My behind my smile is everything you will never understand. I am me...I am uncontrollable...I make my decisions and I carry my own shit. I am a free spirit...
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She called her again, the way she does every time things go wrong or whenever she is lost. But this time there was sth about her words and her tone of voice that got her scared. She called her with a teary voice and started saying " i wanna come home. I dont wanna stary here anymore. I dont anna hurt again. I dont wanna love again. Love hurts. Love hurts teally bad. I have tried everything, i have loved 1st and i have loved last and it still hurts... It still doesn't work out.. It still HURTS." she took a deep breath and said again " you know what hurts the most is loving from one side. You knowbehat makes that even worse than it already is him knowing that you love him and he decides to play with your heart. " then she ends her call by saying the very same words she says every time she feels lost," I miss you and i wish you were here with me, life is not the same without you... I miss you deeply. " #After_midnight_thoughts
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Laqad ta3ahdna 3ala el sayr ma3n ... Kont dayman fakra en el kelma di lazem tet2al la el tarf el a2a5r sawa2 en kan wald aw bent "elli howa e7na el mafrod ben7abohom" bas elli ana ektashfto enaha a7san lama tet2al la nfsana ... Ana asdy en lama a2ol "laqad ta3adna 3ala el sayr ma3an" di a2olaha leya ana 3alashn ana lazen a7eb nafsi w lazem ab2a 3yza amshy ma3aha w atqbl nafsy zy ma heya keda mesh ahrab menha aw a3'ayrha ... El wa7ed lazem ya7eb nafso w yamshi ma3aha 3alashn ya3rf yala2i nafso
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Glass box
She looked around and all she saw was a reflection of herself and she couldnt shake that feeling that she is still stuck in the middle ... She still cant find herself she cant be who she was nor can she be who they want her to be... Then she realised that she is stuck bec of everyone who came into her life in a way or another has imprinted on her... Had added a piece of his fake personality on her and she can not shake it off, she can not get rid of it even if she wanted to. She still looks at everything from the outside in like, she is stuck in a glass box she cant hear nor be heard.
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