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Lol! My love letterr written 7 years ago

To My DEAREST FUTURE BOYFRIEND,

Let’s just pretend that I’m talking to you now..but sorry if this letter will be very random and looong. *please take time to read <3 written JUNE 10,2011 2:04 AM 

 I’m just thinking about you and i can’t wait to see you! You will be my very first, and I cant wait for it to happen,. I would like to call you CEY in short for fiancée for I want you to be my first and last boyfriend. I cannot promise you that ill be a perfect girlfriend, but I will try my best to be the girl that you want to grow old with. I hope you’ll enjoy my company. if there will be times that i’ll make you sad, i hope you know that i didn’t mean it. you know i always want you to be happy and i will never want you down and feels sad. I’m sorry. I will love you like always and i hope you will feel the same way. Please tell me everything. i really want us to be open . You can always share your worries and anxiety to me .. no secrets please.‘cause you will really break my heart if you will lie to me. I swear i’ll tell you everything you need to know. I want you to be not just my lover but also my best friend :) I want to share all my silly thought, craziness and random stuffs with you, I hope you still find it cute if im being clumsy sometimes. Im sorry if there will be times that i’ll act so childish(thank you for not showing me that i’m irritating you already). Im sorry if i arrive late sometimes(thank you for not getting tired of waiting). Im sorry if I got drunk sometimes (thank you for understanding and taking care of me) Im sorry if i talk too much(thanks for always listening to every word i say). Im sorry if it will take hours for me to get dressed up(thank you for still complimenting that i look beautiful). Im sorry for being clumsy(thanks for just laughing and finding it still cute :”>). Im sorry if i text you all the time(thank you for still replying and telling me that you love me). Im sorry if i always miss you(thank you for coming over just to see me). Im sorry if cry easily on my girl friends’ issues(thank you for comforting me all the time). Im sorry if i loose my temper when you’re making fun of me(thank you for hugging me so tight that i end  up blushing :). Im sorry if i get jealous so easy, you know it’s just because im scared of losing you(thank you for telling me that it wont happen over and over again). I’m sorry if one day, i’ll hurt you so bad that you’ll be so fed up and you dont wanna see me anymore. Im sorry. i hope if that happens, you’ll give me another chance, ‘cause i will definitely give you more.

Thinking about the future, i wanna meet your family.. i want us to laugh on your cute baby pictures with your mom and listen to her stories when you were young. I want to be close with your siblings and treat them as if they were my new found friends, I want them to tease you in front of me, and share me some of your dirtiest secrets! Hahah! Evil laughs! I will introduce you to my whole family and i’m sure they will love you too! I want you to come often in our house if we have some occasion..I wanna meet your friends and i will introduce you to my friends too for you will be the first  and im proud of that.. I know that my friends will surely love you for you were the lucky one! Hahahah. :D we will hang out together and they will tease us ‘cause we’re so sweeeeet. they will envy us ‘cause we’re like the best couple around :)) we will watch sad movies, laughtrip movies, horror movies together! we’ll cry, we’ll laugh, we’ll hug each other ‘cause we’re scared..haha! We’ll have small fights but will never forget that we love each other a lot so we better settle it as soon as possible.. we’ll take lots of sweet and silly pictures together! we’ll talk about weird and stupid stuff. we’ll throw pick up lines and still find it sweet :)) We’ll have a date on the beach and wait for the sunset while drinking and eating our favorites. we’ll play around the park and won’t care what others will think of us. you will be the only man i will love :) and i hope i’ll be your one and only true love too. we’ll talk about our celebrity crushes but will still know that you’re my greatest crush and i am yours <3 we’ll play games and you’ll allow me to win over and over again even though it is impossible for me to win you over then ;) I will miss you when you’re far. We will talk all night and won’t hang up even there’s no more words coming out of our mouths and then wake up the next morning with smiles on our face :) If we hold hands, please hold my hand tight so it won’t slip away and so that i can feel you more. Hug me like you will never see me again ..I’m not asking you to kiss me as often as those other couples do, i just want you to surprise me J) that sweet little kisses will do <3 Love me as if there’s no tomorrow <3 ‘cause i will definitely do the same for you :) If lovin’ is what you need, to give it is my joy :) lets always put god in the center of our relationship to make it strong,  god will serve as the foundation of our relationship

  I’m not asking for too much you know. i just want you to love me and i hope you will not give up on me that easy. Thank you for being there whenever i need you. Thank you for making me happy all the time. Thank you for understanding me and not giving up on me. Thank you for being my motivation and inspiration in life. Thank you for making me a better person. Thank you for making me feel loved. and it’s okay if one day, you’ll make me cry.. just don’t leave me and tell me that everything will turn out right. And if the fate says that were really not for each other, I hope we still stay as friends and cherish the beautiful moments we had! Im looking forward to see you future boyfriend my CEY! I still don’t know, when will it happen,. But I know that will happen in the ryt time,. Im just waiting for everything to fall perpectly in the right time with the gods grace.. its now JUNE 10,2011 exactly 2:04 in the morning.. got to sleep na CEY! Hope you can read this so soon

                                                                   loving you most,    

                                                                     YOUR FUTURE GIRLFRIEND

                                                                      JANNA

P.S.

