I gambled my whole heart to this person. I didn’t understand what I feel and how to put meaning behind it all at first, but I knew deep down that it would not be good, blaming it all to my intuition and to my precious gut. But, have I care to listen to it? A big NO! haha I was so confused and excited and expecting while navigating through the roller coaster of emotions within. It is not easy as I seem to think it to be.

Right now, I am finally fine. I am finally okay after a year of going through it. Thank you to the person who has given me the room to maneuver to at last know how this really feels.

You are a big part of my 2023. I wish to never have even a slightest bit of you in my life.

I love you. But, please. No more of you.

Vale! 🥰