More letters to come , okay!

I LOVE  YOU <3

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The greatest irony of love

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. and sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being love too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.

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“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” ― Bob Marley

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  20 Things I’ve Learned from 2016

1. The friends you have at the beginning of the year can completely change by the end of it. People change, and if they aren’t improving your life in some way, it’s okay to drop them.

2. Take lots of pictures. Don’t let it take over your life, though. You don’t want to look back and see that you only captured your memories with your camera and not within your mind and heart.

3. Find your safe place. Whether it be in the arms of a certain person or with a cup hot chocolate, find it and don’t let it go. You can have more than one safe place.

4. Be nice to everyone. You honestly don’t know what skeletons people are hiding in their closets. Everyone has their skeleton. Every person on this earth has something in their life or past worth collapsing on the ground in uncontrollable sobs over.

5. Reading is so important. Read a lot, it can only do good things for you.

6. Writing always helps.

7. The girl with anxiety has the deepest thoughts. The autistic boy has the kindest heart, and the schizophrenic has the ability to put a smile on your face in seconds. Do not judge character based on a mental illness.

8. Her prettiness doesn’t make your prettiness any less pretty.

10. Getting close and letting someone in is scary as hell.

11. Making someone smile and feel genuinely happy has the ability to warm your heart from the inside out. No matter how much pain someone is going through, you made them forget about it for a few seconds. Isn’t that something?

12. Feel everything and let it hurt, but don’t go back to what broke you.

13. Don’t let fear hold you back from what you want. The view from the other side is spectacular.

14. Tell people how you feel. Even if you’re scared it’ll burn your life to the ground. You say it loud.

15. You find the most extraordinary things in the most ordinary places..

16. Sometimes the way you think of someone isn’t the way they actually are.

17. Timing is never going to be perfect; if you care about something enough, you’ll make the time. It’s all about priorities.

18. If women used their words to build each other up instead of tearing each other down, our world would change drastically.

19. Recovery can take 2 weeks or 5 years. You aren’t any less of a person if it takes you longer to find a way to let go of what’s hurting your heart.

20. You only need yourself, but having people by your side trying to understand means a lot more than you might think.

21. You find your truest friends in your darkest hours.

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Every relationship gets boring and it will get boring after you’ve been together for years. Its always fun in the beginning. Its always exciting when you’re getting to know each other. Its always thrilling to chase on another. Eventually, it gets hard, Eventually, it becomes difficult. Eventually, it will drains you. Thats when people tend to quit and go look for someone else because “the spark is gone” and we want to feel wanted, admired and loved again. But, thats not how its supposed to be. That’s not how it works. It doesnt have to be that way. Even when it does get boring. that’s when you’re supposed to remember why youre with that person from the first place and its never too late to find the happiness that you once had together because the truth is it always been there and it never left. Even when the feelings are fading, that’s when youre supposed to know how much this person means to you and what losing them be like because being able to love someone even when they’re being hard to love shows that your feelings never left. Even when it feels like your’e done, thats when you’re supposed to realize that no matter who you are with. Its always get to be “boring” so you might as well “be with someone who’s willing to love you unconditionally and never give up on you”

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Can we start over?

Can we take it back to the day where we first met? Can we tell each other how we really feel with some eye contact and no hesitations?  Can we just really be honest with each other? no pretentions and not lying? I’m not trying to forget you. Can we maybe take it slow and see where everything goes?

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Change is inevitable but we can adopt to those changes.

Never view a relationship that of a fairytales, where it will all be perfect and everyday will be lovey dovey, Being in a relationship means working for it, everyday you tell him  you love him not only because you love him but it is a constant reminder to yourself that this is the person that you have chosen to spend your life with. There will be better people with better looks or attitude than the person you choose. but it is up to you to tell yourself that despite of his imperfection he is the whole world to you. Yes, change is inevitable but that doesnt mean you cant adopt to those changes and change yourself to make the relationship work.

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October 12, 2016

“ I believe that when two people are in love with each other, you can see it in their eyes. The way they look at each other, the way they stare at each other, it’s all there. Their eyes are full of admiration, of attraction, of undying feelings for each other. Their eyes twinkle, their eyes are smiling. Even if they didn’t say a word about it. there’s this invisible thread connecting them two.”

( I remember someone saying this, “I love the stares that were giving with each other. Its like small in someone else view. But for me it means everything, it means a lot)

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“Sometimes you meet a person and you just click-- your’e comfortable with them, like you’ve known them your whole life, and you dont have to pretend to be anyone or anything”